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Guys I literally fucking can’t

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Having JUST found out about the Pj stuff people are dming with him i would say, from an objective point of view, it makes sense. Not that its an excuse, but it makes sense.

Before chap 2 was released he was VERY excited about reddie, and defended it on tweets. People DID send him inappropriate shit and he kinda starting lashing out, and erased his twitter. He has talked about supporting trans sex workers, so he isn’t transphobic either. But he also has a history of collapsing on his mental health like he did on twitter.

When he erased his twitter was bc people were sending him some Reddie inappropriate pics or content and simultaneously started asking him to talk about Ken Park, a movie (he didnt make this super clear) that he said he had some abuse related stories and didn’t want to talk about. People started asking HARDER about it. He clearly got to a point in which he wasn’t in his right mindset and started being paranoid about twitter bots. Afterwards at a con people were secretly filming, and while it was innocent enough he lost his cool (again, he is paranoid about bots and shit).

It matches up that he is losing his shit now that he has revealed that in march he opened up to the school about his abuser and just this week found out the school did nothing about it.

All the minors are innocent here and it clearly isn’t a justification for the shit he said in dms. But i also need this website to be aware that mental health isn’t black and white. The dude was all in for reddie before chap 2 was even filming and defended on the book, as well as having talked (way before this) about defending sex workers (including trans ones). He isn’t homophobic nor transphobic, but he IS very mentally unstable, and from what i read in the dms he is confusing people wanting to talk about that with people being zionists and making little sense. The minors responded with aggression or memes (which I don’t blame you for, these were minors having a very bizarre conversation with an adult man). Also, this isn’t the first time Pj doesn’t think they people he talks to are minors and thinks is someone else, happened on twitter too. Its a paranoia he falls back on whenever he seems to be having a breakdown.

All in all, pls take this as consideration when talking about him, again im not excusing any of it, but is also not as simple as him being a bigot.

Also pls, for the love of god, stop demanding answers and hard conversations from grown man you don’t know if you are a minor. I understand most don’t know about Pj’s mental health history and why is important for him in particular to give him space bc he gets aggressively paranoid, but in general why do any of you think is remotely a good idea to demand answers from grown man as a minor in the dms?????????

Also, everyone is on their right to unfollow and block him with him lashing out, but again take into consideration that he has gotten aggressively triggered before. Simultaneously he has supported the lgbt+ community before. The man is just not one of those celebrities you can talk to and joke around with easily bc his mental health is not there.

𝐅𝐞𝐚𝐫. 𝑨𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒂 𝒄𝒍𝒐𝒘𝒏

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑑 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑡 : 374

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀𝑤𝑎𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 : fear

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀˚ ˳ ༝ 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕 : ⤦

Fear.

Defined by google as “an unpleasant emotion caused by the belief that someone or something is dangerous, likely to cause pain, or a threat”

It’s belittled and made smaller to something like a tiny spider or a big hole. And it makes many wonder if, at some point, the true fear that keeps you up at night would become bigger, would be the fear where you stop, stare and truly realize.

You’ve stopped breathing

Panting, gasping for air, praying that oxygen finds your lungs soon so the excruciating, blood curdling scream building up at the pit of your stomach doesn’t escape causing the monster, fear, to become an angry ball of killing.

But fear doesn’t affect all of us. many live life fearless, conquering every demon, every single problem in their life with both hands uncovered, craving to end the misery it can cause them. Many choose to ignore the lingering bubbles and nauseating pain building up through their throat and coming out like vomit in the sound of a yell and a cry.

Fears can be irrational. A fear of women. A fear of confrontation. A fear that becomes so bad that it turns into a phobia. But the problem that suffocates us all isn’t the fear. It’s not the darkness necessarily it’s what hides in the dark.

Fear isn’t generally the dark, the height, the bug, the ᴄʟᴏᴡɴ.

It’s what’s hiding in the dark, it’s what happens after falling off the cliff, it’s what the bug could do to you, it’s what the clown knows that you have never told a single soul.

It’s what 𝐈𝐓 thrives off. It’s what every single children fears. A monster that becomes your greatest fear. But it also is a lesson. It also is a test to see who’s strong, and who is the weaker. Who isn’t as brave to face the demon in a form of a Leper, or your own father.

Yet many fear, the word fear, more than the general fear they had in the first place. But fear can be defeated. Fear can be forgotten or conquered, yet the bravery needed isn’t there. So friends, a group of six boys and a girl, are all you really need.

To defeat

𝐈𝐭

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