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Tenna and Spamton being sooo convinced they would get through no matter what happened together. Spamton felt assured enough in this by signing the deal. Something tells me the phonecall where his benefactor cuts him off is also where Spamton finds out Tenna is supposed to die in the prophecy.

Theres no together if death seperates them.

#they make me siiiiickkkkkkkkkkk #they're so fucking doooomed #tobert fox when I GET you #they make me illll #it was always about being powerless to defy the prophecy #susie you gotta kill gaster #susie you gotta savs the world #please #like can you even imagine how much Ralsei is going to spiral out #just like spamton #if the fun gang doesnt manage to change the prophecy afterall #after being filled with such hope only for it to be all pointless in the end #im so illlll #sorry Ill delete this rambling shit later but omfg the newsletter #Ughafjidueieodjdysusoshwbwtwiwon&'gfhdksk #spamtenna is a full time job #one reblog tag on a previous post said like 'yaoi written by a himedanshi hits different' and its soo true omfg #yuri fans we love this shit we're all masochists #They're both beautiful princesses with disorders

Tenna loved his little mailman so fucking much dude

#im gonna be sick #If they dont reconcile for real by the end of the game I'm. Legitimately. going to. [hyperlink blocked]#being a spamtenna fan is so easy but also omfg it hurts so bad #toby said merry christmas you little shits you're all getting punched in the gut

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So last night's newsletter huh.

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They make me so violently ill it's sooo unfunny. Soooo violently fucking ill. There's a million things I could say but man. Just the fact both of them believed they could change fate, despite all the warnings, if they just stuck together, cared for eachother, helped eachother through ever what was to come at them... Yet it all came crashing down anyway, not even in spite of it, but Directly Because Of It.

Like both the solidification of Tenna knowing it was a bad idea and subsequently feeling being super guilty about it all, badly coping with that, and the genuine feelings of abandonment. That the only way to soothe that guilt is to pretend to himself that Spamton was the one who ripped him off as a little scam artist and his biggest hater. The guilt being so bad that it's easier for him to live the fantasy of mutual hate rather than confront trying to find him again and acknowledge he fucked up.

Meanwhile, one thing I never really see anyone point out is I just like how much this also validates Spamton's paranoia. Like, a lot more people are now able to see it from his perspective of not being nearly as irrational as he sounded after playing chapter 3. Even if Tenna is a genuine sweetie pie, albeit a deeply insecure and selfish one, there are legitimate reasonings behind Spamton's thinking, and we can clearly see that now too. Like just as much as people talk about Tenna's blatant bpd symptoms feels validating to see, Spamton's symptoms of psychosis and paranoia being presented in a way that you can understand how he got to this point with his thinking, without him looking insane or completely deluded for it, even if at the end of the day he truly is a lot safer and loved than he feels he is.

Also, Pluey is Tenna's favorite we were all correct forever.

#Tenna my beautiful princess with several disorders #This literally some doomed tragic yuri ass writing #dont even get me started on dice boy #they literally loved eachother im gonna be sick #they both wanted that cookie so effing bad and it cost them everything #gaster is homophobic #another toby fox has hit the spamtennagon #delete later idfk

So last night's newsletter huh.

#Jesus fucking christ toby #Where do I even beginn #Im still here btw I'm just busy

I haven't really had ships with big size differences, that's my friend's forte.

Until the final boss of size difference walked in:

#We're putting spamton back in the acid pool so he gets even smaller.#And tenna some therapy so he's happier and therefore even bigger than usual #and then putting spamton back in the acid a third time

Everyone has already equated 'Leave Me Alone' by iDKHOW as a Spamton/spamtenna song and I adore it (it's probably my favorite of theirs), but also I can't get it out of my head how much 'Mx. Sinister' by them feels like a spamcoffin AU Tenna song soooo much to me.

#spamcoffin tenna is my personal favorite AU btw I wanna draw fanart of it sometime #scratches my psychological goth body horror itch the premise is fucking awesome #Nobody knows this because this is just a dookie shit blog unrelated to my main art but I love gothic horror . epic trivia #delete later probably

Screenshots that could probably get you an immediate autism diagnosis

#put this in the DSM-6 #I was out working but procrastinating #There was initially just one Tenna but he kept reproducing #shimeji is by pantamonte btw #also sorry ive been busy doing work

Everything new I find out Toby hidden in the game that could be inferred as Spamtenna makes them feel even more like these two (especially Tenna) would be a 'historians can only say they were best friends' situation. It's actually kind of fascinating how much of Tenna's character subtext plot could be analyzed for being queer but socially very closeted, especially considering how he's behind the times and would certainly still be restricting himself to things such as old broadcasting unwritten rules and the Hays Code. Hell, even the fact he is the TV of a very religious family may also be a factor.

From his literal hidden secret pipis in the closet, his constant vague references to his former business 'partner', the parental lock restrictions, him modifying the Mantle game to hide content, him immediately showing a 'salacious music video' in a fellow queer safe presence, to the sad side of black humor in mentions of his shock therapy, and his overwhelming constant fear of being thrown out and abandoned from his own home.

It's all just subtle enough to sound crazy, but I think that's the point. Something that when all pieced together feels like way more than just circumstantial evidence, but alone is just subtle enough to pass under the radar of being scandalous. There are so many angles from which you can analyze and interpret Tenna's character, and despite being very toony and over-the-top, there's also so many elements of him that feel grounded and real.

#I know people wanna call spamtenna mediocre yaoislop but spam is very important to tenna's character and vice versa that cant be denied #they were made to compliment and contrast eachother in a way that enhances their narratives #Tenna is a wonderful character and I hope Toby is proud of what he has written #Also Tenna is kind of a freak who is super repressed lets not kid ourselves #Like whats wrong with him #the pushing buddies track being 19 seconds 97 bpm in G major and called tvromance in the files #the one track that in the files is named after a brand of italian chocolates containing love letters inspired by a founder's hidden affair #like toby Im going to throttle you what the fuck

I don't really like doing humanizations but this hair idea for the antennas wouldnt leave me aloneee

#inspired a bit by the vibe of Mimi's femtenna #I hadn't seen anyone do this hair with the antennas yet that keeps the same silhouette as regular tenna #her bangs are relaxed btw #Tenna #hold up this reminds me of the girl from robotboy actually does anyone remember that show LOL #femme genderbend human ant tenna how many layers of derivative do u want lmao

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I really like these uma designs of spamtenna.....

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I didnt see this until now omg 🥹

#hoooly shit #YURI YURI YURI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#Thank you for drawing them omg #these are so cute #🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹#my horsies

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Tenna body pillow but instead of one side being normal and the other side being horny, the other side is just a photo-realistic depiction of his light world object

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WAIT THAT'S LITERALLY HOW I DESIGNED MINE THOUGH

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YES!!!!!!!

#its not annoying dont ever worry about that #this is wonderful #I'm so glad someone had the same idea LOL #tenna

Tenna body pillow but instead of one side being normal and the other side being horny, the other side is just a photo-realistic depiction of his light world object

#untapped objectum market body pillows #that side can still horny if you're brave enough idk