brain diary

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this blog contains multitudes!

hi welcome to our doodle diary/thought dumping ground/art archival/system bullshit blog where we do whatever we want forever. the things we post are wildly inconsistent so i cant give a simple explanation of whats happening here other than the link above. however heres an attempt for some general info

warnings:

this blog is intended for 18+ audiences, as we are bodily an adult and will post about and draw mature topics, particularly discussions of sexuality, suggestive imagery, and gore.

other general content warnings are weed usage, nudity (partial and full), pluralphobia (mostly internalized), discussions/depictions of childhood trauma, death, and the rare depiction of dermatillomania.

the above warnings are not all-inclusive as we cant fully predict what we'll post- if something needs tagged for you, please let us know. our warnings tags are formatted as #thing and/or #thing tw

oh yeah we swear a lot also. if that bugs you then you probably wont want to hang around

about us:

we are polyfragmented as shit. there is no way you will ever see every single alter that is or has been here. thats one of the only labels we can 100% confidently use abt our plurality

our hexcodes gimmick and nicknames were used to remain somewhat anonymous, though we didnt want to change how we drew ourselves . HOWEVER

i dont gaf about being anonymous anymore our main artblog is @creatively-cosmic . go look at my stuffff

the current hosts

aside from starry and asterisk being everpresent we've been switching out with hosting so much lately i give up. if you want to know whos here look at my posts bitch

thanks for stopping by :] !!

[extra info below ]

we don't care about syscourse. don't bring it up. our take is "leave people the fuck alone about how their brains work" and leave it at that

ask box is always open! some people like to chat and will gladly answer questions at their own comfort and discretion.

all posts are okay to reblog unless reblogs are disabled lol

we do try our best to put image descriptions or text transcriptions with our posts but we're not perfect about it. if theres an untranscribed post and for some reason you want to, you can add transcriptions in a reblog or send an ask with one and we'll share or add it to the post :] we love accessibility esp with our shitass handwriting

jic its confusing- we say the words "Realization" and "Horrors" a lot which are just like. personal vocabulary about our plurality. "Realization" refers to when we realized we were plural (ie: "pre-realization" meaning we didn't know yet, "realized" talking about around when we discovered it). the "Horrors" is just a funny way we refer to our overall plurality.

no dni here beyond this being 18+, just behave yourselves.

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STARRY

it/they/any

host, social part

naturally formed

THE guy that faces the front . i do shit i talk to people online im social. im straight chilling. hi

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ok we NEED to motivate ourselves to actually try and work on our guys list . SO . we've been using the drafts in this blog to host image galleries for the site we use but ive been considering actually Posting them with some info we write for them too . like maybe if we make it a thing we do one post at a time it'll be less insurmountable . Right ? please god ? im just throwing shit at the wall here we need to do this I CANT REMEMBER ANYTHING IF I DONT WRITE IT DOWN

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i think i am gonna do this bc this is literally a diary blog . i can fucking catalog my shit here because ITS OUR DIARY . ITS OUR PLURAL DIARY . THATS WHAT IT IS THATS WHAT YOU DO WITH A DIARY THA

[ouroborosorder]

periodically i think some shit like. "maybe i'm not actually plural and instead i just made up different assumed identities to adapt to scenarios around me and then arbitrarily decided that they'd have names." and then i think about what i just said

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ok we NEED to motivate ourselves to actually try and work on our guys list . SO . we've been using the drafts in this blog to host image galleries for the site we use but ive been considering actually Posting them with some info we write for them too . like maybe if we make it a thing we do one post at a time it'll be less insurmountable . Right ? please god ? im just throwing shit at the wall here we need to do this I CANT REMEMBER ANYTHING IF I DONT WRITE IT DOWN

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plural diary becoming "fogs obsessive compulsive disorder freakouts" diary .

[miu-tastic]

how it fuckin feels when you’re co-con with someone and you’re procrastinating a task that you told them that you’d do

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"hmm, we've been overwhelmed by the clutter with our headmate lists lately. theres not a lot of us that show up now, im gonna remake it from scratch so we can trim down and upkeep it better :)"

"there must be so much less of us now after all! what, only like 15-20 people front, right?"

makes list

62 alters.

[bugfluids-deactivated20250511]

[sunburnt-brian]

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i dont . Remember what this was about but i found it . into the archive blog with you

[creatively-cosmic]

I FINISHED SETTING UP MY ARTFIGHT PROFILE CHECK IT OUT !!!

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how its been going trying to actually use our alt

[strangerconnection]

you know, i don't remember

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the funniest part of our memory is that it's usually pretty good but then I saw you on our home page and spent a solid few minutes wondering who y'all even were and when we followed. We of course are still going to keep following but it's so funny, most of the time we're like "Naw we don't have any amnesia, we're just forgetful!" and now I'm a new introject floundering with poor memory access lol

seeing this ask after opening our inbox for the recent one you sent makes this even funnier because guess who also forgot this was here and never answered it. #amnesiagang

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"#this probably isn't the hashtag relatable system content people followed us for LMAO" Nono I'd argue it's hella relatable XD Idate here (while not having the underaged in-source) barely resisted NSFW posting because he knows I want to keep our plural blog SFW for the time being at the very least, one of these days I'll set something up for him though

genuinely making a nsfw sideblog and doing whatever tf we want on it has been awesome id highly recommend. its a nice space to have to express that kind of thing, and we've been having fun with it! ^-^ ~🍋

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what happens to a motherfucker who spent their teenage years way too deep in fandom drama spaces (18+ topic . rest of it under cut)

we just kind of had to start scribbling shit to process our way through an argument we keep having to TRY and be more productive about it