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When we are done eating, You can sleep all that you like. Promise.

I can share what I get with you. That could be easier. Oh, don’t be intimidated. It’s not that bad. I can read it to you if you wish. Yes. The tour will be in English. So, Lucky you.

zohar-hayes

But I've got a whole big New Austrian Empire to explore grouchily with you. Although it'll give you the chance to catch up with your parents, I suppose.

I do wish somewhat, but I'm scared that I'll talk myself out of everything. If you like it, then it must be excellent, yes? Lucky? There's no chance involved.

valarie-h-lorraine

I blocked the crying baby out. That is my secret power. Blocking things out.

Kiskakukk Étterem has decent, well. Amazing food. I think you will love it. Afterwards, we can go to my home and I can show you around where I grew up.

zohar-hayes

On top of your not so secret powers. Heh. I'm tired, okay?

Could I just get whatever you order? I'm scared to look at the menu. Okay, okay. I'm looking forward to that at least, seeing as the tour will be in English.

valarie-h-lorraine

It wasn’t that bad of a ride. You should have took a nap like I did.

We could do anything really. There is not really a set thing for us to do first. I could take you out to eat..

zohar-hayes

I couldn't. I was too nervous that the baby at the back of the plane would stop crying. Lucky you.

I mean, if it's somewhere you know and recommend... The first place you want to go now that we're at your home and all. Yeah. It is a decent place, right?

I'm glad to be off that plane.

So what should we do first, Val? Or, well, is, you know, there anything we have to do first?

valarie-h-lorraine

Yes. this is a finally sort of thing. You can call me whatever you want. I honestly don’t care what other people thing, so you can shout it out to the world if you want to.

zohar-hayes

I'll quietly shout. Because I'm happy. You're the kind of person I've dreamed of being with for so long, and even you're better than that... [bites at her own lip and looks at the screen] Let's do something later? I'll make space in the day for you. The whole evening. Anything. I promise.

#//thank goodness tho #i couldn't take it if the rp ended AND angst happened

valarie-h-lorraine

I know you will, so don’t worry.

[smiles more as she says she loves her as well.] I know. I’m just… so glad that I finally told you.

..I guess you will. [smiles and kisses her gently.]

zohar-hayes

I trust you. [grins, blushing only slightly less]

If this is a finally sort of thing, I can finally call you my partner, if that's all right with you. Just to my parents, if you like.

#//they're so cute .-.

valarie-h-lorraine

Yes, that makes sense. My family will definitely want you there. My father already likes you, because he met you. and my mother wants to meet you, so.. they would love you there. [smiles]

Really? [a small blush spreads to her cheeks] I think this was the perfect time. Because I know I love you.

[hugs her back instantly] ..Thank you for coming into mine too.

zohar-hayes

Perfect. I'll do my best to live up to any expectations.

Yes. Yeah. I'm glad to know. Really... really glad. I love you too.

[she presses a brief kiss to Valarie's cheek] ...N-next time my dad calls, I guess I'll have a definite answer for him. A complete one.

#//my hugging gifs appear to hve disappeared ah well

valarie-h-lorraine

Oh, Just take your time yeah? Maybe you could travel a bit, maybe come back with me to New Austria? I could show you around, it would be a great time. [clears her throat a bit.] You.. You know how I am.. With, how I have to think over things. Important things. Like, how I feel about them.. and, what I am trying to.. [sighs]

zohar-hayes

Just don't want to wind up conscripted and have to get taken away from you and everyone I care about is all. Yes. I'd love to come with you there if your family will have me. That would be... y-yeah.

[she blushes] I've known I've loved you for months, Valarie. I wish I'd told you before. B-but that really means a lot to me.

[she moves to hug her] Thank you for coming into my life.

valarie-h-lorraine

Yeah… But still, I wanted to talk to you.

[shakes her head] Don’t be sorry. It’s okay really. You did? Nothing has really been happening with me. Other than, me thinking over a few things. and… I want to tell you something.

zohar-hayes

I do hope that's a good sign.

Yeah. Just... He was fishing around asking about the future. Mostly he wants me to come back, but I explained that I'd need a few years to do more than visit.

Uhm. So what were you thinking about that needs telling?

#//headcanon i never really told you about? zo's a little submissive in that she needs to feel approval before doing just about anything #last minute sharing time #and yeah that extends to all things really

valarie-h-lorraine

[stands up a bit straighter and walks in.] I just wanted to talk.. You know, catch up. I feel like I haven’t spoken to you forever since classes started.

zohar-hayes

Well, you’ve been busy. We’ve been a bit short-staffed here.

[stands up herself] I don’t like it, but it happened. I’m sorry. That’s basically been my life. I guess I talked to my dad for a while over the weekend? Tell me about what’s been up with you. Or what has not. Anything.