ThisIsTheLife.

[1ceecee8]

2019|1|

It’s been so long. I don’t know what I was thinking not writing for a long time. My tablet mainly, and also moving and being a crazy lady with new things happening all the time.

I’ve got a job that’s going pretty good, stressful at times and then other times I love it.

I’ve got a fiancé that’s as amazing as ever, with slight bicker fests that are about silly things you can’t control. Oh yeah, did I mention we got engaged last year? Well this was quite the summer, so busy.

We bought a house. It’s been three months!

So with that all being said, i haven’t had time to myself until moving or, just feel like I couldn’t do anything. I don’t know, or just an excuse.

anyway, i don’t really know what direction i want to take this wirting thing in, but i think i will do maybe what i watch because most the time i watch something and want to talk about it, and I’ve always been like this, and now we don’t hve cable since we are broke and i just wanna be on somewhat of an update list of whats good in the tv neighborhood. 

i’m starting with what I am watching tonight, or right now, and this is a movie i started watching as i was waiting for my sister’s cable guy, yet it never worked. i was also curious about this diet because my boss is always chagning around her diet and i thought i would watch something and see if what she was loking into was actually healthy. also we always hear about the Keto diet, like Vinny from Jersey Shore now (i don’t get that anymore either now).

what I’m watching is called Killing the Pill. I beleive it’s supposed to be about people trying it because they are taking too much medicine. Super weird, but also maybe worth thinking about for me but I just havve anxiety, so hey. If there’s a cure for that besides heavy working out then I’m down. I cook every day so this is interesting.

right now this team is in africa and they are teaching people that are dying out how to eat healthier and how to teach them to get healthier food for their kids that need nutrition without giving them diabetes.

they are cleaning out someones entire house, like extreme make over but with anything with nothing preserved. so far nothing, which is crazy. where’s a home girl supposed to go get food? I guess with rice a roni it would make sense, it would be easaier to naje a sauce versus a pwdered sauce added to water and rice. but also i feel like I don’t eat like this so I can’t rekate so far. lol .

this is where i can’t do it gets rid of pasta all together. can’t even imagine this life but willing to try? i definatly think i need to change my diet since im tired all the time, but i don’t really wanna get rid of all of it. like noodles!

this host is slightly attractive but lke ugly. can’t with the australian accent.

ketosis. sounds like halletosis meaning sounds awful

lol

this bitch eat out 3 ties a day!! girl no. stop that’s your problem with life is not giving yourself the love your body deservs. like i can’t work out worth shit but i treat it decently with home made food

this little girl is cying because she hates the NORMAL egg breakfast. I can’t. me because i hate eggs. but as a kid i’d eat.

this guy is relating to his daughters bad food problem with rethdrawing from his past drug addiction. wow

oooohh she’s the one that doesn’t talk now i feel bad for being a dick

but i forgot also still she’s been eating shit so like

i’m watching this and i wanna snack, lol

i do have carrots and hummus tho

they’re eating straight up brocoli covered in coconut oil. not sure how that tastes, sounds weird?

omg this kid with the atuism is adorable.

tha’ts al i can hadle right now i am really getting into this. thank you for reading. sorry for spelling, i want to check but i cannot today.

[elsty87]

[be-happy-and-enjoy-the-life]

[dougdimadome]

[weavemama]

KIDS ARE SO RUTHLESS

[weavemama]

“You look slow and easy to kill”

[twinkprincessmoved-deactivated2]

Jeremy didn’t come to play 

[kittiezandtittiez]

[the-absolute-funniest-posts]

Your daily cute explosion

[tastefullyoffensive]

[hypnotic-flow]

LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOO

[blkbullsw]

😂

[skyakafreckles]

These be the best mozzarella sticks though

[the-timeless-children]

Carrie Fisher and Mark Hamill behind the scenes on Star Wars

[salt-pepper-shakers]

She keeps clothes from 1985 y'all

[the-bitch-goddess-success-deact]

she really is the “i have clothes older than you” auntie, i love her

[exposedconspiracies]

CONSPIRACY #61

The lines drawn on laundry detergent cups are higher than they need to be so you use it up faster.

