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[vomitingwords]

look at all these words, look at how i'm trying to tell the way my mind and my heart works

feelings and thoughts // ma.c.a

[zhooooooo]

: it’s hard, but I’ll keep going

Allah ma’ana

[zhooooooo]

—aamiin ku paling dalam

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[zhooooooo]

—ya Allah, kabulkanlah segala apa yang aku harapkan, termasuk apa yang tersimpan didalam hatiku dan sukar diungkapkan dalam doaku. Aku serahkan seluruh urusanku kepada-Mu, maka perbaikilah semuanya dengan sebaik² ketentuan menurut kehendak-Mu. Jadikanlah aku hamba yang Engkau pandang dengan kasih sayang-Mu, yang Engkau dengar doanya, dan Engkau kabulkan

[zhooooooo]

: I wish things were different

[aidashakur]

Forever traumatized by realizing that no amount of love can change someone who finds losing you easier than facing their own behavior.

[zhooooooo]

because it’s easy to running away than to do the fixing

[zhooooooo]

: for once, let it be me ya Rabb 😔💔

ya Allah, grant me what is best for me and expand my heart to accept it

[feelingsoftheday]

i wonder if you’re feeling this same quiet longing that’s keeping me awake.

[hardkryptoniteheart]

kelak hidup ini akan berakhir, namun satu hal pasti; aku ingin menjadikanmu sebagai yang terakhir. itu, adalah impian yang sering kulangitkan pada Tuhan; memohon agar kita memang dijadikan suatu takdir yang dibukakan jalan dan dipenuhi pengharapan.

@hardkryptoniteheart || 28/04/2026 || 19:46 ||

[zhooooooo]

: ohh to be loved gently, honestly, and intentionally…

not just through words, but through actions, every single day.

[quotefeeling]

“Sometimes your heart needs more time to accept what your head already knows.”

— Unknown

[sabre-one]

So true. It hurts to have pain that lingers, it’s just how we heal.

[zhooooooo]

: “running over the same old ground, what we have found? The same old fears”

ya Allah, forgive me and bless me abundantly. If I am meant to be alone, grant me contentment, peace in my heart, and ease in all my affairs 😔

I place my trust and surrender to You, for indeed You know best while we do not…

[julaibib]

Marrying someone who understands your mental health is so important nowadays, that is the person you will be going home to every day after a tough day they should be your escape; your peace and happiness and not be the cause of your grief and tears.

[zhooooooo]

I pray I’ll marry one and I’ll be that someone too

[zhooooooo]

—every word has consequences.

every silence, too

[662244]

some feelings don’t come with words, just heavy silence.

[662244]

and heavy heart

[zhooooooo]

— “I prayed for you” kinda love

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

be kind to your heart, especially on the days when your mind isn’t kind to you