dear mary magdalene,

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[3agdalene]

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[3agdalene]

lowkey i have this gnarly bacterial respiratory infection that refuses to leave

[3agdalene]

i am through a rough patch, so i will attempt to get some stuff going!

[3agdalene]

HEY, plot with me! i'll drop my discord!

[beebssources]

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[ohisms]

↪       𝑴𝑶𝑵𝑶𝑳𝑶𝑮𝑼𝑬 𝑨𝑻 𝟑 𝑨.𝑴   .    (  a  series  of  sentence  starters  from  sylvia  plath’s  “ the collected poems ” .  adjust  phrasing  as  necessary .)

my mendings itch .  there’s nothing to do .

what ceremony of words can patch the havoc ?

stop crying .  open your hand .

it is a terrible thing ,  to be so open .

i am too pure for you or anyone .

it’s easy to blame the dark .

how free it is ,  you have no idea how free .

it must be one or the other of us .

it was a kind of marriage ,  being so close .

nobody sees us .

i couldn’t sleep for a week .

it is comfortable ,  for a change ,  to mean so little.

tell me i’m here .

your room is lousy with flowers .

now i resemble a sort of god .

nobody can tell what i lack .

i suppose it’s pointless to think of you at all .

i can stay awake all night ,  if need be .

this is not what i meant .

i can’t get it out of my mind .

when you kick me out ,  that’s what i’ll remember .

i wasn’t fooled .  i knew you at once .

if the moon smiled ,  she would resemble you .

your clear eye is the one absolutely beautiful thing .

perfection is terrible .

i do not trust the spirit .

one day ,  it won’t come back .

they will wonder if i was important .

oh god ,  i am not like you .

there is no stopping it .

we have come so far ,  it’s over .

tonight will be ,  in every respect ,  like every other night .

that’s how you always talk before we start .

if i didn’t trust you at this ,  i wouldn’t trust myself .

at least i feel less dread of the world beyond ours .

i admit it :  i’m afraid .

don’t be so smart .

i dreamed of doing it ,  and now it’s done .

earth is my haunt .

what manner of business are you on ?

perhaps you’ve late quitted heaven ?

i shall never grow old .

sugar can cure everything .

is there no way out of the mind ?

there are no trees or birds in this world .

this is what i am made of ,  this and terror .

why is it so quiet ,  what are they hiding ?

this is what it is to be complete .

is he wearing pajamas or an evening suit ?

the police love you ,  you confess everything .

is my life so intriguing ?

where are you going that you suck breath like mileage ?

you flicker .  i cannot touch you .

if i could bleed ,  or sleep !  if my mouth could marry a hurt like that !

what did they know that i didn’t ?

you say you can’t stand her .

i’m doped and thick from my last sleeping pill .

you are ill .

you are so exhausted .

i can’t communicate .

we’re here on a visit .

where do you stash your knife ?

what sort of scenery is it ?

you know who you hate .

pure ?  what does it mean ?

i am not subtle .

right now you are dumb ,  and i love your stupidity .

i know why you won’t give it to me .  you’re terrified .

is it impossible for you to let something go and have it whole ?

must you kill what you can ?

there is one thing i want today ,  and only you can give it to me .

it won’t hurt .

do away with it altogether .

are you our sort of person ?

i have always been scared of you .

i didn’t call you .  i didn’t call you at all .

there is nothing between us .

seven hours knocked out of my right mind .

i am myself .  that is not enough .

i dream of someone else entirely .

we should meet in another life .

it was an accident .

you know what lies are for .

dying is an art ,  like everything else .

how far is it now ?

do not accept it .  it’s not genuine .

i am so stupidly happy .

eternity bores me ,  i never wanted it .

[metamorphesque]

western azerbaijan: yet another false narrative from azerbaijan, paving the way for potential genocide sources: video/pdf/monumentwatch

[metamorphesque]

աչքներս լույս

[mitchellwrites]

deathless ♚ sentence meme

You will always fall in love, and it will always be like having your throat cut, just that fast.

You are going to break your promise. I understand.

You’re lonely too.

It will stop your breath, how cruel I can be.

I am a demanding creature. I am selfish and cruel and extremely unreasonable.

I am your servant.

I crawl at your feet; for before your love, your kisses, I am debased.

For you alone I will be weak.

I belong here, and you will not deny me.

