the child you were will not return

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[zanarkandfayth]

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⤷ FAYTH

I go by fayth, and yes the all lowercaps is part of that haha

in fact I like to type in about 98% lapslock when it's casual posting. sorry not sorry (:

I'm a nonbinary transmasc/demiguy who prefers solely he/him pronouns and doesn't like being referred to as "enby."

my main hobbies are gaming, writing, and cooking. I love rpgs and cozy games. I have nearly 3K hours in stardew valley, and probably equally ridiculous hours in minecraft and sims 4.

tales of the abyss is and always will be my favourite game <3

⤷ FANDOM

my beloved is final fantasy xv. noct is my blorbo and ignoct is love <3 I'm a canon ending denier lmao.

I also still adore bbc merlin.

a fandom old that's been in fandom since late 1999.

very firmly ship & let ship, don't like don't read, your kink is not my kink, having squicks, etc.

⤷ FANFIC

I write solely for final fantasy xv these days, and my fics are posted strictly on AO3 and my personal fanfic website and nowhere else

I write primarily hurt/comfort, angst, and whump

mental health issues and/or trauma tend to be running themes throughout nearly all of my fics

a multishipper that loves both romantic and platonic shipping

I'm closed to requests or prompt suggestions, sorry! I would be terrible at ever delivering.

⤷ FOR THE BLOG

I'm open to asks and being tagged in tag/ask games, but I may or may not be slow about it sometimes. due to spam, anon asks are currently off.

I'm disabled so sometimes I'm on and off about posting here. feel free to tag me or share a post if you want me to see something!

this tumblr is largely reblogs (fandom, funny shit, polls) and the occasional life vent/post. those are tagged with "fayth bitches" or "fayth talks" if you're just here for the fandom/funny stuff and would like to block them. most of my other tags are inconsistent whoops.

if you need something specific tagged, send an ask and I'll do my best to remember!

⤷ FIND ME

archive of our own ★ zanarkand [ffxv pseud is fayth]

reddit ★ zanarkandfayth

discord ★ send me a chat for it if you're a mutual I've interacted with

[evilwizard]

okay im gonna hypnotize you with my ruby amulet now DONT BE WEIRD ABOUT IT. im doing this to make you betray the king. IT IS NOT A SEX THING

[violet-hady]

I think the fact that you immediately thought about clarifying it’s not a sex thing kinda makes it sound like it is a sex thing.

[evilwizard]

FOOL. i would be using my sex amulet for that

[quark-art]

had to draw this

[chilledfoodtin]

Sometimes when you stay at Caem, Ignis will gaze out the window.  If you zoom in on his face, you can see he has this wistful expression.  I wonder what he was thinking about.

[crashtestjeffy-deactivated20240]

All amazing points and so important to take in. I think I have done a couple of these, but not habitually or intensely. But it's good awareness for me.

[pollsforadults]

Spin the wheel. Now, imagine you're on a first date with someone who says they`re a [result]. How does this affect the odds of a second date?

100% guarantee I'll want a second date

It's significantly more likely

The odds don't change

It's significantly less likely

There wont be a second date. Absolutely not

Remaining time: 4 days 19 hours

Picker Wheel - Spin the Wheel to Decide a Random Choice

Picker Wheel is a wheel spinner for a random picker. Various functions & customization. Enter choices or names, spin the wheel to decide a r

(anon submission)

[muttsandmustelidae]

From the Nashville Zoo’s fb page! Here’s the petition, please please please take a moment to add your name (even if you’re not from Nashville!). If you are from Tennessee, contact your representatives and make it clear that the people do not want this data center. This is an AZA accredited zoo which is home to several species of critically endangered animals, we NEED to protect it. Make your voice heard!

[muttsandmustelidae]

Because people will pay attention to cute animals, here are some of the critically endangered/endangered species housed at the Nashville Zoo!

The Amur Leopard and Clouded Leopard (which recently celebrated its 50th cub born at the zoo!)

The Sumatran Tiger

The Red Ruffed Lemur and Ring-Tailed Lemur

The Cotton-Top Tamarin and White-Cheeked Gibbon

The Colobus Monkey and De Brazza’s Monkey

And the Mexican Spider Monkey!

