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NightOwl // Devotee to the machine gods and those strange eldrich nightmares // Descendent of THEM // Terrorpunk advocate // Wannabe paranormal investigator // Theme Park Heir

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Alright....let's try this one last time.

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🎡__**GENERAL INFO**__🎡

﹆ Name;; Kathryn ((Kitty)) Hawthorne

﹆ PenName;; Crooked Arcade

﹆ Age;; Mid twenties range, specifics unkown due to record tampering.

﹆ Gender;; Medically Intersex ((still looking for a label that fits))

﹆ Pronouns;; ((Any I suppose?)) He/She/They/It

﹆ Orientation;; Grey Ace

﹆ Species;; Biologically NonHuman //Bogeyperson//Dream Demon

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🎡__**BLOG INFO**__🎡

These are trying times we find ourselves in these past few years, the veil is thin, and those who reside within the uncanny valley are now slowly integrating back into the masses.

And I'm one of them.

Welcome to the Crooked Arcade, a blog archiving the daily life and joining in on the conversations of those non human users among us. The Arcade is a mixed bag, a melting pot of history and research posts, art, memes, and whatever else fits the vibe.

My DMs are always open, making connections with people like me is one of the reasons I keep going.

Sleep tight! Stay Weird! And don't let my Father bite.

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》{{Pssst- Down here!}}《

Hey Girl, Plagued by horrifying visions?

Do your childhood memories purely consist of events that would be labeled scientifically impossible? Do your parents defy the laws of physics on a daily basis?

Then maybe the Crooked Arcade Discord server is the right place for you!

A discord server catering to some of the most bizarre and overlooked among us. A safe space for the children of the night and those hailing from the uncanny valley to speak freely without the fear of being doxxed coming under the scrutiny or fakeclaiming that often happens in the open web.

;;{COMING SOON, LINK TO BE POSTED HERE};;

[abra-cadaverrr]

All the hot bitches have auditory hallucinations

[0crooked-arcade0]

{{Hell yeah, Preach it.}}

We get a two for one special inner and outer world, cause for some reason far beyond my understanding, every member of our system comes walking in with their own theme song. It's been common place for years, but we still can't find the source of it.}}

{{If you want a fun fact about us that's extremely absurd though, we always have some type of music playing but no defined set list. Leading to serious innerworld events and issues being backed by the sound of shit like this.}}

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{{In an attempt to keep myself from hitting the rock bottom of a manic spiral due to current events I thought it would be funny to make memes about our system lore with zero context-}}

{{And, NGL, after making this one I'm already questioning my entire fucking existence, once again. Shits wild, fam.}}

[0crooked-arcade0]

{{CALL FOR ASSISTANCE}}

Hey there, We need to cut the color for a second. We're not particularly fond of having to make posts like this,(in fact I hate it, because it makes me feel like im just using people) but in the moment I, don't feel like we have many other options.

Names Kitty Hawthorne, but you can call me arcade. I'm a nonhuman system in my early twenties whose taken up the job of a freelance paranormal investigator, more of a hobby now though, if I'm completely honest.

Due to multiple physical and mental mishaps this year we've seemingly found ourselves out of the employment line due to our disabilities. Sadly this isn't the first time we've experienced this, the struggle we've had with keeping a stable home goes back years due to factors relating to my family's....well, I'll just say it, downright awful actions.

In recent weeks though, things have gotten marginally worse, leaving us with back rent to pay, and....having our utilities (water, electricity, gas) cut off due to delinquent payments owed

This has, understandably put a lot of strain on me and our system as a whole, making it hard to keep ourselves mentally in check.

Despite our trying it seems we don't exactly have anywhere else to go in the moment, our mother is sadly, reluctant to help due to the fact my monster of a father has been stalking me for God knows what reason since I left his care. I can't blame her in a way, but it's still disheartening.

If we could take a moment of your time, we'd ask if anyone in these circles our blog is based in have any sort of information or links to possible resources or places I could go-

Anything helps at this point as I need more time to form a game plan with what little I have left.

[[My blog is relatively new, so feel free to direct message me for proof of the matter, I understand I'm dumping all of this into the wild blue yonder way too soon after starting a blog here, and it could read as suspicious.]]

If you see this post, please feel free to reblog it for visibility. For now I have some things to try and figure out myself, so I'll be back on soon.

Stay safe out there.

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{{Being on the schizo-type spectrum and plural at the same time can be something so absurdly comedic sometimes.

Because I'll be posted up in the frontroom of my own internal psychodrama, trying to reality check the personification of my overactive paranoia like-

"Yeah, cool, I understand we're currently being gangstalked by The FBI, but why is Jareth from the hit (1986) Jim Hension film 'Labrynth' starring David Bowie doing here?"}} Like that's a normal thing to say.}}

[I'm too lazy to color my text rn, not that it's important]

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{{For the sake of keeping people in the loop as to my odd postings and lack of activity the past few days.

What I thought was merely a rather intense schizoid-type episode, something I do struggle with occasionally even after the recovery work I've done-

Was actually me shifting....physically, for the first time-

And I say 'shifting', because I'm not sure if the inhuman community at large has a phrase for 'when an inhuman, typically descendent of another inhumans, abnormal genetics finally kick in like some kind of supernatural monster puberty', but-

Yeah that just happened, I slept for almost two days straight, and woke up different to a point where people in my daily life are asking why I look different-

Which is validating! But also terrifying because I thought I was just hoping I batshit delusional but apparently not-}}

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Me ever since McDonald’s released that succulent $5 mcchicken meal deal

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{{This post caught my eye and literally fucking snapped me out of a hundred yard stare......So, thanks??}}

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{{So, the ongoing system rework is taking its sweet time thanks to the hurdles of finance induced stress-

Anyone want me to rattle off increasingly unhinged facts about my father and uncles while we wait?}}

Pic unrelated, we stan Tony Stark in this household, I'm just trying to grab people's attention.