I say these things, and the world listens.

I do not tolerate a world emptied of you. I have tried.

In the dark, I have pored over the loss of you like pale gold.

I will not let her speak because I love her, and when you love someone, you do not make them tell war stories.

I moved the earth and the water for you.

You will always run away with her.

You will always lose her.

You will always be a fool.

You will always be dead, in a city of ice, snow falling into your ear.

You have already done all of this and will do it again.

No one should be judged for loving more than they ought, only for loving not enough.

We look terrible to you, and severe, and you see our blood flying.

What we carry between us is hard-won, and we made it just as we wished it to be, just the color, just the shape.

There need never be any rules between us.

Let us be greedy together; let us hoard.

Do not leave me, swear that you will never leave me.

I am selfish. I am cruel. My mate cannot be less than I.

Sleep with fists closed and shoot straight.

I can’t abide a poor liar.

You look like a winter’s night. I could sleep inside the cold of you.

Oh, quit that. Blushing is for virgins and Christians.

Scold me; deny me. Tell me you want what you want and damn me forever. But don’t leave me.

Bad luck relies on absolutely perfect timing.

In his own country, Death can be kind.

What is the world but a boxing ring where fools and devils put up their fists?

Men die. It’s practically what they’re for.

I am no one; I am nothing.

Nothing in me was not made by you.

A revelation is always the end of something. It might even be cause for grief.

Just tell yourself a story that’ll satisfy you and pretend he told it.

Forever isn’t bright; it isn’t like that. Forever is cold and hard and final.

I savor bitterness - it is born of experience. It is the privilege of one who has truly lived.

If you want to kill yourself, do not use us as your knife.

What did I do wrong? Was I boring? Did I ignore you?

Don’t you dare speak to me like that.

I have worn nothing but blood and death for years.

I have fought all your battles for you, just as you asked me.

I have learned not to cry when I strangle a man.

I have learned to watch everything die.

I am not a little girl anymore, dazzled by your magic. It is my magic, now, too.

Are we not devils?

No one is now what they were before the war.

I have not seen you without your skin on.

Close up your head; your brain is getting loose.

We obsess. It’s in our nature.

I’ve a devil of a habit for being right.

In war you must always choose sides.

If you try to be a bridge laid down between them, they will tear you in half.

We are all dead. All equal. Broken and aimless and believing we are alive.

My old bones will follow yours soon enough.

It is better to be strong and cruel than to be fair.

I will see him with his skin off before I agree to fall in love.

After love, no one is what they were before.

I have survived, but I have not been spared.

In the space of one heartbeat to another I loved you and I was lost to you.

Frighten me, make me cry, only come back.

It’s not so bad, my darling. Being dead. It’s like being alive, only colder.

You’ll think it’s love, while he dines on your heart.

You will be so beautiful when you are old.

I cannot keep you and I cannot let you go.

You will live as you live in any world…with difficulty, and grief.

I look at you and it is like my throat being cut.

She said you’d come and I swore to eat your heart.

I still want to kiss you.

My heart is being cut in two. I cannot bear it.

What happens to anything beautiful?

I have to know, I have to or else you will just rule me until the end of everything because you know and I do not.

[poohsources]

