knowing this is not enough is enough

amateur hedonist // 18+ // hockey & f1 // leoleaf on ao3

[37silovs]

monroe, he/him, 29 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈, aspiring erotica author, semi-retired rpf writer

18+ ACCOUNT

formerly 4lbon, hertwood, lolexjpg

✨ hockeyposting & f1 ✨

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[tragicburnout]

i feel like there is a sleep in me that needs to be slept but each time i sleep i don't sleep that sleep

[ohpuckno]

Sidney Crosby | CANADA CAMP

[energyprison]

Having a job is an awesome way to stay hydrated because you get so bored you start drinking water just for a little excitement

[teamaspar]

rpf is fine and ethical its being personally attracted to an athlete thats reprehensible

[teamaspar]

[calcazars]

let it be known that i touch grass frequently and I’m still like this.

[nonlynear]

my high horse is actually awesome and fast like the wind

[poppyyblrr]

is it a manic episode or am i just back

[mack-will]

nhlbruins: Rockin' and rollin' 🛼

↳ for @suckerpuck

[campymonkey]

i love female characters who SUCK. Like omg queen you suck so BAD 🤩🤩🤩 Youre a totally shitty person lol 🥰🥰🥰 never has anyone been so selfish and self centered 🤩🤩🤩 your morals are deeply warped and dude i mean it youre brain is SERIOUSLY fucked up 😘😘😘 let me spend every waking hour analyzing why you're so deeply disturbed 😄😄😄

[valoaa]

will and mack lying on their sides on mack’s bed, facing each other with a foot of space between them, finally having The Conversation by murmuring softly how ”i wanted to text you but i wasn’t sure if you wanted me to” and how ”i thought about you, like, every day but i didn’t wanna be annoying” and then aiden carefully knocking and stepping into the room, phone in hand, asking ”hey will uhm do you perhaps happen to know why people are making gay edits of me and ryan leonard? i was just wondering” meanwhile rj is in the doorway waving his hands and making 67 jokes

[wolfgirlfrnd]

god when i die: hey! you can get into heaven but the only requirement is to not have read fanfiction where nhl players get cursed into having pussies and the only cure is to get fucked by one of their teammates, that’s literally it

me: okay so listen

[37silovs]

also. ive talked before about the take that fic where trans men receive vaginally as "fetishistic" is. so fucking transphobic to think in the first place

but also who the FUCK do these people think are writing transmasc fic other than transmasc people !!!!!! never in my fucking life have i read a boypussy fic and clicked to their tumblr profile to see she/her pronouns. god forbid trans men write about enjoying vaginal sex because YOU think trans people without bottom dysphoria is bad rep !!!!! when it fucking isnt

(there is nothing inherently wrong with cis ppl writing trans sex btw but acting like the majority of trans fic is written by fetishizing cis people and not trans people themselves is SO out of touch its INSANE)

[maxz-b]

your favorite mutuals barely tolerated mutual in law

[37silovs]

tikok ao3 discourse: i hate the omegaverse its literally fetishizing trans men :/

trans men sports rpf writers: so what if he was cursed to have a pussy

[tomorrowillbeyou]

sometimes you do forget that the general population doesn't necessarily find a guy cumming prematurely in his pants hot

[mari-monsta]

why is it that when im reading fanfic i feel like i have a fairly good metric for if something is characterized accurately but when im trying to write suddenly its like ive never seen this character in my life. would he say that. would he fucking say that. suddenly i have no idea