zeng's diary

basically a sufjan stevens fanpage introspection to love and peace.

[zengsdiary]

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i feel happy for the first time in a long while.

[shisasan]

November 17, 1912 Letters to Felice by Franz Kafka First published : 1973

[weltenwellen]

Saeed Jones, "Aretha Franklin Hears an Echo While Singing "Save Me", Alive at the End of the World

[cupofmeat]

"Cat Headed Blengiglomenean Gasook, or the Thunderer", Henry Darger.

[yeahiwasintheshit]

lol

[zengsdiary]

experiencing existential levels of yearning right now.

[oditorie]

[zengsdiary]

I love kissing. If I could kiss all day, I would. I can't stop thinking about kissing. I like kissing more than sex because there's no end to it. You can kiss forever. You can kiss yourself into oblivion. You can kiss all over the body. You can kiss yourself to sleep. And when you wake up, you can't stop thinking about kissing. Damnit, I can't get anything done because I'm so busy thinking about kissing. Kissing is madness! But its absolute paradise, if you can find a good kisser.

[zengsdiary]

i owe you a black eye and two kisses

[zengsdiary]

[impossiblesoul13]

Through my body you can see the light

Bruise me up I was made to divinize

[zengsdiary]

9-dec-25

so funny to be in love. to be so absolutely infatuated with one individual. to think that a single action or statement could change the trajectory of an entire day. there’s this longstanding debate of whether words or actions are more important, but its not one or the other, rather a balance of the two. love feels like a curse. my curse. to love so wholeheartedly and dangerously that it blinds me, that its not long before i get hurt. and yet i still yearn for more. if manifestation is real consider this a manifestation. i want a pure love. one so pure that the cleanest gorges look upon me with jealousy. 

[marielism]

though we have sparred, wrestled and raged/i can tell you i love him each day

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