finnxymiwi

she/her or she/they socials: @bylernova - Pinterest bylernova - ao3 @finnxy404 - YouTube fandoms are listed in pinned post still recovering from the byler queerbait

[finnxymiwi]

intro post <3

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ hiii im finnxy, or fin, & i’m gonna try and make this as simple as i can since i love to overshare lowkey lmao

i’m a minor, first off, but i won’t specify cause i don’t want to

i looove byler obviously, along with other ST ships like lumax, elmax, jopper, stonathan, steddie, jancy, & henderhop (im a multishipper can u tell) and other ships i like from other fandoms are Buddie & Hanikkar from 9-1-1, Reddie from IT, Boreo from the Goldfinch, Bloodymary from Project Hail Mary x Iron Lung, Stevepop, Johnnyboy, Dalbit or Tally, and Parry from The Outsiders, Hollandov from Heated Rivalry, and Hangster and Icemav from Top Gun and Top Gun 2.

i’ll also post about Conan Gray and the Sturniolo Triplets bc they’re so awesome😋

my other socials are in my bio but that’s it🌟

[finnxymiwi]

yeah i’ve got nothing to say for myself except i did kiss the brick

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“Soda, I wish you were a girl.”

The sudden words breaking the silence that had settled between the two startled Soda, making him tilt his head a little to look at Steve. His eyes were distant, faded like the light was put out with the heel of a foot as one would do with a cigarette.

“What?” Soda’s voice was almost a whisper, no good answer to that other than one of confusion coming up in his spiraling head. Steve didn’t respond, just sitting up and running a hand through his rougher than usual hair, half of his face shaded by the darkness of the room. The shadows made him look even more beautiful, and even though Soda couldn’t see all of him, he could still see the one person he wanted more than anything else in his entire life.

Steve’s leg began bouncing, feet planted on the carpet of his bedroom and facing away from Soda. He sat up as well, shuffling down the bed to take the empty space next to Steve, trying to look eye to eye but was ignored with the shift of the older’s head again. “Steve?” He whispered now. A small hum was all he got as a reply. Soda swallowed. “What’s the matter?” Steve couldn’t look at him. For once in his life he didn’t want to see the face of Sodapop Curtis, knowing things could be different. Knowing everything would be so much easier if one of them was different. Hell, maybe if both of them were different in separate ways they would be better off just friends. Then they wouldn’t get hurt, or have the risk of getting hurt constantly over their heads. Pressing down on every thought and every action they think of doing somewhere where even one singular person could see and ruin everything.

Steve didn’t want Soda to change. He said he did out loud to him just moments ago, but you can’t put the toothpaste back in the bottle once it’s already squeezed out. If only things were better, if only things weren’t the way they were then maybe, just maybe, they would be fine. Maybe they wouldn’t have to hide at all. Maybe they wouldn’t be so afraid. But it’s not like that.

And Steve doesn’t think it ever will be.

[finnxymiwi]

can we all get more dalbit pilled, i feel like there’s only five of us here💔

[sapphicgreaser]

Shoutout to Ponyboy and Sodapop for actually using those names instead of their middle names like any normal person would in their situation

[gutsyaddy]

Stupid Song - Byler

Stupid song? Nah, more like stupid painting and stupid story

|| tiktok: gutsyaddy

[finnxymiwi]

i just fucking woke up bro

[finnxymiwi]

SKY 4 CHERRY‼️🗣️🍒

WHY DOES TUMBLR MAKE IT SO BLURRY😭😭😭😭

reference pics

[finnxymiwi]

i told my mom that i’m excited for top gun 3 for the eighth time this week and she finally asked me when i got so obsessed over the movies and i cannot tell her it’s because miles teller and glen powell got casted and that there’s no other reason than for them to have a perfect enemies to lovers storyline continuing on from the second movie so instead i said i like the explosions

[finnxymiwi]

has anyone made the connection that connor storrie kinda looks like patrick swayze

[finnxymiwi]

‘the other woman’ but it’s steve watching soda get with sandy and becoming all he talks about

‘the other woman’ but it’s steve finding himself getting more upset for seemingly no reason whenever he sees that girl soda is head over heels for

‘the other woman’ but it’s steve snapping at soda at work when he’s just trying to talk at all

‘the other woman’ but it’s steve declining hangouts with soda since he knows sandy will be brought along and he can’t get soda alone anymore

‘the other woman’ but it’s steve watching soda cry when he’s realizes sandy is moving away for good

‘the other woman’ but its steve watching his best friend struggling to get out of bed knowing he can’t truly help him

‘the other woman’ but it’s steve getting a spark of hope now that sandy’s gone that soda will realize how much steve loves him since he’s too scared to say it himself

[finnxymiwi]

“And it's too hard to describe this In a way that feels honest But even when I'm quiet I love you, baby, I promise And I hope I never see what your face looks like going A face I swear that I could spend my whole life knowing Herе's to hoping”

oh byler….oh my byler….olivia why…

[finnxymiwi]

“Would you sit and keep me company? In the dark, I'm not scared I just reach and you're right there Shooting stars, racing cars Everything I own just feels like ours”

OHHHH JOHNNYBOYYYYY💔💔💔💔

[finnxymiwi]

i love seeing ppl headcanon the outsiders sexualities because there’s always two that are the same:

-soda is the bisexual flag

-steve is gay gay homosexual gay

bonus: transmasc dally

[backalley-dumpster]

I can’t tell what I love more albino dally or dally with shitty bleach blonde hair

[finnxymiwi]

didn’t end up writing angst but i cooked this up instead🤑😋

https://archiveofourown.org/works/86617101

[finnxymiwi]

would u guys like if i posted another dalbit angst fic because apparently it’s all i can write right now

[miwiheroes]

when a byler fic chapter starts out with “when mike woke up, will was gone.”

[unlvckyclover]

i hc that dallas would say shit like “omg im going to kms” at any minor inconvenience and then when it finally happened tim was just like “yeah i guess that checks out”