[welele]

[vejiga]

[zackisontumblr]

getting real tired of not having anyone to kiss on NYE

[sirenedeti]

I thought u were talking about Bill Nye for a sec

[zackisontumblr]

getting real tired of not having any Nyes to kiss

[plznocopypastarino]

bill nye #1 kiss boy

[hamsandwichwithextramayo]

Bill Nye the Kissing Guy

[mattandjones]

OH MY GOD

[1ceecee8]

August 28|2017|

"As an adult, would you ever want a treehouse or dollhouse? Describe it." As a designer, yes I would love to pimp out a tree house. I would probably decorate it as what I would do if I wasn't as old as I am now. Which, why I feel like I'm hold as fuck, not sure. I honestly love the like boho chic look. It's cute there is just neutral colors & then pops of colors with patterns as accents & I love that. I like art & I like the feeling the colors give off when in a neutral wall & accents with color are the works of art as it should be. As for the design of the tree house itself I don't know. I would trust the tree house guy from Animal Planet to design & build it for me.

[1ceecee8]

March 2|2017|

Life today.

[1ceecee8]

November 9|2016|

“In your opinion, who has done the most for civil rights? What did they do that inspired you greatly?” 

Well, this is coincidental that this happens the day after election day, eh? (I didn’t flip through 500 prompts just to find this FYI) I think out of all the people I had learned about in history classes that the people that have done a lot for civil rights would be Rosa Parks and MLK. Why? Because MLK has a day named after him in his remembrance and I honestly failed history classes and these are the only ones I can come up with at the top of my head without Googling. 

Rosa Parks did a lot for civil rights, I mean she told the white folk bus driver she wasn’t going to sit in the back of the bus because she was done being treated like a POS. She was human, and she had every right to sit wherever she wanted like anyone else that damn day. 

MLK also did a lot. He did speeches, and event silent and not violent protests marching the streets and letting the world see that they weren’t alone and people should be treated better than they had been. I also think he’s done a lot because he has a day named after him, but that’s not the only reason. 

I mean, a lot of past presidents have done a lot for civil rights, but I can’t name any of them because I really hated history class for whatever reason, and I know it’s awful to say because it is important to know, but I can’t find myself to get interested in it, however this issue is important so I should probably read up on this shit.. So don’t hate, I apologize. 

[1ceecee8]

November 8|2016|

I honestly thought today was the 9th so I didn’t have to deal with today.. Ugh..

“What makes you feel like a kid again?”

This is a hard one to write about today because in all honesty, as sad as this may be, I don’t feel like a kid anymore. I have come to feel more like an adult than I have ever felt because of certain things I do now a days and I’vw come to accept that. I can’t think of anything that truly makes me feel like a kid again except the fact that I live with my parents still at 21, almost 22 and I’m not ashamed in that all all since I’ve moved around so much since turning 18 years old and finally I had to live with my parents once again. It doesn’t exactly make me feel like a kid again because my room is more adult than half of anyone I know’s entire apartment or house, so I can’t even say that’s what makes me feel like a kid. I guess, I only feel like a kid when I’m around my parents and not doing a whole lot and I will have random arguments with my mom over stupid things, like I am thirteen all over again. It’s not like we even have this random arguments because I’m “a little kid” it’s because I’m living there and the best time to get along with parents for me is when I am only there once in a while and not staying there for long amounts of time. 

I wish I could say that I feel like a kid when a certain thing happens, but in all honesty I don’t really want to think about that because I know I've grown up and I’m okay with that. Nothing is wrong with getting older, I don’t think it’s that amazing, but I have just come to a realization that eventually we grow out of things that make us or we do certain things that resemble a kid.  I don’t even know if any of this makes sense, but hey, life.