08omonyo

20 agender sh / suicide mention Side blog

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Do I need to relapse to have my bad mental health taken seriously

[08omonyo]

People who treat cat scratches as nothing just dont understand the appeal. Theyre cute and lovely. Especially when its multiple all across the arm wrist or thigh, all done fast and quickly. It stings, and they all vary in length and depth. The blood that pools right after is adorable too. Cat scratches are cute and adorable

[08omonyo]

I want to destroy myself completely and create a new me.

[08omonyo]

I wonder if leaving deep dark scratches on myself will make me feel something in this mundane life

[08omonyo]

I want to have my body covered in beautiful red scars and have my wrists look so pretty with the blood. I hate summer for not allowing me this dream

[08omonyo]

Let’s purchase the cutest blade and have them rust with dried blood from all the beautiful cuts. They will form nice and beautiful bumpy scars.

[08omonyo]

my days will end.

I miss my old time and my old happiness. My old joys and my old thrills. I cant remember anything that would make me happy before, but I know they exist somewhere out there. I want to go back to my old misery, because at least that was my own comfortable hell.

[08omonyo]

I actually need to cut again and again and again i need to see red lines and liquid forming on my thighs so many at the same time. It needs to look like a fountain

[08omonyo]

Urges to cut today: 9

I miss cutting i love cutting everything goes away my problems are all solved and no longer the main issue when i cut and see the blood trinkle down

[08omonyo]

CUTTING SAVED ME

[08omonyo]

I wish to cover myself with the beauty scars. Wrists, arms, shoulders, thighs. I want it all to be covered. Scars are so beautiful and make everything prettier and the human body

[08omonyo]

Lets cut and make the notebooks kiss the blood and preserve it as a memoryscape

[08omonyo]

I want to decorate my skin with smooth and consistent bumps. I want to run my fingers and feel each sensitive scar. I want for it to sting and hurt when i move. I want my body to look beautiful with red lines across it

[08omonyo]

I like staring at them i miss the thrill and the excitement and the rush of joy

[08omonyo]

the best way i "excuse" the small cuts on my wrists that will eventually fade away is by saying i accidentally dropped my pocket knife on me at work

[08omonyo]

I think that cat scratches are the cutest. Especially when its a lot in a row all done super fast and quick. I like the way the blood is little round specs and rolls down. I dont really like messy deep cuts..but thats just because they look scary to me. But when i see cat scratches i get happy ^w^

[08omonyo]

Ive been struggling with suicidal ideation for the past couple of months…since November actually. Well, ive always struggled with it but it grew very strong since November. Its lessened a bit now i think but sometimes i miss that feeling. It sucks because i dont want to live in that cycle but sometimes it just feels like my only comfort