Gray

Polyfragmented DID system gray they/them collectively Not completely sfw!

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Hello!

Our name is Gray and we go by they/them pronouns or ask!

(But always feel free to use Gray and they/them!)

We are a polyfragmented DID system

There are nearly 50 of us rn! We have many aesthetics, interests, and opinions within our collective so unless it involves real life or major character d*ath feel free to talk to us about nearly anything!! We are 22 bodily.

This is NOT a vent blog!

We will tag anything with “vent tw” if we happen to and also put it under a read more!

Conversation starters:

Who’s fronting?

Who are your current frequent fronters?

Is there anyone who wants to introduce themselves?

What are X’s favorite songs?

Etc!

Have a fantastic day!

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Plural Culture is "I know we just switched. I am absolutely not the person who was just fronting.

But who the fuck am I??"

[spongeknife]

This is just a reminder that you can change

It's not "faking" if you change, it doesn't mean you made it up then or you're making it up now

THIS INCLUDES alter personality

you might be a protector now who doesn't know how to laugh, maybe in the future you'll identify more with caregiver and laugh all the time

maybe you're a gatekeeper but in the future you identify more with a persecutor

maybe you just like cats now and you hated them before

or you held an opinion you don't think anymore

that's OKAY, i can even go and say that it's perfectly normal/reasonable

people (singlets) do it all the time, it's part of life

you will experience new things that give new perspectives and new ideas

and a lot of time, it's simply unhealthy to try and stay the exact same and not adapt

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New post on the $5 tier

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New p!treon exclusive video!!! User is 47andcounting 🫶🫶

[sys-polls]

does specific music work as a "front trigger" for certain alters?

yes, for at least one alter!

yes, but only sometimes/not consistently.

nope.

unsure/maybe?

other/it's complicated! (explain in tags?)

[not a traumagenic system/see-results button]

Voting ended onFeb 16, 2024

- amaranth.

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24 Hour Mood Tracker W/ Switches and Comments | 47 & Counting

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This is the actual mood chart, but there's a lot of really interesting information in the actual post!

P-treon: 47andcounting

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I should’ve been that annoying little girl with a temper who shrieks at boy bands and loves the color pink. I should’ve been exactly who I wanted to be, which was annoying. I get it. Too loud and obnoxious and girly. But I was a little girl and sometimes little girls are too loud and obnoxious and god forbid girly. I should have been her. So yes I love Shake it Off by Taylor Swift and yes I listen to Olivia Rodrigo sometimes and yes I wear a lot of pink and maybe our femme alters like being femme a little too much. I don’t care.

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I'd like to comment on Augury's post on our Patreon, which you can find, here, discusses our ages and how we feel about them, focusing on his discontent to put it lightly. I want to firstly say I, just as the rest of the system, have been deeply saddened by Augury's sadness and fear in regards to his existence. I am on your side, Augury, no matter what.

I also want to confirm that it's true I am more than content with my age, but I don't think that makes Augury any less valid in his discontent. I am a snapshot of the girl we maybe should have been, given my role as an ANP and a mood stabilizer, my love of pink, and Taylor Swift. But you are not. You are very much a snapshot of who we actually were at the time, and while you're right that we made such a promise, we have no choice but to make amendments.

Augury, you are not alone.

-Sadie (she) (15)

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Anyone else feel “front magnetic?” Like ur not completely frontlocked but on the more so rare occasion someone else fronts, it’s only a matter of time before you come back.

Yes, often

Yes, sometimes

Yes

Rarely

No

Answers

Voting ended onFeb 10, 2024

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On Age In A DID System [Augury] | 47 & Counting

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My thoughts on being a system middle, compared to the thoughts of some headmates

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switch tracker over about a 24-hour period available to ALL patrons

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I’m posting my first patreon video and I’m so nervous. I’m just gonna keep posting content and celebrate when it pays off lol

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Get more from 47 & Counting on Patreon

dissociative identity disorder lifestyle vlogs

It's here for anyone who was wondering

Will be posting content by the end of the week

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I've officially got a plan in place for the 47 & Counting Patreon! The $1 tier will have vlogs, mood trackers, and resources I get from my therapist. I will be launching it hopefully by the end of the week.

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Alter outfits

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Hello. My name is Augury. I’m using this blog instead of the system little one because I wouldn’t call myself a little, and would be iffy on child part. I am 14 years old. I am a s*icidal ideation holder and a sh urge holder. I feel nothing right now which is favorable but i feel the anger and fear and sadness trying to take over. Im sorry.

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To Augury,

I have no words for the anger I feel for you. It’s stifled rn by our medicine but it’s there and it’s real and so are you. You are more than your role of an ideation holder. You are more than just depressed, or upset, or self-loathing. You are more.

-Remi (she)