abditory

I know it's over, and it never really began; but in my heart it was so real.

[haleyincarnate]

Quote by Lacey Paige Ramburger

[haleyincarnate]

Quote by Mansi (@thetypewriterdaily)

[0abditory]

11/04

I hate the feeling when I'm aware with my entire being that no one I would even try with will be you. There are days when I want to move on and mold my future with someone else, but the what ifs of us being together and the foolish hope one day you'll be single again are the best way to stop me from even trying. Who holds the power stronger than yours? Who'll make me feel so much love as you do?

[bullesdesavonpetillantes]

“Don’t wanna give my heart away to another stranger, or let another day begin. Won’t even let the sunlight in. No, I’ll never love again.”

- Lady Gaga, I’ll Never Love Again

[0abditory]

08/04

All I ask for is one last chance to be with you. I swear, I swear to all I am, I’ll make sure to never waste it. I’ll prove I can make you the happiest person alive.

[smettila]

Living in a delusion.

[breakuppoetry]

[0abditory]

I can't learn to hate the love I feel for you - it's such an enormous, beautiful feeling. I want it to fill me with all of it's grace and power, because the thought of loving you so freely makes me feel like I can conquer the world. But then I remember you wouldn't want my love and it all needs to go to waste, yet I still can't bring myself to hate it.

[0abditory]

06/04

I hate how my daydreaming tends to stray to you and puts you in such domestic situations I have to live through alone. If I only let myself love back then, you would be there now with me, shopping for groceries, cooking dinner and watching movies. Staying in on rainy days and walking in the sun when it’s boiling outside, watching movies in the evening and cuddle on lazy mornings. It’s a pity that it took me so long to realise that I would truly give my all to see you happy.

[0abditory]

I know that you don't love me I know my feelings are deadly I know you'll be with somebody else by dawn But I'll stick around

Suzy Jones, “Tonight”

[wishing-for-deathx]

Am I going to mourn how I will never love anyone like I love you ever again forever? Because whenever that realization weighs on me, it devastates me. All that love, and oh my god there’s so much love, I didn’t even know it was possible to love someone like that and that much. But even the idea, just the thought of giving it to someone else feels like betraying my soul. My heart, my soul, my body and my mind, all of me belongs to you and no matter how much I try, I’ll never be able to give myself the permission to love another like I love you. Loving you is scared, at this point in my life it feels like the only religion I’ve known. It feels like I won’t be true to myself if I even dared to think to love someone let alone loving them as much as you.

— my heart has forbidden me to love anyone else

[augustpoetry]

“i shatter each time you walk away i cannot get used to your absence each time breaks another part of me it is dangerous to love you every complexity every tear if only you would stay”

— Melancholy // J.A.

[coldraviolis]

[sickandinlove7]

You know what sucks? Not only do I constantly want to see you and hug you and talk to you, I constantly want to talk about you to whoever will listen. I want to talk about how I miss you and want to see you. I want to ask people how you’re doing and what you’re up to. It sucks and I hate it.

[coldraviolis]

Bitter longing/I'm sorry but I still love u

[0abditory]

04/04

It doesn’t matter if I’ll stay or go. It’ll still hurt. It’ll still be you. And it’ll still be her. I wish I could find a way to let you go and erase all the feelings but I’ve tried so many times, how can I know when it’ll work? And if it’ll ever work?

[wolkenleere]

“Sometimes no matter what happens, we stay. Now matter how bad it hurts, we stay. Some people just speak to us in ways we never imagined. In ways we’ll never understand. You quite don’t know how to let them go, how to move on. You stay, even if everything is telling you to leave.”

— r.m. drake