🐝  *  ―  𝑷𝑰𝑵𝑰𝑵𝑮 / 𝒀𝑬𝑨𝑹𝑵𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

❛  i can't stop thinking about you even when i try.  ❜ ❛  every time i see you, it's like my heart skips a beat.  ❜ ❛  i never realized how much i needed you until you weren't there.  ❜ ❛  do you ever feel like there's something missing ... like a piece of your heart is somewhere else?  ❜ ❛  i wish i had the courage to tell you how i feel.  ❜ ❛  if only you knew how much you truly mean to me.  ❜ ❛  do you ever wonder what it would be like if things were different between us?  ❜ ❛  sometimes i wonder if you ever think about me the way i think about you.  ❜ ❛  i had a lot of dreams about you recently.  ❜ ❛  somehow, you're always on my mind.  ❜ ❛  i think i've been in love with you since the day we met - scratch that, i know i've been in love with you since the day we met.  ❜ ❛  my biggest wish is to hold you close and never let you go.  ❜ ❛  all my life i've felt like a part of me was missing, but with you i've finally found it.  ❜ ❛  you deserve better than who i am right now, but i'm gonna keep trying to become someone you do deserve.  ❜ ❛  every time you smile at me, i get this flutter in my chest.  ❜ ❛  do you think i'll ever be worthy of your love?  ❜ ❛  i want to be the person to make you happy. the one person you can always come to with whatever you need.  ❜ ❛  will we ever get another chance together?  ❜ ❛  you were the best thing that's ever happened to me.  ❜ ❛  my biggest regret is ever letting you go.  ❜ ❛  i'm still in love with you ... and i honestly never stopped.  ❜ ❛  when i wake up in the morning, you're the first person i want to see.  ❜ ❛  every time i wake up, i check if you wrote me another message.  ❜ ❛  i wish i could be as important to you as you are to me.  ❜ ❛  it hurts when you don't talk to me like you used to.  ❜ ❛  i miss everything about you, your touch, your laugh, your smile. i wish i could have that back.  ❜ ❛  i want to fall asleep wrapped in your arms.  ❜ ❛  hold me closer; i always feel safer when you're with me.  ❜ ❛  there's so much i wish i was able to tell you.  ❜ ❛  i know things aren't easy right now, but i want to remain a fixture in your life. after all, you're one in mine.  ❜ ❛  i miss the way you always made me smile.  ❜ ❛  you're the reason i keep holding on.  ❜ ❛  maybe we're supposed so to remain a case of 'right person, wrong time' forever.  ❜ ❛  if only you knew how i feel about you.  ❜ ❛  i'm yearning to hold your hand in mine.  ❜ ❛  i think you are the one for me, and i hope one day i'll be the one for you, too.  ❜ ❛  do you think i'll ever become more than a friend to you?  ❜ ❛  my heart belongs to you, always and forever.  ❜ ❛  my first instinct is to protect you, no matter the cost.  ❜ ❛  i've been thinking about us a lot lately.  ❜

[3agdalene]

          ☽ ｡ *  ࿐ ¸     SOME  HEADCANONS  FOR  SHELLEY  AS  A  DEAD  GIRL  UNDER  THE  READ  MORE  CUT  !!!

꒰  ♪ .  ꒱     the first  year  after  dying   &   possessing  her  body  ,   being  around  crowds   &   multitudes  of  people  feel  like  being  backed  into  a  corner  .     she’s  off  kilter  in  this  time  frame  ,   &   she’s  often  finding  ways  to  disappear  .     she  rarely  becomes  angered  ,   but  she  will  noticeably  become  anxious   &   fidgety  .     because  she  has  no  idea  how  to  do  this  in  a  completely  polite   &   non - awkward  way  ,   there’s  often  an  offense  taken  when  she  decides  to  dip  .     she’s  trying  to  get  better  at  leaving  without  leaving  a  bad  taste  in  people’s  mouths  .

꒰  ♪ .  ꒱     food  will  often  help  stave  off  the  hunger  she  feels  for  life  ,   but  compared  to  celie  ,   it  does  much  less  for  her  ,   as  she  feels  like  an  unstable  blackhole  ready  to  pull  in  everyone  into  it  at  all  times  .     this  will  get  better  with  time  .

꒰  ♪ .  ꒱     though  she  feels  guilty  for  it  ,   she  is  most  likely  to  sit  around  plants  /  vegetation   &   animals  when  she’s  unstable  enough  to  uncontrollably  suck  life  force  from  other  living  things  .     though  she  does  try  to  not  pull  enough  life  to  kill  ,   it’s  much  harder  for  her  to  gauge  that  as  she’s  not  very  experienced  at  it  yet  .

꒰  ♪ .  ꒱     often  times  ,   strong  emotion   &   feeling  is  more  likely  to  turn  her  into  a  blackhole  that  sucks  life  energy  into  it  .     that’s  why  she  stays  away  from  people  ,   as  she’s  always  been  someone  who’s  felt  everything  completely   &   wholly  .

꒰  ♪ .  ꒱     she  cannot  suck  life  energy  from  dead  things  like  zombie  or  vampires  ,   etc  ,   other  supernatural  creatures  that  don’t  rely  on  life  .     this  goes  for  those  possessing  bodies  in  general  ,   like  celie  .     shelley  will  gravitate  towards  people  who  will  not  be  affected  by  her  current  dilemma  ,   as  it  is  easier  to  be  around  those  she  won’t  hurt  . however , she does pull energy from heat etc like said in the celie headcanons .

