i wish you would

zoya. fxbg. 21. instagram: jersey_girrl

[coltre]

[wit-expansion]

[microtear-deactivated20181213]

Therapist: i want you to say something positive about urself

Me: i have eyes

[asoftwrongness]

Living in a perpetual state of panic

[jordanandsons-deactivated202203]

[canvnottt]

[socalsurf9]

[oxy-stars]

Because I’m afraid you will leave me. 2.13.2017

[thislovethathurt]

“Of course I loved you. I wouldn’t have given you the power to hurt me if I hadn’t. And damn did you hurt me.”

–9:23 PM

[lyricallyinvalid]

Life Sentence // Chelsea Grin

[havenlyheart]

[wreckeds]

“heartbreak is never just a heartbreak, it is always more than that. it’s lying in bed for ten hours trying your hardest not to think and your mind is so numb that you can’t even remember to inhale and exhale and inhale and exhale—and jesus christ please just remember to breathe, oh god it’s so hard to breathe. they say that the eyes are the window to the soul, but honey the lights are out and i don’t think anyone is home. you stare at blank walls for hours and hours in hopes that they will tell you their secrets and in exchange all you have to offer them is shaky i’m sorries that you trace over and over again on the inside of your thigh; but the walls just end up even emptier than when you found them. you try and scream out or even manage a sob but you’ve seem to have lost your voice in the vastness of your mind and you swear you can feel your heart get heavier and heavier with every palpitation that bangs and bruises your ribcage and all you can do is lay there and listen to the echoes of the cracks in your bones and call it home.”

— and if you thought that only your heart breaks, you’re wrong; your whole body breaks

[delta-breezes]

[minuty]

“You can’t let people scare you. You can’t go your whole life trying to please everyone else. You can’t go through life worried about what everyone else is going to think. Whether it’s your hair, clothes, what you have to say, how you feel, what you believe and what you have. You can’t let the judgment of others stop you from being you. Because if you do, you’re no longer you. You’re someone everyone else wants you to be.”

—

[dog-teeth]

thinking about how good friendship is…..like two people just like each other….and choose over and over to spend time with each other……quite special how diverse human relationships are..every friendship is special and u cant be close friends with everybody…..for some unknown reason certain people just enjoy each other..and i think we take for granted how fantastic that is

[lovelysuggestions]

you have made so much more progress than you realize. you will get past these bumps in the road, the bad days, the heartbreaks, and find you are stronger than you were before.

[holygraund]

what about that?