Look at them!!!! Look at them and fight like hell to save them!!!!

[blighthand]

btw if anyone is wondering what ‘directly adjacent to the Zoo’ looks like [from the zoo’s FB] ⬇️

[ruinedchildhood]

[this-is-a-love-story-isnt-it]

This insane update from Neocities

[rarmaster]

oh good news it's fixed !

[yviisxo]

rest in peace to this diva

[sleepnoises]

i want to do a painting of a tiger taking a bath to put in a bathroom (bathroom-themed bathroom) and to this end i made a little maquette out of clay and i suspect this will scope creep into having both a painting and sculpture of a tiger or perhaps only a sculpture of a tiger. if i do both should they be displayed together or separately

[sleepnoises]

Tiger maquette by the way 🐅

[sleepnoises]

Working on cutting out a large piece of wood to do the painting on, which is a constraint that will either be really fun or really annoying. Maybe both

[sleepnoises]

Wood primed and underpainted and sketch transferred mostly by cutting it out in different chunks and tracing around them. Stripes to be determined. Nobody let me work on this again for at least two weeks

[sleepnoises]

The finished Ms. Tigers

[cherryhatter-deactivated2015072]

KICK THE CAN!

Let’s play the biggest game of kick the can on the internet.

To kick the can, reblog it. I wanna see how long this can go on for.

[visibun]

the oldest reblogs for this post that i can find are from january 2nd of 2013. this can has been getting kicked around tumblr for almost 13½ years now

[chinesewednesday]

[luidilovins]

my couchsona

[everythingfox]

Really enjoying the scritches

[gatesofminrathous]

there will never be anything as funny as the mutual disbelief between long form and short form fic writers about each other's style.

short form writers look at people writing 100k+ fics as though this is some sort of talent given as part of a fae bargain, that the commitment required shows some sort of ungodly mental fortitude.

meanwhile long form writers look at people writing 1000 word one shots like god I would cut off my left nipple to be able to say anything concisely. i would love to play with multiple ideas. free me from the shackles of this child I have birthed. i love them but I now must take them to t-ball and doctor's appointments and they're going to destroy everything I own.

[gayhockeyshow]

Hey…. Hey… Characters covered in blood, okay? You remember characters covered in blood?? You used to love characters covered in blood

[parakeet]

just saw a 'comments' tab on someones blog you know where the following and likes tabs would be if enabled and it was just showing all the replies theyve made on peoples posts. this is fascinating when did this feature come out

[parakeet]

EMERGENCY - ITS AUTO ENABLED!

if you've made replies on posts there is now a tab on your blog showing every post youve replied to and your reply.

if this is not what you want, either go to your blog and click comments and disable it from there or just go to your individual blogs setting pages. just change it from blue to grey if you dont want everyone to see your replies AND the post you're replying to

PLEASE BE ADVISED that it is set to disabled for blogs that have not made any replies but it will turn ON if you reply with that blog in the future.! i just tested it with my main, which was greyed out but it turned on the moment i left a test reply

figured i'd get the word out bc i have not seen a single mention of this and i'm sure there are plenty of people who maybe comment on things they don't want on display for everyone to see on their blog lol. you can still look at your replies with it toggled off just no one else can, like locking the following and likes list

[parakeet]

so for some reason this feature was actually announced on the tumblr engineering blog. interesting choice not to reblog it to the staff or tumblr blog, esp considering they asked for user input on how to implement it, but i suppose considering the response to the last update maybe the replies would be too overwhelming...

so couple of clarifications. comments are disabled as default for primary blogs that have their likes disabled. they are seemingly enabled for all other blogs that have replied to posts

posts you comment on may show on your followers 'for you' page if you leave your replies publically available. they may, in the future, show in on your followers dashboard if your follower goes to their dash settings and enables this. apparently, if your likes are enabled, your followers can already see those on the dash if they've gone into preferences and selected to do so, which I was unaware of, and that seems to be disabled at default, but it's possible i disabled it previously and forgot about it ig

[chick-it-out]

[chick-it-out]

happy june!!!!! 💖🌈🌤

if you want, you can check out my #pride tag for lgbtq+ arts!!!