سلام من القلب

Dori. 20. Bisexual. Albanian. Philly. I'm pretty emotional and awkward. Therapist in the making. Foggy days are my favorite. I'm a hippie at heart ☮ I like sad movies, poems, soccer, and people. I follow back if I like your blog. Some posts may be triggering.

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[0r3nda]

I forgot to mention to everyone I'm in a relationship after 4 long years of being single and he is everything I could have dreamed of and I love him so much look at how CUTE WE ARE!

[0r3nda]

It's amazing the way humans can settle into pain. How you can step into fire and after a while it just feels like warmth, so you lay down instead moving forward all the while telling yourself, at least I'm not cold.

[life-with-bpd-things-blog]

Borderline personality disorder (BPD)

This disorder is difficult, every day is a battle in your head. Fighting your emotions, reminding yourself that you are good enough and your friends don’t hate you.

One wrong word, one wrong look. Anything that feels like rejection IS rejection. Then you obsess about it. You pick things apart. It’s a war zone in your own mind. Trying to control everything in your head is painstakingly exhausting.

You want to be alone but you don’t want to be lonely. When you do make a connection, you attach yourself. You obsess because that’s what you do. No calls, no messages, no dates = rejection. It doesn’t matter the reason. You become overbearing, annoying. Bad enough that you push people away. Then you are alone.

How many people are standing on the bridges you burn?

Some days it feels like you don’t have a heart, then other days it feels like it’s going to explode out of your chest.

Some days suck, some days are great but you’ll never know what each day holds, you will never know who you will be in the morning.

Always exhausted but never able to sleep. There is no end. This disorder is a prison and learning to live within it is the only way to survive.

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[yaasper]

shout out to asexuals with histrionic personality disorder

shout out to ace histrionics who feel like their asexuality isn’t valid because they love flirting and looking sexy

shout out to ace histrionics who put a lot of thought into how sexy they look and how much other people find them attractive

shout out to ace histrionics who have a hard time separating their need for attention from sexual attraction

shout out to ace histrionics who are sex repulsed and histrionic and hate how much they need attention and validation

shout out to ace histrionics who are sex repulsed and dont enjoy flirting or people finding them attractive

shout out to ace histrionics who dont understand sexual attraction or flirting

shout out to ace histrionics who have a lot of sex 

shout out to ace histrionics who feel like they have to choose between their sexuality and their mental illness

shout out to ace histrionics who live both comfortably with no problem

shout out to ever asexual person with histrionic personality disorder

you are loved and valid no matter how contradictory you may sometimes feel

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[wnq-writers]

We all have the capability of choosing who we want to pour into. Who we want to build with. I guess the hurt I carry with me stems from many years of not being chosen.

Megan Noel, Choice (via wnq-writers)

[little--bean-deactivated2016062]

Sometimes you need to remind yourself that you were the one who carried you through the heartache. You are the one who sits with the cold body on the shower floor, and picks it up. You are the one who feeds it, who clothes it, who tucks it into bed, and you should be proud of that. Having the strength to take care of yourself when everyone around you is trying to bleed you dry, that is the strongest thing in the universe.

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[ultrarromanticism]

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[0r3nda]

My roots are overgrown and I still don't have a job but what started as a day of sulking in bed turned into a cute selfie and some body positivity which is cool 💖