Struggling

24 • Canberra

[beautyfshn]

sorry for ignoring you i was mentally dead

[asking-the-death]

[sadtastical]

[mementt0mori-deactivated2020051]

I want to erase myself from everybody’s memory

[schwierigephase]

“How many times do we say we don’t care but deep down we fucking care so fucking much.”

— (via schnapsgefluester)

[written-on-polaroids]

“I deserve someone who actually gives a fuck about me because I’ve spent my entire life making other people happy when all they did was leave.”

— 10:22 pm (via written-on-polaroids)

[inferior]

I miss being happy

[lost-broken786-deactivated20200]

[jesuisentraindemourir]

[yamstr]

[dangered]

[bittersweet-hiraeth]

Please seek help if this happens...don’t let the emotions numb you like me

[angeloverload]

It became my comfort

[c-isnenegro]

[undo-my-scars]

[planeblackstars]

“I’ve written more suicide notes in my life than i’ve written essays in school.”

— @planeblackstars

[deathemblem-deactivated20230805]

“Someday I’ll find peace. Whether it be in a bottle of booze, a bottle of pills, or the barrel of a gun.”

—

Thoughts and things

-Me-

[guyripely-archive]

i think the worst part of being a survivor of trauma or abuse is that it never stops. you can’t just not have that experience in you anymore, it’s everywhere you go. it’s like this heavy, thorn covered crown that sits on your head and weighs you down, and the more you try and take it off, the more it gets stuck, the more it hurts. you can’t ever reverse things, they’ll never go back.