"A gentleman does not cum first." @50shadesofstfu - Tumblr Blog

So easy to let go. Disposable.

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At your worst, I wanted to be near you, and loved all of you.

Without reward.

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You said we are all the same. All of us, older, wanting something from you, using you. Yet I would of done anything for you, just to be next to you. I never wanted anything but to be special, if only for a second, and for you to see you like I see you. To hear you say hi. All give, just loving you, and who you are. You turned the other way, then tossed me away. Like the person you used to write about, who you clearly never forgot, well as you forgot me, I won't forget you.

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What's tragic is, I didn't need that from you, I just wanted to be close to you. I would of been happy and content without the label. I would of never mentioned it again. With a crumb of understanding I would have been content. My love is unconditional. I felt you pulling away and I could not handle it. I could of done better, and didn't mean to smother you, but I craved you as much as I mourn you. I craved you as a human not an object. I tried to explain, but my thoughts weren't that valid, were they? We both know I was right. You left.

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Thoughts

Been while, going to vent here.

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