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i want a boy wrapped in fatigues ∷❋✤⌖✤❋∷ with a bow tied 'round his head

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Give Me Love So That I Can Kill!

Ⅰ . SpaceHey ⁕⁘❖ Ⅱ . i had a guy and now i don't you are not the guy, Ⅲ . Toyhouse ⁕⁘❖ Ⅳ . Take care of him and he'll take care of you. Ⅴ . freakful n.s.f.w. art for the soul - BSKY ⁕⁘❖ Ⅵ . he loves sundays; and every place; where his circus stays Ⅶ . trashy w.i.p. fanfic for the soul - Pip-Pad ⁕⁘❖ Ⅷ . how do i love thee? let me count the ways

we serve and enjoy everything here.

[miraclemaya]

pjack is resurrected on the third day of pride. consider that.

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this meme redraw made me too sick to my stomach to share for the longest time last year (i drew it like ??? starting february-ish?? and finished it in late may?...after thinking about the idea for several months) but i had NO reason to cake up albert like that nor go ham on the color palette. im STILL losing my mind over the entire concept and artistic choices. i dont ever try this hard on my serious art 😭

orig tweet below cut

i dont know why i used the crustiest pic possible for the redraw but its permanently baked into it like that i guess whatever

[nataliens]

Как же я обожаю редрав блин

[princess--bongwater]

pjackk being brought back is incredibly funny but also not a great look on tumblrs part like why can't u do this for the hundreds and hundreds of unfairly banned trans women and black people. lol

[joannascribblesfallout]

Art Trade!

I drew Nick Valentine and OC Kat

@purple-on-black drew

MacCready and Michelle

The blending and colors are ABSOLUTELY phenomenal!

Thank you again for doing the art trade with me!!! :))

[ma1aikat]

more of Aruna

[ma1aikat]

Update

[ma1aikat]

It’s time to make full art of her.

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every time you finish a little sweet treat before you can even take a swig of your tea/coffee that was meant to accompany it your ancestors will be shaking their heads at you with disappointment from the spiritual plane

[rangersequoia292k]

whatever he said with the mutfruit

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i feel like pippy and maccready would do this

AJZBXJFBFKS

I first imagined rocklee (? Idk i struggled to finish the first naruto when i was a kid 😭) being pippy bc theyre always living it like a pack brahmin. Also bcs maccready being given uppies is too cute of an idea to turn away, but they would not last more than like two steps before collapsing like a wet paper cup

[1slushy]

Im mostly talking to myself but genuinely i think more people should also take living more seriously instead of being unable to choose a side between dying or living. I know how it feels to have nothing tangible to keep you going/feeling like u never will but genuinely..I have to start treating myself like im my own pet.... I cant be treating them unhealthily. You dont feed your race horse a bunch of oreos after it wins a race. You dont give it cigarettes or alcohol while its training, either. Masking neurodivergent people, mentally ill folk, trans people, people with stuffy jobs... they often have horrible health consequences from what they run themselves on, from accidental negligence of health, or just plain coping. Living on sugar n shit might make me feel less depressed/stressed, but my god, i can tell its killing me. I look and feel physically horrid. Its well become a dependance that lingers. Self care is taking life seriously, but its also just how you fucking stay alive 😭💔 Nothing is for free, and the consequences of trying to soften or reverse the blow of hard work/the nature of continuing to live are real. You will recover in your own time, but people have different limits. And if being 'at the same level' as others (which is. Constantly a changing and orchestrated/manipulated idea or expectation) requires you to squeeze every last bit of life/health left in your body, i don't think its worth it, nor equitable. Nobody has a choice about these things, but drawing from your body's banks until its in the negatives is actively stealing away your time and quality of life outside of work. Its horrible and painful and unromantic. Its just miserable

[targetedknowledge]

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If i make my eyes big wet and sad enough my interviewer will surely hire me🥹.

[appleseason]

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Nothing better than a glass of #Margarita...🍸 Except maybe #MacPippy 😄 #Yep #ImGay 🌈

[1slushy]

i dont think mac is actually that stupid or heartless enough to throw pippy under the bus to an group he is not invested in whatsoever, much less one as unsavory to be in as the gunners... but for the au's sake, i think another factor that is altered in that universe (besides the gunners rlly gunnin' for pippy's head) is how more profoundly his upbringing has left him hyper-independent and afraid to trust others. rather than acting the way he does out of this need for keeping his own and himself above the water, his behaviors are maybe moreso out of cowardice and abandonment of principle/morals.

i think a possibility could be that, he abandons these aforementioned things because he genuinely feels like those are privileges that people like him (no support system, dependents relying on him, not wealthy, no connections, no resources, etc) are not afforded, and survival at any cost is the way the world works; so if he wants to do right by the sad few he has, to keep things from falling apart... he'd have to make sacrifices. but, the unfortunate thing is that instead of the typical, honorable/glorified idea of sacrifice, he'd chosen to sacrifice his heart & do the things he does in this au, in a useless, self-sabotaging attempt to get what he wants badly.

a theme i wanted to haunt 701au mac with, is guilt. guilt for being a liar, for playing pippy/lucy/duncan for fools with his charm, and sweet, wishful words, but his actions (and ultimately the results of them) being quite contrary.

while he played along with their odd intention to help him, he maintained a constant suspension of belief that any of their positive intentions or feelings were real/justified, no matter how deeply their relationship actually impacted him. a part of him yearned for their relationship to be real (which, it WAS and could be), but there was almost a sense of learned helplessness which trapped him from that future/reality. so he shoots himself in the foot, metaphorically.

being repeatedly taught by the world that you *just can't* take risks like that, and that those won't ever amount to anything good, leads him to not bother trying to take risks for a change (to enact the future he wanted deep deep down), and it is ultimately his ruin. yay!

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