[3agdalene]

          ☽ ｡ *  ࿐ ¸     SOME  HEADCANONS  FOR  CELIE  AS  A  DEAD  GIRL  UNDER  THE  READ  MORE  CUT  !!!

꒰  🗝 .  ꒱     celie  didn’t  have  a  very  long  period  of  instability  ;     her  instability  took  a  stop  at  around  6  months  .     she’s  always  found  a  way  to  deal  with  her  hunger  ,   &   she  always  had  a  lot  to  lose  if  her  hunger  got  out  of  hand  .     she  has  drained  someone  lifeless  before  ,   but  it  had  been  in  a  situation  that  she  quickly  found  herself  out  of  .     because  she’s  very  good  at  talking  herself  out  of  situations  ,   she  was  always  able  to  pull  herself  away  from  others  without  it  affecting  her  social  reputation  ,   though  it  did  affect  her  social  life  for  a  while  .     she  gotten  used  to  placing   &   getting  things  to  make  her  situation  better  ;     she  grows  plants  in  her  room     (   it’s  essentially  a  greenhouse   )  .     later  on  ,   judas   &   her  find  each  other  ,   &   he  creates  a  bracelet  charm  that  is  always  pulling  passive  life  away  from  things  ,   charging  it  with  enough  life  to  keep  her  from  becoming  unstable  .

꒰  🗝 .  ꒱     she’s  stable  ,   so  she’s  not  a  blackhole  waiting  to  happen  ,   but  she  can  be  if  she  staves  off  life  energy  for  however  long  .     how  long  the  energy  lasts   &   what  it  does  for  her  depends  on  the  source  of  energy   &   how  much  was  pulled     (   life  energy   &   energy  is  different  :     life  energy  feed  her   &   energy  itself  that  isn’t  life  will  keep  her  body  constant   )  ;     heat  is  a  form  of  energy  she’s  learned  that  will  keep  her  condition  constant  ,   so  her  room   &   house  is  often  very  hot  ,   &   she  eats  hot  ,   mouth - burning  food  to  keep  it  at  bay  .     always  eating  hot  things  .

꒰  🗝 .  ꒱     in  generally  ,   strong  emotion  will  affect  her  .     she  can  control  it  ,   but  it  will  affect  her  .     she  has  attempted  to  desensitize  herself  to  emotions  ,   but  it’s  only  an  experiment  she  can  attempt  when  away  from  people  .     when  she  writes  ,   she  has  very  strong  emotions  ,   so  she  tends  to  only  write  in  solitude  when  not  around  others  .     it’s  become  a  habit  ,   &   over  the  years  ,   writing  around  people  generally  becomes  uncomfortable  ,   even  when  they  are  creatures  that  she  cannot  harm  .

[3agdalene]

anonymous  :          ❛ if we could light up the room with pain, we’d be such a glorious fire. ❜

          ACHE     blossoms  over  her  skin ,   spreads  like  wildfire   in  the  dry ,   dark  night .     lightning  strikes  her ,   over   &   over  again ,   always  all  over  her .     this  coincidence  of  status  being  in  the  dark ,   this  ideal  concept  of  black  night   &   forever  pain ,   she  wheezes  as  her  limbs  stretch  in  movement .     dim   &   drear ,   she  considers  a  creature  scratching  from  the  inside  of  her ,   considers  that  fear   won't   touch   her   but  will  torment  her  in  this  lightless  place .     her  body  slumps  over  once  lifted  to  sitting ,   &   sticky  coughs  bounce  the  emptiness  around  her ,   in  her  hands  warmth   &   liquid .     loneliness  encompasses  her ,   drags  over  her  skin  with  the  pleading  pressure  to   BREAK   IT   as  she  lurches  forward  in  this  white  sear  of  curious  fire .     her  body  rocks  in  this  constant  vertigo ,   as  if  the  air  around  her  constricts   &   twists ,   as  if  her  hands  can’t  still  her  flesh  or  heart .     she  tries  her  voice ,   pitiful  thing  broken  in  the  blackness  of  a  vacuum .     gravel  road ,   scraped  dirt ,   red  alone .     “   is  anyone  there  ?   ”     she  tries  again ,   voice  barely  there ,   translucent  in  the  rough  patch  of  pain  godly  in  her  mouth .          PLEASE   HELP   ME  .     PLEASE   FIND   ME  .     PLEASE  ,   OH   PLEASE  ,   RID   ME   OF   THIS   GOD - AWFUL   FEELING  .

