My Hyperfixation Zone

Current Hyperfixations: BG3 and more Specifically Gale. Also, Eddie Munson and Steve Harrington (I'm a Steddie shipper). Buddie shipper as well (Hi 9-1-1 fandom) | I enjoy playing dnd | I occasionally dabble in writing | #zelpharwrites for what I've posted here | I'm an adult. Don't follow if you're a minor.

[finnxymiwi]

even MORE quotes case they’re so fun

[stevenrogered]

food being Buck’s love language + Eddie gets cranky when he doesn’t eat = Buck always making sure Eddie is fed

[chenfordsbee]

Eddie + being concerned for Buck in s9

[trickstarbrave]

BITING YOU BITING YOU BITING YOU

[poughkeepsiesjr]

buck BEGGED to sacrifice himself for eddie and chris btw. if you even care.

[birthmarkedbabyblues]

I think I’ve seen this film before…

and I didn’t like the ending…

[eddiesilverstar]

the face of a man who knows he's about to throw hands because of his idiot husband:

the idiot husband:

[snoozefestmars]

the "diá de los muertos" episode is a really tight story about letting go of fictions and using them--buck, nominally, letting go of the actual manifestation of ghosts in order to find a material resonance of his love for bobby elsewhere; eddie using the comfort of a narrative to both jump-start someone's injured self-perception and then to offer presence to his aunt and in honor of his grandmother. the story doesn't come down firmly on actualizing that which is supernatural; eddie's explanation that chris was dreaming is ultimately enough of one that the typical mystic-suggestion in the 911 narrative space that leaves it "open" to magic isn't an overwhelming affirmative. but what it does argue is that grief processing requires a reckoning with fictions, one way or another.

[emziess]

Barely incorrect Buddie 9-1-1, S09E13

((inspo))

[minsvnshine]

eight years later and they still look at each other #like that (insp)

[eddiesilverstar]

You came to me for help, and that's what we're gonna get you, okay?

[stationoneeighteen]

#siblings

[mm31060]

what if in 9x17 eddie does have an nde and buck is watching him get hurt in the one scene in the promo. except buck doesn’t act like he did with the shooting or the well—maybe initially he does (panic and scream that is). but once he’s overcome the stress of that? once eddies in the hospital?

imagine an evan buckley, who despite the stress of almost losing eddie, is pretty calm and collected. not because he doesn’t care of course, but because eddies going to be okay and he believes in that and most of all because chris and eddie need him. chris needs to be cared for, so of course buck will.

i feel like it would be such an interesting growth in buck to see how far he has come around the idea of people he love being hurt. he cares and he’s scared and everything is sad and stressful for a bit, but in a more “normal” response way not a “better if i had been shot” way.

bonus of this is eddies reaction. like oh wow look how far he’s come, he’s coping with this stress rather than just pushing it away—-he’s doing so good. an eddie who’s been slowing realizing he loves buck seeing this—-a buck who, while stressed and sad and scared, cared for his son (like he always does) and is sitting by eddies bedside with that nice smile that makes him feel safe and oh fuck eddie has to tell him. no more excuses, buck has actually started healing and he can handle this, and eddie doesn’t wanna die without buck knowing. he doesn’t wanna wait for their lives to be over.

[stevenrogered]

So you definitely weren't looking for it.

[annapoofle]

Thinking about Buck's endlessly traumatic relationship with medical personnel.

Where all the other characters are shown to regularly attend in-person therapy, Buck sticks with zoom therapy because the first and last time he had an in-person therapist she slept with him during the session. Where Hen was chastised for trying to treat herself and where Maddie checked herself into an actual rehab facility, for Buck the gang decides it's best to build a home-grown rehab facility around him instead.

Buck being born to have his bone marrow harvested as an infant. His parents' insistent hatred of hospitals shoved in his face every time he's hurt. Maddie's abusive husband being a doctor. Malicious imaginary coma-dream Daniel being a doctor. Getting his leg crushed and being told by his doctors that his dreams are coming to an end. Getting screws in his leg and almost dying from the embolism they caused. Trying to escape the never-ending stretching halls of the hospital in his coma dream. Getting obliterated by a car-crash-kidnapping combo, being taken to the hospital, and being prescribed opioids that he immediately gets addicted to. And when he talks to an actual doctor about the problem he practically gets told to fuck off and figure it out.

At first I really thought it was kind of sweet and whimsical that they were all doing a DIY rehab for Buck at home but when you actually look at the receipts it all stacks up into a heaping pile of Oh, shit.

[buckslasagna]

special separate boxes ♡

[poughkeepsiesjr]

obsessed with how husbandly they look in this still