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Went to the london memorial today, it was heartbreaking.

I’m truly beyond devastated. And I’m struggling with how to navigate it.

I stopped following Liam’s career a few years back when he’d released his first album, due to life and other reasons.

When the news first came out I really didn’t know what to make of it, it was sad of course but it was almost like it didn’t sink in. I was seeing the news reports, getting lots of texts however it didn’t really feel real until the rest of the boys started releasing their statements on it, and then it hit me all at once and now I feel like I’ll truly never stop crying.

I got reminded of how much he did mean to at one point of my life, having had just moved to a new city the comfort of him and the rest of the boys was what kept me afloat a lot of the times, and that love and admiration continued for a while even after the hiatus. I did fall in love with his heart and sometimes you just know about a person through their smallest actions. I wish it didn’t have to end of this way, I wish he would’ve been able to see how much he meant to a lot of people because of his warmth, his work and just because he was Liam. Just like it did for me, I’m sure so many people were reminded of why they loved Liam all those years ago and that love was always still there, just hidden away.

This is the weirdest grief of my life, one I can’t share with the people I’m surrounded by.

Infinity came on and I’ll always remember his smile when they performed it at the live lounge, I can’t listen to the song without this image of Liam. I must have loved it so much as I only had to scroll a little to find it on my blog.

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ATTENTION: ANYONE ATTENDING NIALL’S NYC SHOW ON OCT 31

hi everyone!!!! i bought 300 lil rainbow flags on sticks (they’re plastic not cloth, bc they were cheaper and i wanted to buy a decent amount) to distribute to people before the show and i want to make sure this is as organized as possible. im planning to arrive at the venue at 6pm and will have a box w the flags that ppl can just take and hold up at any point during the show!! ill try to make myself super conspicuous but here is what i look like if you want to try to recognize me that way. i’ll be available via tumblr from now until around 5pm the day of the show if u have any questions or want to coordinate meeting up w me!

pls reblog this even if you’re not going, i want as many people to get flags as possible!! also if anyone wants to repost this on twitter or IG or smth please just make sure to include my blog url in any screenshots so people can reach me.

i hope this helps fans at the show feel safe and loved (bc ur always safe around me and i love all of u!) and im sure niall will be so happy to see us with our flags <3

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We are SO excited to boost this. That’s so many flag for so many more safe spaces during the show!

So everyone going to Niall’s show in New York on Halloween who’d like to carry around a little flag, please get in touch with this lovely person!

#always smashing it lou xxx

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Hello, lovely people of tumblr dot com!

So, here’s the thing, I’m writing a story (a harry&louis fanfic), where one of the main characters (Harry Styles) is a trans woman.

I want to do this in the most respectful way possible, however, I’m a cis girl, so I can’t even pretend to understand what is like to be trans.

So, in order to write this character in the best way possible, I’m looking for a trans girl (or trans boy, or anyone who doesn’t identify as cisgender, really) who would be willing to talk a bit with me about their experience, or even read what I’ve written so far, to give me some feedback.

(If people could reblog this to help me, it would be ace)

ps I’m also looking for a beta, so there’s that