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🐶 I’m not sure if I can fully convey how I feel, but after much thought, I’ve decided to write this. I wasn’t sure whether to post this on Berriz or Bubble, but I wanted to speak more directly, so I’m sending it through Bubble.
First of all, to Monbebe who waited for our 10th anniversary. I’m truly sorry for causing this kind of situation,and I want to sincerely apologize. I wanted to apologize earlier, but I couldn’t, and I’m even more sorry for apologizing so late. I never wanted to ignore your words,and I don’t believe that would be the right thing to do. To the Monbebe who were hurt because of my complacency, I want to say I’m truly sorry once again. I believe I deserve the criticism and blame from Monbebe for the things I did wrong. I’m really sorry for making your hearts ache.
From the moment I chose this career up to now, I’ve always thought this job comes with the responsibility of receiving criticism and judgment from the public and from Monbebe whenever I make a mistake.So I believe it’s only right that I face those consequences when I do wrong. I wasn’t sure whether I should add this part, but I’ve decided it’s only right to share my full, honest feelings.
It’s been so frustrating to see dozens of things posted every day things I didn’t do, absurd falsehoods and to be in a position where I can’t respond to each one. What’s even harder is seeing that the criticism and verbal abuse stemming from those rumors are reaching my family too. I tried to tell myself this is just another part of the job, but I don’t think I can endure this anymore. I don’t think I’m able to bear even this. Over the past 10 years, there have been many times when I was caught up in controversies and criticized for things I didn’t do, but I kept reminding myself that being an idol means accepting that too. I thought I could keep going like that but now that so many things are crashing down all at once, I feel scared and heartbroken.
I thought about what I could do right now for Monbebe. I thought the best I could do would be to keep communicating actively, go to the practice room, share photos of the members, prepare well for our performances, and contribute ideas for the album to focus on my main job. But then I realized even those actions were being misunderstood, that it seemed like I was trying to be confrontational or avoid things. Once I realized that, I honestly didn’t know what to do anymore. So instead of staying in my own head, I want to know what Monbebe really want. Would it help ease your hearts even a little if I took a break from communicating and stepped away for a while? Or even if it leads to new misunderstandings,would it be better for me to continue staying by your side? Honestly, even asking this question scares me. I’m afraid it might come across as playing games or avoiding responsibility. But I really don’t know, so I’m asking with courage.
Monbebes are truly precious and dear to me. What you say means the most. What makes me saddest right now is that it feels like all the love and affection I’ve shown to Monbebes over the years is being seen as fake. Thank you for reading this, even though it came so late. And I’m sorry.
♡ Translation: dailykyun. Please take out with full credit.
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