ovrag

digital artist / 27 / i want things to be beautiful

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Well hello, Tumblr!

I think it's a nice time to start my little blog here. Maybe it'll help me to bring a bit of structure to my art life

I have problems with procrastination and perfectionism, so sometimes it's hard and even painful to make something, but...

I want to go on this journey until I know who I am in my art and what I can give to the world. After all, I love drawing so much

So, yeah, welcome, I guess!

I like the castle core aesthetic, cowboys, tapioca tea, long sunny days, modern animated shows and art people🌻

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I made tiktok because I can

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Well, u know... Relationship goal???

I hate rendering btw

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Wait this is Alice fr 😭😭😭😭😭😭

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Okaaaaay let's go 😋 I've got a sketch now and damn i can't find a suitable brush for this

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girls, girls, hear me out.... this picture but.... ellabs?

😳😳😳

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Ahhhhh I'm such a fangirl 💅

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this scene always gets me because whereeeee did he get that attitude😭😭😭

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Btw, he was always that sassy and a little bit ironic 😭😭

Just look at him. They barely meet each other and he already not shy around this big scary wolf

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Being an artist is such a strange experience, and honestly?? I'll never get used to it

I decided to finish the sketch with wolves to add it to my illustrative portfolio. And do you know what it's like? It's like...

Oh yeah, I finished these cute wolves, it was so much fun in the process! I like the light and details and I really feel something when I look at this, I'm glad

Also, fifteen minutes later I'm like:

Oh wow... No one... has ever painted wolves so poorly. This is truly... a mockery of my potential. I've spent precious time on this just to prove how much of a disappointment I can be

Like???? Damn, girl, when are we going to treat your head 🤪🤕

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like that’s my baby mama

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Hell yes sis 💅

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Big wolf sister, little wolf brother 🐺🐺

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okay, maybe my need to draw Abby after the tlou2 finale needs to be studied clinically, but...

I just can't stop thinking how distant and detached she felt in her body after everything that happened to her.

Not just because of all the violence she had to endure from the Rattlers.

Her body has always been her main advantage, she has been building her physical form for years to be unstoppable, powerful. And in the end, her body lets her down, not for the first time when someone turns out to be stronger than her, but for the first time in many years when her body becomes weak and literally useless.

For several months in captivity, she was losing strength day after day, hardly able to protect the Lev from the cruelty that surrounded them. In the end, she was so weak that she lost in the fight to Ellie, whom she had easily overpowered earlier in theatre.

I think this loss should have deeply shaken her mentally, because she could no longer trust what she had relied on for a very long time - her body, her strength.

I think it was devastating for her, the physical powerlessness to protect the last person she had left

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literally two identical pictures (don't touch them, they're resting)

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She so pretty with her... tiny eyelashes at the corners of the eyes Idk I'll eat her alive if I could 😇

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Hmmm okay now i want this fancy account design like that of cool ficwriters here... with gifs and stuff

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i want to see that folks healed and free and i want it now 😤😤😤

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Ugh my last days was so awful that only toxic yuri can save me 😞😞