hmmmmmm

 some thoughts and not thoughts

[angelicdewdrop]

vintage lamp claw clips by heyricochet

[45percenterthen]

so much of life is needing to pee. enough already

[ryebreadgf]

so it’s a wednesday night in july and you’re at home and you’ve showered and you’ve masturbated and you’ve gnawed at the inside of your mouth and you’ve eaten and washed the dishes and fixed a corner of the fitted sheet on your bed and texted your grandmother and thought positive thoughts and still the feeling comes. what then

[narutwitter]

[justineportraits]

Eliseu Visconti     Nu Féminin     1894

[queermasculine]

[gripping the sink] perfectionism does not help me avoid embarrassment or shame. perfectionism is in itself a form of shame. when i struggle with perfectionism i struggle with shame. when i struggle with perfectionism i struggle with shame. when i struggle with perfectionism i struggle with shame

[78549]

i think what really set me off aside from only sleeping like 4 hours during the 12 hours i was not at work for and just being deeply tired in a cumulative way was seeing this person who is 1/2 of a super sweet middle aged lesbian couple my ex and i knew and were friendly with and hearing her try to explain to someone else how we met without mentioning my ex which clearly meant that she had heard about it through her wife from my ex

[78549]

feeling once again terribly heartbroken and i know it comes and goes but it feels irreparable and like another horrible piece of this break up is waiting around the corner to make it even worse. i've been going nonstop and spending time with friends but i had to go home and rest this afternoon and i wish there was someone physically present in this city who i feel deeply and comfortably connected with but the only person i had that with was her and she left me! happy pride

[romanceangel]

I COULD HAVE REALLY LOVED YOU, BY TRACEY EMIN 2011

[theworldimworkingtowards]

[gelphienation]

no one:

magazines at the boutique yarn store:

[and-fishing-equipment]

daily affirmations:

i am kind

i am in control of my emotions

it does not bother me when someone is in the kitchen while i was planning to be in there alone

everyone in the house has the right to be in the kitchen

i am kind and in control of my emotions even when someone is in the kitchen while i was planning to be in there alone

[rockabillywife]

Happy birthday Paul McCartney

[natequarter]

completely sober in the club googling WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?

[cosmogenous2]

torture myself or torture myself? tough choice

[78549]

i am

a) devastatingly heartbroken

b) on day 10 of 17 straight days of working

c) sick

d) on my period

[78549]

my mom was like relationships are hard because that's your person and you share everything with them and then it winds up feeling like they knifed you in the neck