          HER     body  as  this  temple   &   future - tense  tomb ,   the  worship  of  a  gift ,   the  death  of  life  ---     the  metaphorical  mother  wraps  around  her  like  razor  to  wool ,   the  barely  there  touch  of  a  knife  that  could  become  crimson - tinged .     repulsion  touches  her  ;     god  makes  her  this  sorry  child  with  never - a - place ,   even  inside  of  herself  she  is  outside  of  it  all .     “   please ,   please ---   ”     she  mumbles  incoherent ,   this  thick  skin  that  cuts  through  like  tough  leather ,   she  stutters  her  pain  in  this  phantom  wounding .     all  at  once ,   her  body  is  light   &   frightened  when  a  hand  grips  her  arm ,   &   she  sings  tragedy  at  the  hand  of  no  one  in  the  dark .          NOT   A   SINGLE   SOUL  .

          THIS     whisper  is  a  god - send  :     sick   &   fantastical .     dream   &   ghost  embrace  her  wholly .     familiar  song ,   same  melody ,   &   her  body  lunges  to  the   not - there   warmth  of  someone  she  knows ,   anyone .     tempered  chuckles  invade  her  senses ,   &   alarms  ring  in  her  head  with  the  slowness  of  her  body  melting  into  the  other .     SHE  COULD  MAKE  A  GOD  OUT  OF  ANY  TOUCH .     “   oh ,   you  poor  thing .     you  foolish  girl .     you  daft ,   wonderful   creature ,   ”     he  coos ,   &   she  briefly  wonders  if  any  of  those  words  mean  to  be  so  saccharine ,   if  sweetness  comes  as  the  afterthought  or  the  intention .     this  animal  clawing  from  the  inside  of  her  mouth ,   sitting  on  her   &   weeping  at  the  tight  two - spun  menace  of  the  traitor  in  her  arms ,   but  she  considers  staying  there  for  an  eternity   if   she   were   never   alone   in  this  dark  place  without   anything  at  all .     “   if  we  could  light  up  the  room  with  pain ,   we’d  be  such  glorious  fires ,   ”     he  whispers  this  as  a  trance ,   becomes  mesmerizing  in  the  without - glimmering  touch  of  his  hands  in  hers .     bubbling  rivers  down  her  face ,   mixing  with  the  harshness  of  whatever  was  stuck  there  in  horror ,   nausea   &   yearning   assaults  her  when  he  touches  her  face .          HE   WILL   KILL   ME  .     HE   WILL   KILL   ME  .     HE   WILL   KILL   ME  .

[notmorbid]

jonathan abernathy...

dialogue prompts from jonathan abernathy you are kind by molly mcghee.

i have to live in my body. you don't.

you think you can talk to me that way?

only my parents call me ____.

you are a really tall child masquerading as an adult.

i'm not paid enough for this shit.

i didn't expect you to have a sense of humor.

having feelings is pretty much the only thing i do.

i intend to luxuriate while i can.

i'm good at understanding jobs. that's why i've had so many.

i love it when you get self-righteous.

the things we don't understand are always what scares us.

no one else notices. no one else cares.

never say i didn't do anything for you.

you will prevail. you have no other option.

people die all the time. it's what makes them human.

the past is an addiction, a way to escape the future. and the present.

i'd rather die than have ____ see me like this.

it's decided. you're coming over for dinner.

i've never been in your house before.

all is not lost. all cannot be lost.

it's hard to know the logic of another person.

you've never understood another human being in your life.

do you always talk like this?

are you always so earnest?

can i ask you a delicate question?

go ahead. open it.

i'm trying to warn you.

i don't want to fall asleep. not yet.

a surprise? for me?

there are principles. and then there are outside forces that force you to sacrifice your principles.

falling always reminds me of childhood.

i warned you. and did you listen?

you're trapped, but you aren't powerless.

breakfast for dinner? i don't think that's a thing.

i don't always like you, but i will always love you.

who would be capable of loving me now?

you keep yourself to yourself.

you remind me of my younger self. my better self.

are you fucking with me?

is this a game to you?

