18 || PHILIPPINES 🇵🇭 || i draw stuff (traditionally) || multi fandom and multishipper (◠‿・)—☆ || current fix: MOTM, Loomian Legacy || NOT IN COMMISSION (but planning so) ‼️REQUESTS CLOSE‼️
- My name is 5pad3s (Spades), I'm a Filipino artist who's currently a freshman in college. I do art requests and hoping to do art commissions in the near future!
What medium I use:
- I currently use watercolors, colored pencils, and sketches. I can do digital art (can someone suggest any digital art apps, besides ibis paint (╥﹏╥))
How do I submit art requests?
Just request in my blog, but remember to submit a picture of your OC since I will remove your request when it's just a description of your OC.
-pic of your OC
-what medium you want me to use (watercolor, colored pencils, pen, sketch
Art requests I accept:
OCs
BoBoiBoy Characters
Loomian Legacy Characters
Myth of the machine Casts
Your chosen character
Art requests I DO NOT accept:
Gore
NSFW
Racist shit
Discrimination art against the LGBTQ+ community
Mecha OCs
Redesigns
"AI art"
How many requests can I ask?
- You can request 1-2 drawings of your OCs or chosen character, but I will not accept requests once my inbox reaches 8.
How long are you going to post?
- I don't really have a proper schedule when it comes to posting art. I get really busy due to being a folk dancer and doing house chores. I'll only post whenever I feel like it.
Note: Once I get to college, I'll have to reduce the number of requests to 5 as to not overwork myself. I hope you understand.
I finally found a digital art app I can use! It's called Infinite Painter. However there are features that are still locked behind a one time payment, it's still a good alternative to Ibis Paint X
This was actually my first time drawing a person with a beard😗😗😗 I'm not really proud of the shading, since I'm still figuring out how to
It was really challenging yet fun to draw this lovely OC!
Please understand that I'm offering art requests of YOUR OCS. Characters that are already made, with a visual design. I am not going to guess what your OCs look like based on some description. I DRAW for FREE since I don't have the right mediums to do art commissions right now and I'm doing this to IMPROVE MY ART and expand my skill as an artist. So please submit an art request with a picture of your OC/s
Please remember that art requests are free so the least you could do is be patient and submit a clear design.
I may come off as entitled and demanding for this but I don't want to make this harder for myself and I want to enjoy drawing since in high school, I didn't get enough time to draw from how busy I got from academics and art discipline. Thank you for understanding.
This is my OC Alex (any pronouns) if you want to draw them :}
Just finished drawing this person's lovely oc! I really struggled with Alex's hair and mixing the colors that match their color scheme, but it turned out really well!
Thank you for requesting me to draw your oc☺️☺️☺️
For those who want their ocs to be drawn, just send an ask in my blog!
I love when platonic love and romantic love is so blurred that it doesn’t even matter anymore. All that matters is the devotion that’s there, the unwavering devotion
i wanted to say the last few updates have been absolute PEAK as always but also i wanna share a little silly thing that made the last update even more special to me (if youll have me)
because not only did your work allow me to discover many amazing artists amongst you and fly but i recommended myth to a friend of mine in real life and i fear we've been operating on the same braincell ever since
not to go too into detail motm has gotten us both out of a major art block and it became something we would scream to each other about while we draw
today in particular I didn't even KNOW new panels released and i actually got to read them ON THEIR phone while outside and the joy and safety to express how excited i was right then and there was refreshing yo say the least
now I don't wanna bore if this all seems mundane to the average person, but my point is that your guys' work has brought do many artists together even in spaces outside of social media which is honestly beautiful and knowing the message behind the comic is to love and create makes it better! overall i just wanted to share how moments like these mean to me and how I'm happy that the media that impacted my life as a lonely kid (cuphead+batim) continue to impact my life as a no-longer-lonely adult
if you took the time to read this i wanna say thank you and hope you have a wonderful day (and goodluck with finals)
NOT FUNNY I CRIED READING THIS OUGH MY GOODDDDD
REMINDING ME OF THE BEAUTY OF FANDOM AND WHAT IT'S ALL ABOUT
MAKING FRIENDS, MAKING ART, MAKING MEMORIES THIS IS WHAT WE WERE BORN TO DO AUGHHH
It’s going to be difficult to cover everything given the massive amount of information that has come to light, but I’ll do my best. If you feel I’ve missed any relevant details, please let me know.
Before starting, I want to make one thing clear: the document Zeal released in his defense is not proof of innocence; it’s simply his perspective. Lacking sexual experience does not give you the right to push someone else's boundaries. Likewise, being neurodivergent or having autism is never an excuse for failing to understand when someone says "no."
It is also vital to recognize that the "perfect victim" does not exist. Even if REN acted erratically at certain points, that does not strip away their status as a victim, nor does it allow us to jump to instant conclusions. We cannot start supporting Zeal or claiming REN lied while ignoring 200 pages of evidence just because the situation has become messy.
REN acknowledged (in their document, which was taken down due to mass reporting) that they may have appeared enthusiastic as a trauma response. However, we must not forget that Zeal remained the aggressor, utilizing coercion to force "consent." Furthermore, he and his accomplices—Kat, Zerum, Wil, and Cyborg—are still being held accountable for being homophobic, transphobic, racist, misogynistic, and ableist. Their track record as overall toxic individuals remains unchanged.
With that in mind, I will summarize the defense document, the multi-tweet threads, and REN's recent statements, alongside new information regarding Zeal’s actions—points that his supporters have yet to address. I’m not claiming to have the absolute truth; I am simply presenting the information that has surfaced so we can look at the full picture.
