• you just have to ask ⤳ oneshot, 1,610 words, canon universe, angst, feelings realization
• i'm yours already, don't break me ⤳longfic, work in progress, omegaverse, unplanned pregnancy, alpha harumi, omega matsuri, smut, angst, idiots in love, college setting
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• cigarette duet ⤳oneshot, 2,259 words, modern setting, smut, keqing is stupid, ningguang is annoying, beidou and keqing are friends, crack
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about me: i'm a twenty years old woman. i'm a big fan of horror movies, i like playing calming video games like animal crossing and stardew valley but ironically i don't really like horror games. i spend most of my time watching movies/shows and reading fics. i mostly read angsty fics with toxic relationships and fucked up characters but if you've read my fics you'll notice most of them are fluffly. the reason for that is that i use writing as a coping mechanism so i prefer writing about cute moments for my ships. also it takes a lot of energy out of me to write really angsty fics but sometimes i'm in the mood for an emotional rollercoaster lol. i'm currently battling with an opiate addiction, which is why i haven't put out a lot of content but lately writing is really helping me cope so yeah. but still, please be patient with me i don't have a schedule for writing and as i've said life is rough at the moment
rules: honestly i'm open to anything on this blog. you can ask me about my fics, tell me about your day, ask questions about me (obviously not personnal information like my adress or boob size 😭), give me fic recs or send me your fics i will be happy to read them! ideas, shows and movies,etc. we can discuss anything really, there is no need to be shy and there is an anonymous option in the ask box for those who are really shy <3
ships i love: harumatsu, qingguang, kokoyae, kokoeimiko, kaebedo, dainkae, tamber, harlivy, emison, jikook/taekook/vminkook (only in fiction, i don't ship them in real life), namo/sanayeon/samoyeon (same i don't ship irl),
ships i like: kokoei, eimiko, jeanlisa, ninglan, mira harberg x laurie, choni, beidou x ganyu, posie, shenhe x yun jin, haleb, spoby, aria x men her age 🤨
ships i'm curious/would like to read about: chilumi, zhongli ships, lisa x la signora
woah i decided to reread the omegaverse harumatsuri fic and i was like damn this is good lmao i can't believe i wrote that 😭 and then i saw people still commenting in 2025 (thank you very much for the love) and so i checked my drafts and tell me why chapter 4 is basically complete...... i blue balled you guysbfor lile 2 years im so sorry lol but seriously i was and am still going thru a lot so pls be patient with me 🙏 all i can say is: the fic is not abandoned and the recent comments asking for more encouraged me to give you guys the rest as soon as possible i just need to retouch some things for the chapter to be ready! <3
alright it's time for me the reread the omegaverse harumatsuri fic to familiarise myself again with the fools in love who are not aware kissing, fucking & having a featus growing slowly but surely usually means they like LIKE each other....
oh of course i won't forget to the comments it never get tiring 🥺
this tumblr is so funny bc it's just me lying about how i'll be writing and posting the next chapter at nighttime which i obviously don't do.... I just know ppl who enjoy the fic want to land an airplane on me 💔. it's even worse when you're not aware youre lying cuz each times i told u guys to be prepared for a new chapter upload i also believed it 😭
guys im so sorry for the delay once again, i was very sick bc of some issues i talked abt a few times on here, i won't mention it much but you can check my posts (last post actually pretty much sums it up) if you're curious. didn't expect it would last this long i feel bad for taking so long to update the fic 😞 I'm planning on making a schedule for writing time & with some organization figure out a day to release 1 chapter every 2 weeks probably (once a week would be a bit hard for me & more pressure/worse quality) so i can finally stop making you guys wait months or more like a year between chapters damn 😭 this is abt the harumatsu omegaverse fic obviously, still my number 1 priority
dunno if anyone's up right now, i wanted to post a bit of the next chapter maybe the scene I've been going feral over & teasing the readers for way too long (forgive me) lmao um so if u see this post & are interested in a more revealing teaser ig just interact with this post anyway you like! no need to comment or reblog if ur shy no worries! <3
i think im getting my motivation back to try to write again and if i do im definitely picking up the omegaverse harumatsu where i left it. they have a lot of angst to go thru after all....
