twilight zone ⋆ ♙ ࿔

moonshiner on the cusp of a breath

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am a mysterious or a boring loser (don't answer)

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sometimes i sit and tell myself about myself in the third person and I'm like who am i

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one time someone asked what my name meant and I said "brilliance but in a light way" and he thought I meant I'm only slightly smart

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when the group is BACK (me and the voices)

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i feel like hermione granger every time i say bon iver

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holding space with the fact that nothing will ever hit as hard as the music i listened to when i was 13

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my tiktok favorites are a testament to my self-fulling prophecy of a life

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knowingly but unintentionally off putting <3

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one time this guy told me he loved me and i didn't wanna say it back and so i told him to watch the episode of gilmore girls where dean tells rory he loves her and she says she loves the car (that he made her)

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constantly about 4 seconds away from bursting into tears that's just how we ball

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one time my brother showed me his wallpaper and it was one of the apple ones they released for pride (it was june) and he asked me if it was cool and i was like … yeah like for pride?? and then he looked at it and said oh shit and changed it

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one time i tried slightly overlining my lips and it highkey just looked like i'd downed a glass of fruit punch or something

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reminiscing sat prep when i would sit in the back reading a book about disturbed freaks killing their friend because he's not niche enough while a girl in front of me played genshin and another read webtoon... that was home

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still mad about the time i was banned from watching marty supreme on premier day just because im a loser apparently

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bruhhh the best (the gayest) shows are all on like freakin hulu but like i hate ads bruhhhhhhhhhhh

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i say i'm not a victim of fast fashion or micro trends because i'm not materialistic but it's really because my mom doesn't let me buy anything except legos and snoopy figurines

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every time i wear a hoodie and a bigger jacket over it with the hood pulled out i feel like the male lead in a k-drama