12 year old me: just gonna starve until i lose those few pounds, and then go right back to eating like a normal person, it’ll be okay!
me, now, emotionally damaged and not a pound skinnier:
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12 year old me: just gonna starve until i lose those few pounds, and then go right back to eating like a normal person, it’ll be okay!
me, now, emotionally damaged and not a pound skinnier:
I ate 1400 calories today I feel like a failure
I fucking hate binging. Kill me.
HOLY SHIT I THOUGHT I LOOKED OKAY LMAO
My mum just said I looked skinnier… I’ve maintained the same weight for like a month… Tf u saying don’t bring my hopes up
Have this I made it because I feel like I’ve binged even tho I ate a normal amount so now I wanna die
I was just asked what kind of pizza I want and i just said whatever is fine before promptly running to my room, faceplanting in my bed, and sobbing
anyone else feel like a failure when they eat more than 300 calories ever
My ed:
Me: …
Me: *binges like the fat ass i am without any mercy at all*
My ed:
i can’t even imagine being at my ugw bc the last time i was, my age was a single digit
I gained weight. April fools is over, why’s it still here?
*Hiding an Ed* tips
Telling people I am a gluten free vegan so I limit my food options
Telling people I have anemia due to my iron deficiency from no meat, leading to: brittle hair, pale skin, easy bruising, fatigue
Telling people I lost weight from my vegan diet
If people suspect you of an eating disorder, act like it’s not food that’s triggering you, but that you just don’t have time. Turn on your acting skills and act like you’re so stressed out about all the things you have to do. For example, say you’ve been pulling all nighters to finish work (explains the coffee and tired look you have) so you have to go to sleep early.
If people suspect you of an eating disorder, you can go out for walks to avoid food at home (if you want to burn more calories), saying you’re going out to eat is a plus.
If people suspect you of an eating disorder, you could try making them focus on something else. Maybe go through a temporary emo phase, or be really annoying and intolerable to be around. Since many people with eating disorders are always so low on energy or fake being happy. Plus this will excuse your disordered eating as being “defiant.”
If people suspect you of an eating disorder, DON’T blow up when they confront you about it. Make it seem like it’s their fault for being presumptuous while staying calm, add excuses here and there (none of that “I’m not hungry” or “I’m too nervous to eat” bullshit).
At home, you can bring food upstairs (make sure it’s healthy, or else they won’t believe your diet story), leave “eaten” food around. Chew gum whenever downstairs with food in your hand and a bite missing (that you spit out), so it looks like you were eating it >From personal experience.
Wear baggy clothes and layers to seem fuller and bigger to family (maybe in public, too. I got satisfaction from just knowing how thin I really was
Puff out cheeks and wear concealer to hide dark circles (hollow cheeks and a tired face are one of the many clear indicators of being severely underweight)
Wear bronzer to get rid of sickly pale complexion
Turtlenecks, long sleeves, gloves, hoodie, and mom jeans= being warm and not looking so sickly thin
If you restrict calories, let’s say 400, you can split your food up into 4 important times of the day: Breakfast (100 cals), you can have: 1 egg or 1 smoothie or 1 cup of fruit /vegetables. Do this same thing (100 cals) for break at school/work, lunch at school/work, and dinner at home (Don’t stay the night at people’s houses cus they force u to eat). This way, almost everyone gets to see you eat. It makes for interesting arguments when they accuse you of eating too little and you’re all “I didn’t know you were the boss of what I eat. I’m sorry I’m eating healthy KAREN.”
I do not encourage eating disorders for anyone except myself. These tips are for my own personal use. I do not condone the use of these methods for others.
Low calorie Brownie Recipe (24 CALORIES PER SERVING!!!!)
Oh come on you fool 😂
Sorry if I’m breaking your feelings right now lol but there is no way that there are brownies who look like that and are low in calories.
Please prove me wrong tho… I’d love to have a low calorie brownie recipe
You know, I don’t get depressed when I starve myself. What’s there to be sad about? Death? Oh, I’m shaking. Bitch, thanks, that’ll save me a whole lotta rope. I get to die AND be skinny? Um, yes??? Is BTS coming to my funeral,too???
JesUS cHriST
Why the FUCK can’t I just fast.
“I hOnEstLY tHInK i’M GoNnA bE aBLe tO lAsT tiLL aT LeaST sUNdAy”
I fucking hate myself, I want to die. I keep fucking BINGEING
Kill me.
like yeah starving myself works and i’ve lost weight but you know what else i lost along the way? my personality
can i try to love my body and preach selfcare and still lose an unhealthy amount of weight? asking for a friend and totally not me bc i’d never try both at the same time haha what are you thinking of