🦷braingirl🦷

21, female i stream a bit ngl

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Uhh i havent posted in a long ass time lmao.

Heh heres a pic of my cat

Bad lighting, looks like the backrooms lmao haha

Im menatlly ill and hate my life. 10/10 /j lmao.

Bye. Gonna post again next year. /j

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...ive been gone for over a month... idk how long...

MINI LIFE UPDATESS <3

(Tw for dead pets, so if thats not alr skip the first paragaph)

Uhh the 12th marked the two year anniversery of my childhood dog dying and in all honesty it never gets better. I feel like an empty void and everythings sad. Ive had like 7 break downs from yesterday and the day before cause all i can think about is how i have only photos to remember him cause hes burried at a family members (i live with my mother and we live in a rentle so we couldnt burry him there and didnt have the funds at the time to cremate him.) And i relized all my plans to take him when i moved out are never going to happen and i will never be able to hug him again.

Uhh ive tried drawing more, my arts still shit lmao but its alr, like im kinda getting into watercolour and back into minecraft and dark deception and everythings ehhh ive had better moments

Im tryna post more lol, idk if i can cause im iffy?, idk js tryna find my flow and life SUCKSSSSS

[holyschnitzel]

‼️‼️‼️Picture of holy caught live in 4k‼️‼️‼️

…I’m extremely scared of what I’ve made… (T0T)

NOO! DON'T LOOK! I didn't comb my wings today 😭🪽

but seriously I can't— WHAT is this 🤣🤣🤣

I look like one of those terrifying biblical angels ngl xD 😇

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Beautiful

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Covered in bug bites, but i think im gonna repot most my sonflowers!!😆💗

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My pretty girlll!, plus meat Damon 🩷❤️ (Idk why I drew him like that… I don’t like it…)

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Wipppp!, I hella need to clean up the line art and dress this girl up!‼️🙏🩷

Tw: woman in underwear

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Uhh Hii again!

Ik I haven’t posted in nearly a year and I’m sorry.

There’s been a lot of things going on in my personal life but it’s gotten a little bit better. I’m going to try post more art, my dumb little thoughts and mini stories.

I hope everyone has a great day/ night or noon 🩷

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Idk if im gonna keep this acc ngl .. my health/ mental healths gotten worse and honestly ive deleated like 4 accs on most places im on and i dont have the will to post or anything lol. Ill probs think it out so idk

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One sittings a redesign of my broken colors oc so yay on dat

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Haha first wip post in a year!, I’ll probs add more doodles in the bg, need a new watermark tho (love how it’s 5am for me)

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Uhh Hii again!

Ik I haven’t posted in nearly a year and I’m sorry.

There’s been a lot of things going on in my personal life but it’s gotten a little bit better. I’m going to try post more art, my dumb little thoughts and mini stories.

I hope everyone has a great day/ night or noon 🩷

[thejackofallfandoms]

What I think will happen if I go to the bathroom at 2am:

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... biggest vita carnis shit ill ever say.

Hear me out, the singularities are aliens.

Reasons:

1) in how to take care of a trimming vid it tells us how they love to watch to tv

2) the carcus vid where it shows us both crawl coming out the cow and how the trimmings outside the building understood the water & treat sounds

3) how they wherent found out until the late 19s.

What i thinks happening:

its like a hive mind, like their thoughts and that are connected (explains the trimming thing and why they like tv)

Explains how the species is soaly based in earth but the singularities are from somewhere else with possibly another language that can be translated in the radios

Am i crazy?, yes. 100%.

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Is it just me or who else is theorizing over terminal rally.

Like to me, why tf didnt c.a.r.c.u.s come?, and why did they send the mimic expert of all ppl to look?

Maybe they used him to record and gain more info about mimics/elder mimics?

Ok, but why didnt they come after 20 days to get the recordings?, why 3 months later?

Why didnt they send a gaurd or lower up like with the scp facility?

Maybe it was tied to the cult?

Still why the expert?

Maybe they thought he was apart due to how much he liked mimics?

Mhm, cult saw elder mimics as gods, but then again their where others who where experts in c.a.r.c.u.s, the trimming and the snake.

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Me rewatchinh the Vita Carnis documentary while staring at my only miku figure:

My brain: Imagine if you made a miku thats based on the mimic, or even host

Me: 😞😭

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I hope this hurts.

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ok, should i try out mushroom oasis?

yes

no

Voting ended onSep 12, 2024

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Woohoo todays my birthday!!🥳🥳

Finaly 20!!!🥳