knowing this is not enough is enough

amateur hedonist // 18+ // hockey & f1 // leoleaf on ao3

[37silovs]

monroe, he/him, 29 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈, aspiring erotica author, semi-retired rpf writer

18+ ACCOUNT

formerly 4lbon, hertwood, lolexjpg

✨ hockeyposting & f1 ✨

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[scribeherself]

There is no drug on earth that can replicate the absolute euphoria of hitting a writing flow state at 2:00 AM. You aren’t even typing anymore. You are a vessel. You are a channel for the gods. The characters are speaking directly into your brain and you’re just the stenographer trying to keep up. You feel like you could fight a bear. You feel like you invented the alphabet

[lustcannibalism]

you have destroyed and betrayed yourself for a nuanced reason

[crazy-minded-girl]

[alicentsgf]

no you do not need to hold fictional characters "accountable". they are not real.

[alicentsgf]

[willgabeleno]

sometimes i like to aww over hockey players this does not mean i believe the stripper loves me

[37silovs]

lowkey want rome to win the blockbuster just for the plot

[37silovs]

gracie abrams bonus tracks in local files dont count in my music tracking app...... devastating for bitches who care about tracking meaningless data

[brapclinic]

[37silovs]

get so anxious about writing about balls in particular. like fuck everyones gonna know i'm a fraud that doesnt know what i'm talking about

[dogpuppy]

[attackingmidfielder]

[dailymusicians]

OLIVIA RODRIGO Daisy Chains Festival Etsy Collection

[gaydelgard]

i hear a good lyric and start mentally holding up blorbos like im in the home depot paint aisle comparing swatches

[luckydicekirby]

sometimes a fic can just be about the age old question 'how emotionally bad for everyone involved can a threesome be when they all did in fact agree to be there'

[bloodmoonlich]

And love is a kaleidoscope. How it works, I'll never know. And even all the change, it's somehow all the same.

[37silovs]

writing felt so awkward and stilted writing normal penetrative sex but now that im writing clothes on humping? the words are just FLOWIN

[charcarlando]

alex looks ahead to race weekend | 2026 hungarian gp

[scissorsaint]

If i were a medieval peasant girl i might have poisoned the well. just to have something going on