don't ever wink at me again.

i have déjà vu over my déjà vu.

what did you used to dream about?

are you actually smiling?

you look like you've seen a ghost.

you don't need to go to work yet.

as usual, everyone knew what was happening before i did.

you can't help me. please don't try.

hey, it's just me.

i'm sorry. i didn't know where to go.

are you looking at me? do you see?

just lie down with me and tell me what's going on.

promise you won't hate me?

why would i ever hate you?

even badasses can be weak sometimes.

no matter how shitty a life is, it's always normal to the person who's living it.

i guess i want you to know me. the real me. the actual me.

i feel like you're far away. i can barely feel you.

you are here with me. you are here.

my father always said death comes in threes.

you don't know me. i'm so much worse than you thought.

what's worse, to always bring up the memory or to never bring up the memory?

i'm starting to think i'm bad at feeling.

i see you. i'm with you.

i don't have any answers, either. but i like when we're in the same place.

how do you prove the absence of something?

would anyone be proud of what i've become?

is it enough to merely survive?

is there worth in the things you cannot see?

it feels more like drowning than i thought it would.

i can't figure out how to fix whatever it was i broke.

appear to be confident. appear to be competent.

it is very hard to hold two truths at once.

i would do just about anything to stop feeling dread.

for the most part, i just guess and hope i'm right.

you don't have to try to make me jealous.

i don't know how to apologize to you, okay?

you're kind of a scary person.

we all must deny what we can to stay alive. even if it's our denial that kills us, in the end.

it's a sign, i reckon.

it seems more and more, every place is like everywhere else.

why should i be ashamed?

you'll come in and have a cup of cocoa.

you hate yourself. it's really obvious, and really sad to watch.

lately i haven't been good to anyone in my life.

i am a black hole. people's lives disappear into mine.

it's you who decides who you become.

there is no coming back from this.

tell me you hate me. tell me you wish i was dead.

i'm sorry i wasn't brave.

i kept waiting for the right moment, and the right moment never came.

i'm sorry i never asked before.

are you sure this is okay?

it's hard to know the intentions of other people.

i hope we meet again.

[3agdalene]

☽ ｡ *  ࿐ ¸     RULES  ,     GUIDELINES  ,     LAW  OF  THE LAND  .

my  name  is  PLUM  ,   &   i’m  24  .     she  /  her  .   this  is  a  multi  muse  blog  for  all  of  the  character  i  deem  to  desire  on  this  blog  !!     :  heartemoji  :     i  have  lots  of  my  own  made  up  lore  ,   &   i  have  lots  of  adjusted  canon  lore  to  the  fandoms  i  have  characters  that  are  participating  in  !!     kinda  just  decided  to  bite  the  bullet   &   do  some  quick  links  posts  to  kick  off  .   i  will  prioritize  fun  since  this  is  a  hobby  !!     i’m  not  obligated  to  give  anyone  anything  ,   including  forcing  my  motivation   &   writing  if  i  am  not  able  to  at  that  time  .     i’m  not  so  hard  to  get  along  with  ,   but  i  am  very  bad  at  keeping  communication  .     i  have  bouts  where  i  seem  to  drop  off  the  world  ,   but  i  promise  that  i’m  not  purposely  trying  to  rock  anyone’s  feelings  if  that  happens  !!     though  i  am  very  awkward  ,   i  am  def  more  afraid  of  you  than  you  are  of  me  !!

꒰  ₁ .  ꒱          my  tagging  system  is  a  little  different  !!     different  emojis   &   symbols  mean  it’s  a  different  muse  that  tag  falls  under  !!     they’re  more  for  me   &   my  absolutely  necessity  to  be  extra  !!     don’t  be  afraid  to  ask  for  certain  tags  ,   though  !!     i’m  more  than  willing  to  give  them  to  you  for  certain  content  !!     speaking  of  tagging  systems   &   aesthetics  ,   my  writing   &   its  format  does  adhere  to  an  aesthetic  that  helps   ME  ,   but  i  am  willing  to  adjust  my  format  for  readability  !!     this  does  not  apply  to  my  writing  itself  !!

