𓍊𓋼𓍊all my musings☆𓋼𓍊 𓆏

29 | thoughts, feelings, books, dragons and fantasy

[lesbiphannie]

phil’s completely deadpan delivery of ‘would you have stalked his youtube channel’ is killing me off

[zulalandhermoon]

Dip and Pip AND Twilight?!! This is my Renaissance. 🩷🗡

[zulalandhermoon]

my brother's wedding is in less than a month and i really need to buy a dress for myself, i can't find a n y t h i n g i love.

why don't they make hijabi clothes more fun, they're always so generic, where is your whimsy sire?

[zulalandhermoon]

current read!

i'm on book fiveeeee!

book four was PHENOMENAL. i think that was actually my favorite one so far! this one is going amazing as well. things have finally reached the level of intensity i've been craving since book one. i love everything and everyone in this story.

DO NOT TELL ME but! i'm so scared Carl's going to die in this book!! because he isn't on the covers of the next books and in one of them Katia is actually wearing Carl's gauntlet and i KNOW i shouldn't have looked at the cover art because it has spoilers but i did and now i'm so scared, this is HIS story i cannot deal with his death, please NO.

i'm 75% through this book and planning to finish it *very* soon, so do not tell me anything, i'm about to find out anyways.

i love these books so much.

[zulalandhermoon]

i haven't been taking a lot of pictures lately, my camera roll is getting empty i need to get back on that. i've been feeling blue, i can't put my finger on why, but it's affecting my joy-seeking tendencies.

i love taking pictures, and i love editing. i love sharing those to create a digital journal to look back upon. i used to love using instagram for this specifically. then people who knew me (but aren't close to me) started following my account and i didn't like that.

i still do love this whole process and i will try to keep it going. i'm doing it half here, half there nowadays. it feels safer here because people i don't want aren't on here. i'm very confused about the whole social media thing anyways. how is it supposed to be used? is it normal that it's performative? i think it's definitely performative; but so many people seem to use it like they don't care and i can't understand that mindset. is it that i'm too autistic for this? or is it just me?

i don't know, so i will keep going on this way. i enjoy tumblr nowadays, so i'm here. <3

[zulalandhermoon]

"pieces of peace in the sun's peace of mind." ~

[zulalandhermoon]

been feeling like bella swan lately in the worst ways! <3

[zulalandhermoon]

w @star-tootle <3

[cherryblossomgirlsad]

hot girls luv twilight

[dnp-as-posts]

[zulalandhermoon]

Back to this series now <3

I didn't enjoy the second book as much as the first one but I have high hopes for the third one. ✨️

[zulalandhermoon]

little morning trip to the city forest. ♡

[zulalandhermoon]

new read. 📚 🩷🎀

i flew through Deep End and it was amazing. finally, after reading (and loving) 4 books by this author, i decided to pick up this specific story, though i was quite anxious because of all the controversy around it.

also, i was reluctant because the cover is horrible. >_< (idc, i judge them by their covers.)

but.

i'm already 30% through and i LOVE it. i'm definitely reading Ali Hazelwood's whole backlist now. ☁️🦢✨️

[zulalandhermoon]

currently reading this one (on the side of dcc3).

i've been meaning to pick this up for a while now. i think this is my third Ali Hazelwood book and i am enjoying this as much as the previous two. i'd heard Love, Theoretically was her best work and incomparable so I started with that one. i read Bride unrelatedly, without really even realizing it was Ali Hazelwood. oh, I did also read Mate afterwards. i wish she wrote more in that genre, it was so fun to read. also it was my introduction to Omegaverse.

anywho, i haven't read the most famous one (Love Hypothesis) because of the controversial views but i enjoy her work so much, so that one's also on my tbr now. i think i might become an Ali Hazelwood apologist soon. xd

this specific book also made me realize how much i love reading sports romance. i think i only read one other (From Lukov with Love), but this is invoking similar feelings and i decided to dive more into this subgenre in the near future.

[zulalandhermoon]

73% through the second dungeon crawler book.

after what felt like a very busy, dizzying and tiring week, i finally get to rest a bit.

i have a couple hard launch phodcast episodes to catch up on, i also haven't yet seen the easter baking video and i'm so excited about that one. my other plan for the whole week is to finish this book so i can decide on whether to commit to this series or choose a new book. ~

a lot of rest and coziness awaits. ☁️

[zulalandhermoon]

today (sunday).

it all felt a bit rushed but we went to visit three different relatives and had a tiny café date with husband, all in a single day.

it was a good day. ✿

[zulalandhermoon]

from today. ❁

my main goal for april (which is my favorite month and also my birthday month) is to be kinder to myself. to show myself love and grace. though lately it's amplified; i've always been so, so mean to myself.

this month, i am consciously choosing to be gentle. because i am deserving of love, kindness, compassion and acceptance, as i am.

yes, i am.

[zulalandhermoon]

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