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{{As someone who lives on state reserve land in the middle of bumfuck nowhere Oklahoma, we've always been drawn to things like Missing 411 and Wilderness Search and rescue stories-

Likey because the odd air of mystery around most of those cases is just a fact of daily life for people in my town. At this point I'm fully convinced that we somehow exist in a mircochasm that sits somewhere in between the surface and backrooms of reality-

Like, im sure people who also live in areas rural as ours would agree with us when I say that if you just picked a random direction and started walking there'd likely only be a 50/50 chance of your loved ones ever seeing you alive again-

A fact I'm only mentioning to preface my next statement about the encounter I had last night. Because as I said, Search and Rescue squads are important out here, so much so that life flight helicopters are just part of the average EMS roster, unlike other areas-

Something I found out I'm apparently not exactly used to yet, as I stepped out of my apartment last night in pursuit of walking to the corner store, only to be stopped dead in my tracks as my path was flashbanged by a high lumen floodlight and grass was tossed into my face by an overpassing helicopter team.

It was an experience that had me convinced for a full ten seconds that somehow the rapture had begun, if likely only due to the fact my anxiety medication kicked in just as it happened, making my high ass self forget about the constant presence of Search and Rescue, in my area.}}

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{{Pardon our dust! Life stress caused a huge shake up and a lot of fragments fused with a lot of other fragments in here. Please stand by while we get our head back on straight}}

[0crooked-arcade0]

{{1AM type thoughts}}

I'm sitting here, high as shit, thinking about topics that are often swept under the rug in this community, and that lead me to realize we don't talk enough about supportive parents-

While it's distressingly common for folks such as us to have daddy/mommy issues due to a lack of empathy or understanding (Hell, I've experienced it myself being only half human, from both my biological, and step father, leading to me developing damage I'll likely carry the rest of my existence, but I digress-)

What about the Parents that stay? The parents that see the signs of your daily struggle as something not human and offer a listening ear.

The parents that take the time to go through the motions with you, even if it's just sitting by at therapy appointments to provide a sense of safety.

The Parents who go out of their way to make you feel loved, to remind you that you aren't something monstrous just by the simple fact of existing.

The Parents that reassure you that you're not sick, that your condition isn't something to be cured.

The Parents who fight tooth and nail to help you get back on your feet again everytime you're knocked down, because they know things are hard right now, because they've lived it themselves.

So, to all the parents of inhumans out there who took the risks needed to break the cycle of abuse. You're appreciated more than I think anyone could convey with just simple words.

I'm writing this on a whim, because my mental health has taken a nosedive recently as it sometimes tends to do, and earlier today I spoke with my mom and was reminded of the fact that, without her, I don't think I'd still have the strength to keep going.

She's my port in the storm, so with that, I bid you a goodnight in these strange, trying times.

Sleep well, and remember to hug your loved ones.

{{Edit; Re-worded first paragraph, brain was doing some word salad shit last night}}

[0crooked-arcade0]

{{Just my luck that in our systems attempt to try and relive the ongoing stress due to the absolute dumpster fire that is me trying to avoid my father that we put on some music, only for Clair de Lune to end up in the shuffle, causing Ruben Victoriano to manifest in my range like a sleeper agent from hell.}}

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{{Since I'm now officially out of the cryptid closet, I gotta ask just, in general because I know the old gods are acting kinda fuckey right now, but-

We all felt that shift right? The one that happened like, maybe a little over a month ago-

Something happened out there in the great beyond, and now shits starting to get WEIRD-

You know it's bad when you have people like my dad suggesting lighting incense and praying to a multitude of indescribable entities, hoping for the best.}} -Kitty Hawthorne

{{Edit; Damn there's a lot of non humans in my town out tonight, that's definitely not a good sign if they're taking the risk of exposing themselves to the public for whatever reason, but then again...I'm out as well so-}}

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{{On tonight's episode of, not exactly Para but not entirely normal, I give you; 'I'm starting to believe I live in the backrooms of reality', a short series of small-town pictures after dark.}}

{{And let's not forget to support our local businesses folks, like this boutique right here, video taken at....2 in the morning....}}

{{Isn't this place just quaint?}}

[0crooked-arcade0]

*[looks down at my last post]*

{{Huh....well-

Anyone want to join the server I'm working on for nonhumans in the same bracket as myself?

We can swap stories and talk shit about all the drama happening in our respective families.

It'd be nice to have a place to talk to others also going through this supernatural sort of fuckery without the risk of attracting the usual discourse.}}

-Kitty Hawthorne

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{{The difference between the nonhuman community on Tumblr as opposed to Tiktok is absolutely insane to me.

Because on Tumblr I can talk about my identity and find six other people like me in my replies in the span of an hour, whereas if I try to talk about myself on tiktok, people seem to get incredibly upset over the fact that my lack of humanity stems from the the fact that my Father is an actual monster responsible for multiple crimes and not like, past life regression or something along those lines.}} -Kitty Hawthorne

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{{Wishing all other nocturnal inhumans out there a

Cool and safe RAGING INFERNO OF A SUMMER DEAR FUCKING GOD-

While I'm flattered that movies and books like to present nonhuman sun sensitivity as something that results in either an artful explosion or a sudden swath of dust falling to the ground-

I think people need to realize that heat stroke is an EVERYBODY problem now due to climate change. My ass isn't gonna look like Edward Cullen when that soul sucking ball of gas finally fries my brain faster than a line cook turning out over easy eggs-

And neither is yours, stay hydrated, lurk at night, be a creature.}} -Kitty Hawthorne(A Smaller, more compact, Bogeyman.)