꒰  ₂ .  ꒱          i  do  not  support  jplec  !!     or  any  problematic  people  that  i  may  or  may  not  come  across  in  any  way  !!     though  ,   i  am  a  bit  behind  on  things  that  have  been  recently  done  ,   in  the  community   &   real  people  wise  ,   so  just  let  me  know  if  you  think  i  should  know  !!     drama  is  a  big  noooo  here  ,   i  have  a full time job & often work overtime  ,   so  i  would  like  to  leave  all  the  stress  for  that  realm  when  i  come  online  .     i  don’t  support  call  out  culture  ,   but  if  a  person   IS   harmful  to  the  community   &   has  done  harmful  things  to  people  in  the  community  ,   i  will  definitely  reblog  it  .     usually  ,   i’ll  have  it  tagged  so  people  can  filter  out  the  tag  !!     i’ll  have  it  tagged  as  a  trigger  warning  !!

꒰  ₃ .  ꒱          don’t  steal  .     it’s  happened  before  ,   hope  it  never  happens  again  .     every  muse  i  write  has  a  spin  that  makes  them  creative  ,   &   every  canon  muse  that  may  be  up  as  well  will  most  likely  be  canon  divergent  !!     i  will  credit  whenever  i  use  premade  resources  ,   paid  for  or  free  .     if  i  don’t  ,   give  me  a  smol  lil  gentle  nudge  because  i  probably  forgot  !!

꒰  ₄ .  ꒱          i  am  :     private  .     selective  .     activity  at  my  own  pace  .     multi  muse  .     multi  ship   (  with  exceptions  )  .     i  only  interact  with  mutuals  .     i  pick  my  mutuals  carefully  to  who  i  want  to  interact  with  .     i  will  ship  one  muse  with  multiple  partners  ,   but  i  will  not  ship  them  with  the  same  canon   muse  .     some  muses  may  also  become  single  ship  or  have  a  ship  cap  !!

꒰  ₅ .  ꒱          i  will  not  interaction  with  any  problematic  users   (  the  usual  )  ,   &   i  will  not  interact  with  anyone  under  the  age  of  18  !!     if  i  can’t  find  your  age  on  your  blog  ,   i  will  block  you  .     triggers  are  tagged  as  :     tw /  .

[3agdalene]

☽ ｡ *  ࿐ ¸     MUSE  RECORD  SHEET  .

mobile  /  lazy  muse  sheet  for  the  crowd  !!

꒰  ☁︎ .  ꒱          winona   bonneville - summers  .     taissa  farmiga  face  claim  .     human  /  source  witch  .     twenty - four  /  seven  running  library  assistant  .     very  sheltered  with  a  mother  who  treated  her  like  this  unlovable  ticking  time  bomb   &   a  negligent  father  who  never  made  an  effort  to  insert  himself  into  her  life  ,   trying  to  figure  out  how  this  witch  thing  works  .     she  is  on  the  outside  looking  in  of  life  .

꒰  ♪ .  ꒱          cheyenne   …  shelley   …  choi  .     bae  suzy  face  claim  .     spirit  possessing  her  own  dead  body  .     sees  life  as  this  miraculous  ,   sacred  thing   &   now  she  has  to  suck  it  from  people  ,   &   she  can’t  even  properly  control  it  now  .     getting  used  to  trying  to  see  life  as  lesser  than  beautiful  ,   trying  to  survive  as  something  that  shouldn’t  be  .     it’s  that  or  roaming  the  physical  world  as  something  people  can’t  see  ,   hear  ,   or  feel  .

꒰  ꕥ .  ꒱          dorothea   wilde  .     anya  taylor - joy  face  claim  .     source  witch  /  vampire  .     painter  /  freelance  entrepreneur  .     alive  since  the  early  13th  century  in  england  .     has  claimed  the  same  artistic  signature  in  her  paintings  for  centuries  ,   so  her legacy is known as  a  historical  speculation  that  the  assumed  fake  signature  gets  passed  down  through  a  family  or  individuals  closely  associated  with  one  another  .

