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[710reeferance]

can we talk about addictions 

can you give me something to belive in

now things are moving faster

and your heading for a disater

if yu cant remain calm

when something you dont like is happening

you gonna lose all the friends you been trying to hold on to

your explosive nature is consumed but desire to change and conrol all the things about others that make them lose control

your holding on to chapters and im letting go

of the things that used to hold ,e back and you cant get that fair of your holding on to the same things that have been holding you back

go a little fast and move a little quicker 

getting to whee you need to go doesnt make sense gto keep hldiong on to the things that kept you in the past in the first place

[710reeferance]

bro its almost summer and i can feel that sweet change in the air. things are starting to unwind into the new start of the new beging. where will this summer take us and where will we end up by winter

[710reeferance]

why do i feel so much guilt a few minuets after smoking?

guilt from smoking

guilt from waiting to long to smoke

guilt for thins i said

things i did

thoughts i shared

things i neglected

for sleeping to long

DO YOU FEEL GUILTING AFTER SMOKING

[wide-eyes-large-fries]

I want something real,something solid.

Something I’ve built.something I’ve created.

I wanted something with fertility and strength.

I want my empire to build this foundations on which others build them selves.

The words I speak will come through actions of art.

Open their eyes and show them how to believe in more than the shit we survived through.

[wide-eyes-large-fries]

march 27th, 2020. This is how far we’ve come.

to look forward to the morning ,to go to bed excited for the next day.

therers some virus running around ,keeping people inside.

things have put a pause into play. no work,no school. But i am thankful for this moment.

this chance to get things organized without worrying about the extra things in life.

I wonder if this is how it feels to be retired. 

stores close early and alot of places are closed.

but i dont mind doing my shopping online.

kinda scary to think that things could get worse. but kind fun to think about it and play into the idea of this turning into a dyspohia.

[710reeferance]

Dec 12th 2020. Things arent the same. I feeel like im pulled back to the past, i feel like the cycle is about to start again and i am scared. I feel like i am so close to becoming one of the very monstes ive escaped.

[exgynocraticgrrl-archive-deacti]

[Note: When J. Elliot refers to her being classed as one of ‘your people’ in relation to black people of color, it’s based on her reputation of being an outspoken, anti-racism ally].

- Jane Elliot on the Oprah Winfrey Show panel on racism in 1992.

[odinsblog]

White people get deeply offended hearing black people speak this truth, so maybe hearing Jane Elliot say it will cut through the white fragility: White people’s default setting is racism. Because America’s default setting is racism. That doesn’t mean they cannot unlearn it, but anti-Blackness is so ubiquitous in Western culture that unlearning racism is not something that just magically happens because you think you’re a good person. It’s not something you attain and then forget about. It’s a perishable skill.

Nobody becomes “not racist” by repeatedly declaring “But hey, I’M not racist” on social media. Becoming “not racist” is defined by conscious choice, coupled with actions—like listening to black people, calling out racism, and not saying or doing racist things—that prove you aren’t racist. Being “not racist” is something that needs to be worked on CONSTANTLY.

[mariesbookblog]

^^^^^

[thebootydiaries]

i’ve been having way too much fun on twitter lately

[710reeferance]

[hallucin8]

♥️🍭bæ🍭♥️ this vday we fallin in love w ourselves

[gilletteswift89]

Want to know how corrupt the pharmaceutical industry is?

See this?

This is called Afrezza. It’s an inhaler for diabetic insulin. That’s right. An inhaler. That means no more needles. It’s only for fast acting insulin, but it could still vastly improve the life of a lot of diabetics. 

Imagine having to constantly prick yourself with needles to keep yourself alive, and then suddenly there’s a new product that could change the whole way you live your life for the better.

And here’s the thing: it works. It works really really well. People with diabetes that have been lucky enough to have used it think it’s amazing.

