[55kg-goal]

I guess this is my goodbye post.

I want to delete this account and get healthy.

Never reached my goal...

Never was really happy...

But I've met the most supporting people in the world! Some may say this is the most toxic community but in fact everyone goes through the same thing as everyone here so they can understand someone's point of view. Although this is an illness and it should not be romanticized! I love every single one of you and I hope you can find your own way to happiness.

Goodbye everyone! 👋😢🙏💖

[55kg-goal]

I lowkey want to run away from this platform.

Try to get out of this shitty illness.

Get better.

Still lose weight but not die.

I feel like I'm faking everything because I've gained a lot of my weight back.

Should I stay or should I go?

Start a healthy-ish life?

A possibly happier life?

Not caring about past and toxic people?

Is there still hope for me to change everything?

Or no?

[55kg-goal]

A few cliché quotes to motivate y'all.

[55kg-goal]

✨Some random thinspo that I like✨

[55kg-goal]

I'm trying this intermittent fasting shit again✌️

[55kg-goal]

Well... I guess not today.

[55kg-goal]

I'm trying this intermittent fasting shit again✌️

[55kg-goal]

I'm sick of this shit. Due to this fuckin quarantine all I do is EAT. And gain weight! And nothing else! Like fck. Give me a fuckin break!

So I came up with a list of things to do to keep me from overeating.

Feel free to use

1. Do all the school work that I can do no matter how long it takes. No excuses.

2. Clean, bruh... My room is so messy.

3. Reading.

4. Play with dogs outside (in virus-free garden ofc)

5. Watch anime.

6. Skipping rope. Yea. Good idea.

7. Learning new language. Idk. I would like to learn Korean or Russian.

8. Do a small workout.

9. Dance like nobody's watching.

10. Water plants.

11. Customize my roller skates.

12. Draw.

13. Look at thinspo. Duh.

14. Moisturize hands because then you can't touch anything.

15. Clean makeup brushes. They're nasty.

16. Listen to music.

17. Skateboard? Yea, maybe.

18. Now, repeat.

[wannabethxn]

Lie to yourself

Tell yourself:

I’m skinny

I can’t eat more than half this because my stomach is so tiny

I don’t really like sweets that much

I just don’t think about eating

I only really like healthy food I can’t eat anything to greasy

I look really small in this sweatshirt

I am gonna order a salad because I look like I eat salads

I’m just never hungry

I am so full I could never finish this

Junk food makes me sick I don’t want it

I don’t need to eat I’m skinny so I’m gonna drink tea curled up in a ball and be hella aesthetic

I can’t eat more than a handful of food binges are impossible for me

I never overeat I just can’t eat more once I’m full

Eventually it will be true

Repeat these things to yourself. Over, and over again everyday and it will help. Think skinny, eat skinny, act skinny, or you will never be skinny.

[55kg-goal]

I want to get back on track so bad 🥺🥺🥺

[satanispretty]

Guys let’s take advantage of school being closed because of coronavirus and have a huge glow up by losing weight and taking care of our skin so that by the time we come back we’ll be really pretty 🥺

[55kg-goal]

My birthday is in 3 days and I'm still fat.

Fuck.

[55kg-goal]

I wanted to lose WEIGHT not my fucking HAIR!

[55kg-goal]

Fuuuuuck

I binged

I feel disgusting

I hate chocolate

.

[toadymcdudefart]

i’m gonna make them regret calling me fat. i’m gonna make their jaw drop when they see me. “you’ve lost so much weight” “you look amazing”.

i can’t wait.

[55kg-goal]

Me: I'm not binging this month!

Also me on March 1st: Mmm... Apple pie, chocolate and carbs😍

[55kg-goal]

For March I decided to NOT step on a scale for a whole month and weight myself at the end.

Weighing myself every weekend gives me too much anxiety.

Might go well, might go bad👀 let's see.

Starting weight 62.2kg

[55kg-goal]

All I want is happiness

And if for me happiness means skinny

Then yes

All I want is skinny.