omg guys im so sorry i swear even in the worst case scenario you'll get the new chapter in no more than 3 days, the 3 days being a safety net because unfortunately i had an important appointment yesterday but it didn't go the way i wanted, very upsetting day tbh. so i'd rather not tell you what time i'll be posting if the chapter's not ready. i'll be more careful in the future
in my other post i said i didn't if i would include the spicy scene that had me in a chokehold yesterday but since i let you guys down i have to make things right so there's no bad feeling (and i can finally not be the only one going insane over this scene lol)
atp u can call me a liar & i won't blame u 😔 for my defense.........ummmmmm well addict problems.......lmaooo seriously addiction beat tf out of me & had me lying like a dead body on my bad for 2 weeks & it wasn't fun to put it nicely
sorry for accidentally lying to those who follow the harumatsu omegaverse fic i should probably shut up next time and just randomly drop the chap 😭
i think im getting my motivation back to try to write again and if i do im definitely picking up the omegaverse harumatsu where i left it. they have a lot of angst to go thru after all....
omg guys im so sorry i swear even in the worst case scenario you'll get the new chapter in no more than 3 days, the 3 days being a safety net because unfortunately i had an important appointment yesterday but it didn't go the way i wanted, very upsetting day tbh. so i'd rather not tell you what time i'll be posting if the chapter's not ready. i'll be more careful in the future
in my other post i said i didn't if i would include the spicy scene that had me in a chokehold yesterday but since i let you guys down i have to make things right so there's no bad feeling (and i can finally not be the only one going insane over this scene lol)
had a horny omegaverse harumatsu thought and was about to share it with y'all but it turned into a spicy scene so i'm keeping it for the fic im definitely finishing this scene right now since im inspired and motivated lmao. i'll try to complete the next chapter in the same sitting, i don't know if this specific scene will make it in the new chapter but it's definitely going in the fic, don't worry!
also by "I'll try to complete it in one sitting" i meant i will definitely have the new chapter ready for today! i'll try to have it up around 1pm EST 🫶 if u reread the fic or the last chapter to refresh ur memory since it's been way too long i'd really appreciate it if u could comment what u'd like to see in this fic, if u want more spicy moments or less, more angst (these poor girls...), i mean any suggestions is welcome! i'll try to make everyone happy while keeping the fic consistent/following the outline i made.
i'll keep the suggestions i can't include in this fic for oneshots/other longfics! if u don't have any suggestions, no pressure to force yourself to think abt it ofc alright bye i hope i don't disappoint 😭
i think im getting my motivation back to try to write again and if i do im definitely picking up the omegaverse harumatsu where i left it. they have a lot of angst to go thru after all....
do we all agree harley whimpered after pam put the pillow over her face and after an awkward silence the pillow was thrown aside with pam's fingers closing lightly around harley's throat, ler lips whispering teasing words against harley's parted lips & heavy breaths while ivy's other hand was traveling down harley's stomach.....
reading the comments on my harumatsu omegaverse fic to cheer myself up into writing again but omg all the comments are so lovely and funny i never expected this fic to get much attention let alone be loved so this means a lot to me 😭🥹 i'll write small bits here and there until i can put out a new chapter, pinky promise!<3 i'm really thankful to all the readers who comment bc it shows me people like my stuff and encourages me to write more but i'm also thankful to the readers who don't comment but still keep up with my fic 💜 never expected my rarepair fic to interest more than 2 ppl it's really incredible to see!
i'm very sick right now because of my drug addiction and everything is difficult to do for me. i had to drop out of uni and i'm working myself to death because i need the money so i'm asking once again every dear reader to be a bit more patient with me so i can write a great chapter to make up for the long wait..🙏
"It's not my fault they're jewish" THIS. THIS. just because jews were victims once doesn't mean that what's happening right now isn't a genocide. these two instances do not negate one another. it is not anti-semitic to call for a ceasefire, to call for a liberation of Palestine. it is the moral, human thing to do. more than TWENTY THOUSAND PALESTINIANS HAVE DIED. how is this not a genocide? how is this not a targeted murder of civilians? how is this not an ethnic cleansing, an attempt to thin out Palestinians, as Netanyahu himself has called for?
how is calling for the ceasefire a target against jews? this isn't about ANYONE but Palestinians and the oppression, physical and emotional torture they have faced for 75 years.