But sadly, it’s probably going to end up as a failure because the pharmaceutical company (a French company called Sanofi) that was in charge of marketing it didn’t care enough to actually try. Not only that, but they made it incredibly expensive so hardly anyone could afford it. Most people have never heard of it, and the way things are going, no one else ever will.

Please reblog this to raise awareness of this product and hopefully get another company to market it. It could change so many lives.

[montanamusings]

It would change and save my life. If there’s one thing I hate in the top 5 most in this world. It’s the fucking pharmaceutical, money mongering, heartless industry.

[kushndreams]

Vibe 🌻🌻🌻🌻🌬🌬🌬

[thankyoufortrippingwithme-deact]

Hi I’m really high I love you all please be friends with me thank you I love you

[laceforest]

adult: what do you want to be when you grow up?

me: an old lady with a garden, soulmate, tons of animals, & a peaceful forest home

[lifted-d]

had a nice lil chill night by myself for once 😇

[bassiter]

hey, i’m saying this as a guy who is extremely dysphoric and as binary as it gets, and who used to proudly call himself “tru/scum” about 3-4 years ago,

there’s really very little that separates that ideology from terf ideology, no matter how much you might think otherwise. 

it starts out with the notion of “you’re not really trans unless you’ve medically transitioned”, to which they get asked, “so you’re saying that for all the years you wanted to transition medically but couldn’t afford to, you weren’t actually trans?”

so they backtrack. and then it’s “well okay, you’re not trans unless you at least PLAN to medically transition if you haven’t already.” the response to THAT is, “what about people living in countries where that just isn’t possible? or people with health issues that would arise if they took hormones or got surgery?”

which is generally still pretty reasonable to them, so, 

“fine, you have to at least WANT to transition. you have to HAVE gender dysphoria in the first place.”

and once you’ve gotten to that point, you have exactly 2 choices:

concede that each trans person is different, therefore each trans person is going to conceptualize dysphoria differently, and therefore it only follows that SOME may not actually consider the disconnect between their identity and assigned gender to be dysphoria at all. understand that even binary trans people defy a cis binary, and therefore by attempting to uphold it, you’re only harming yourself in the process. abandon this ideology altogether.

try to personally decide what dysphoria and Being Trans should mean for EVERYONE.

picking the second one comes from a place of desperation, honestly. it comes from insecurity in your own transness and a desire to justify it. you take the resentment from being told by a transphobic society that you’re not the gender you say you are, and you decide to turn around and say the exact same thing to others. “if you haven’t suffered as much as me, i don’t want you in here.” at its core, that’s understandable, and it’s something to pity, because you somehow REALLY don’t realize that you’re not doing any better than cis transphobes.

 especially because you don’t even realize that if you’re stuck in that mindset and that community for too long, you’ll only be subjecting yourself to more transphobia. 

because you WILL be on the recieving end of it, sooner or later. 

no matter how dysphoric you might be, even openly so, someone in that community will find something to nitpick about you and claim it as proof that YOU are “faking it.” best case scenario, that incident changes your mind about this whole thing. worst - and unfortunately more likely - that incident will push you into upholding a Trans Persona that isn’t even you.

i don’t expect this to be the post that changes anyone’s mind immediaely, bc it even took ME a while to just. Accept that every trans experience is different. and to shed enough internalized transphobia to also accept that Opting Out Of A Cis Binary should in fact be encouraged for anyone who’s uncomfortable with it and not be behind a wall of prerequisites.

but i hope it can at least be a push in that direction for anyone currently stuck in that mindset - bc even if you aren’t harassing people or an active part of that community, i promise you’ll feel a lot better in general once you fully come to believe that NO ONE, including yourself, has to do any one thing to “prove” that they’re trans.

[kimreesesdaughter]

May you NEVER be in a position to not afford your rent!

Sending good vibes to everyone with rent, utilities and more bills than bills! Better days are ahead.

[catniphoe]

Her eyes r closed but her third eye open

[trainthief]

Literally just romanticize your own life. What’s stopping you. Who will care. Commit to enjoying things.