Following his hospitalization on April 9th, Zeal’s family released these responses on his behalf. According to their statement, Zeal remains offline under medical supervision without personal internet access. He reportedly wrote most of the 10,000-word document on a borrowed laptop while in the hospital, with his mother helping to structure and post it, as well as reading supportive messages aloud to him.
The Timeline and Hospitalization
Zeal claims that when the 145+ page document was dropped on April 8th, he immediately signed off to write a defense because he believed the claims were false. However, within 24 hours, he experienced what he calls "mass abandonment"—friends, co-workers, and idols blocking and distancing themselves before he could respond. He states this spiral led to his suicide attempt that same night. He remains hospitalized and describes the process of writing this document as "painful, grueling, and deeply humiliating," but necessary to defend his name.
The Core Defense: Mutual Interaction
Zeal’s central claim is that the encounters during RDC 2025 were mutual and consensual the entire time. He points to their five-year history of flirting and notes that REN had been constantly venting to him about their mental health and past relationships. His detailed version of the events:
September 3rd: After comforting REN (who was crying in the lobby) with permitted hugs, they invited him to their room. He claims they initiated the first kiss ("Can I kiss you?"). He denies aggressive pinning, stating they simply interlocked fingers. He asserts that when they said "it hurts," he immediately stopped, checked if they were okay, and only tried again after they said yes. He notes there was no penetration that night; he was embarrassed by his "poor performance" and even joked about writing a "Google Doc" about how bad he was at it.
September 4th: They reportedly bought lube together. He describes this second encounter as slower, at REN’s pace, and involving more consent checks. Again, he states no penetration occurred. Afterward, they showered together and REN slept on his chest.
Specific Rebuttals to Graphic Claims
Zeal provides verbatim counters to the most serious allegations:
Physical Restraint: He denies "pinning them down," stating his only intention was to hold their hands.
Physical Contact: He denies "aggressive" fingering, claiming it was merely "poorly" done. He asserts REN was visually guiding him by doing it themselves.
The Oral Incident: He denies forcing a finger down their throat, explaining that his long hair accidentally fell into their mouth once.
The Word "No": He claims that when they said "no" to something later, it was in a "laughingly embarrassed" tone, and he covered up immediately. He insists he provided aftercare (washing them both up) and was not dismissive.
Post-Event Evidence
Zeal’s strongest evidence consists of logs and social media posts from REN following RDC. He highlights a tweet where they praised him for "not trying anything uncomfortable" and messages calling him "gentle," "soft," and "handsome." He notes that they continued to send explicit fantasies and drawings weeks later while they were thousands of miles apart, arguing this contradicts an immediate assault narrative.
Breach of Trust and Conclusion
Zeal explains his eventual distance as a reaction to REN disclosing their private intimacy to six people and team members against his wishes, which he viewed as a major breach of trust. He also alleges they harassed other staff members with uncomfortable DMs. He claims he tried to distance himself slowly to avoid triggering them.
Ultimately, Zeal owns his "communication failures" and blurred professional lines but refuses the "assault" label. He suggests REN may now genuinely feel the encounter was non-consensual due to retroactive trauma processing and their mental health history, but argues that their contemporaneous words show otherwise. He clarifies that no other team members were present during the encounters; they only learned about it from REN afterward.
Evidence of Culpability That Cannot Be Refuted
Beyond the narrative presented in the counter-document, there are several critical points and pieces of evidence that suggest Zeal’s accountability, many of which remain unaddressed or are exacerbated by his own defense.
First, a major point of concern involves Zeal’s awareness of who he was interacting with. Despite claiming to have known REN for five years, records show he asked for their age thirteen days after the incident; he was also reportedly unaware of their real name at that time. This raises a disturbing red flag: it suggests Zeal proceeded with the encounters while believing there was a possibility that REN could have been a minor.
Then there’s this absolute piece of shit statement in his document: "Consent given cannot be retracted 6 months later." Not only is this fundamentally untrue, as it dismisses the reality of how victims process abuse, but it also inadvertently implies that genuine consent was never established from the start. This pathetic line of reasoning seeks to invalidate victims who take time to understand or come forward about their trauma, which is a common and documented psychological response.
Regarding REN's behavior following the event, it is essential to look at it through a lens of trauma. The reactions and interactions Zeal cites as "proof of enjoyment" can be explained as hypersexuality or "fawning," which are recognized coping mechanisms used by survivors to navigate the aftermath of an assault.
Finally, the document appears to be selectively edited to favor Zeal's narrative. He notably omitted a section where REN explained the concept of consent to him, as well as an indirect admission where he apologized and cited being "excited" as a reason for his actions. Additionally, his defense fails to provide any logical explanation for the physical bruising on REN's neck, leaving a significant piece of physical evidence completely unaddressed.
Current Updates from REN
After seeing REN’s latest updates on their server, I’m even more convinced of where I stand. Even if this has turned into a "he said, they said" mess, we have to keep supporting REN. Trauma isn't a clean, perfect story, and a polished document can't erase the reality of what happened.
It honestly makes me sick and sad to see who’s actually defending Zeal. It’s mostly just little kids who care more about a video game than a human being's life, along with irresponsible, stupid adults who choose to be blind to the facts. It’s revolting.
At the end of the day, supporting a victim shouldn't be up for debate. Despite how much information is being thrown around, the core of this situation hasn't changed. Stay with REN.
Just came back to digital art! Here are some color reference of my motm oc Selene Moonlight
A fun fact about her: the things she's wearing on her ankles are actually ankle weights! She wears them whenever she's bored and goes wandering outside her home or whenever she's training her body. What she's wearing is about 3kg.