꒰  🗝 .  ꒱          cecilia   …  celie  …   bernard  .     sarah  michelle  gellar  face  claim  .     spirit  possessing  her  own  dead  body  .     author  of  horror  stories  /  series  .     a  distant  ancestor  made  a  deal  with  some  nasty  spirits  that  backfired  on  her  family  .     sparingly  ,   some  random  pitiful  soul  gets  chosen  for  their  spirit  to  remain  in  the  physical  plane  after  they  die   (  whether  they  want  it  to  or  not  )  ,   so  the  descendants  of  the  bernard  family  who  have  been  chosen  have  a  habit  of   possessing   their  own  dead  body  ,   having  to  suck  life  from  the  living  things  around  them  to  remain  in  their  physical  body  .     it’s  kinda  a  family  secret  /  scary - story - until - it - isn’t  .     celie  was  the  5th  poor  soul  of  her  family  ;     sunshine  girl  who  has  it  all  has  the  biggest  secret  she  can’t  tell  anyone  .

꒰  ⚘ .  ꒱          judas  lawes  .     austin  butler  face  claim  .     source  witch  .     travelling  nurse  .     /     travelling  historian  .     does  some  witchy  freelancing  for  those  who  find  out  on  the  side  . his parents had high expectations for him that included not following their footsteps into the medical system , but he lives to disappoint & forewent his parents' desires for him to become a lawyer .

[notmorbid]

the vanishers.

dialogue prompts from the vanishers by heidi julavitz.

what happened to me could never happen to you. tell yourself that.

they told me it was all in my head.

you were a mother to me when no one else wanted the job.

why be fair? nobody's been fair to me.

you are all subtlety and whispers.

we were all in some form of love with ____.

in other words, i made shit up.

you really do look kind of dead.

i heard you'd been sick for a long time.

there's nothing you could tell me about yourself that i don't already know.

i recognize you now.

it might be good for you. a disruption to the given system.

according to ___, i'm pathologically territorial.

anything can appear meaningful, at a backward glance.

we are not that sort of people.

most meaningful sentiments are cheapened by articulation.

how would i know, if you never told me?

i am, though. sorry.

i don't hide things from you on purpose.

i practice a no attachment policy. i am all business.

it's no big deal to be used by strangers. it's when you're used by people you know that life becomes unfathomable.

don't worry. your life is about to get better.

when you're ready to fight, give me a call.

what was your authorial intent?

i don't know if i'd call it a career. more of an inspired hobby.

we could be of mutual use to one another.

anything you divulge can be used against you.

i don't go where i'm not invited.

everyone has vulnerabilities. everyone has a weak spot.

when will you stare your sad life in the face?

revenge is not a compelling therapeutic goal.

hate is a form of emotional attachment.

maybe that's your problem. thinking it can be understood.

to forget is to respect the past.

you must have missed yourself.

your good intentions mean nothing.

the past is not past if it is always present.

memory is an act of murder.

i'm an expert at ruining people's lives. it's the one talent i possess.

you might learn things you wish you hadn't.

in some cases, a lie can be more valuable than the truth.

people can be remarkably thoughtless.

tell me why you don't love me.

you are such a parasite.

anything i have of my mother's, i've had to steal.

i know better than to ask anything of you.

what does someone have to do for you to classify them as a monster?

your emotions are like water. they pour onto the people around you.

i tried to say i was sorry.

you're doomed to fail because you're too scared to try.

disappearing isn't very hard when no one is looking for you.

there's no need to be sorry. that's why i don't tell people.

to think i've been afraid of this. to think i've been afraid of you.

come. i'm not going to hurt you.

do you believe i saw a ____?

you really do look like shit.

were you trying not to be found?

i should lie to you, but i don't know you well enough.

to heal is to entomb forever the sickness.

i'm going home, wherever that is.

what good has running away ever done?

there is no knowing the truth from ____.

some people have no taste.

you deserve to have every ounce of marrow sucked from your bones by a hummingbird.

i am not too scared to try.

i want, more than anything, not to be alone.

i'm glad you understand. maybe you can make me understand.

you think i need a massage therapist? what i need is a gun.

it's important to remember that those commit murder are not making smart choices.

i am my mother's daughter. you should be worried.

we don't want people to talk more than they're already going to.

winter in new england is always coming.

sometimes you can resolve the unresolvable by accepting it as unresolvable.

so you're not looking to get better?

reasons are for the survivors. they do the dead no good.

'good health' means being unaware of one's health.

i'm sorry. i can't ever seem to tell you what you want to hear.

don't worry about what i want to hear. tell me what you want me to know.

what you want a person to know is often the last thing you want a person to know.

there's so much i can't tell you. no matter how much i want to.

people overestimate the value of expression.

blame is the cord you can never sever.

[seoinquk-deactivated]

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