On Quitting Cigarettes And Hard Narcotics

A documentation of growth

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Silence swings/ as a wrecking ball

Six word story

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I confinscated your power to hurt me/ only I deserve that

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My nightmare is of the empty.

A 6 word story

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Check in with yourself

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The Fear it is and we keep speaking. Dinner parties with the demons, they say I really know how to entertain. And that’s all good and well but it gets so lonley here with souls just passing through. The bodies always linger but they go, when they go, so far away.

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On getting by and learning to love: There Is a Wonderland Right Outside

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Everything’s In Transit

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On Progressing:

Blues turn to purples here, yet mountains become mountains again.

Don’t let your eyes deceive you

Raw sight occurs with the mind

Dissociate

From convention

We separate

Lucky for us the membrane into heaven is permeated

Psychedelic asphyxiation

We’re running out of time

Or is time moving backward, who made the rules anyway?

Was it a man who had no drive to keep the people free or did his letters take his spirit and lock it away somewhere,

Hoping to burn all the books before anyone reads of the key…

I wonder what it would be like to be as bold as he who first decided to act upon his fantasy to take over the world

Only to be realized as the weakest type of man:

He who gives in to his hunger for power- even at the price of leaving generations starving.We have been in famine

Yet we have eaten more recently than ever before.

I grew so tired

I poured out my store of energy and neglected to refill it

So I grew so tired Of being so hungry all the time.

Swallowing shotguns does not suffice for nourishing a working organism

So why do we expect it to nourish community?

Whatever happened to The Way and when did we decide that the body of society need not work as a sum of its parts, for we are only as great as such…

The cancer is spreading and everything in existence is going to die whether its cured or not,

But if everything you do is going to be insignificant it’s very important that you do it because you have nothing to lose.

xxoo

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On reinspiration

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Mouths with faces void of form are taking bites out of flowers falling from the sky once again. You could say: Jigsaw Falling Into Place (2008). (2018)

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Eating us

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As is life.. We grow and we deteriorate simultaneously. We are mortal but I refuse to believe that the matter that fills the gaps between our bones and soft tissues will combust along with us. Some days you will feel yourself unfolding, beginning to bud and then bloom and as you stretch your appendages under the sun you will feel countless opportunities and tomorrows. Then there will be days in which you feel that every inhale is closer to the last, that your body is naturally disintegrating, and that time is not a friend of yours because it keeps robbing you of minutes. Some days you will feel both. Regardless of what day today is, the moments are still the same moments and there is still 60 minutes in an hour. How does it look to you? You may argue that things aren’t determined but you can’t argue that your perspective determines everything. Develop. Be progressive. And love without bounds because we are by natural law equally as big a part of one pole as the other. Don’t give in to that. This balance that we are wired to want to attain is sacred and holds the key to infinite possibilities

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On getting well (2016)

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The door that opened it all // dedicated to bad times & great friends

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The beginning of a newly continuous era