Today was a strange day
Maybe I felt this relapse coming
But it's been four years
Why would I?
Should really have called someone before
Should have said
"Hey, I'm not doing all too well"
Instead I cut myself seriously
Deeply
Blood on a disinfected knife
Shimmering
Five minutes later I was laughing with my old friends on Skype
We had a lot to talk about
After 90 minutes of catching up
The blood on the knife had dried
It was hard to get off























