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[sixpenceee]

Some deeper messages from Donald Glover’s: This is America. 

[90noname]

Things have changed so much since my last post.

We’re no longer trying to conceive.

I don’t even know if we’re still we.

He still lives here.

We don’t talk anymore.

Everything has changed and he blames me but I say it’s our lack of communication.

[gif87a-com]

The Book of Names lists each person murdered at Auschwitz

[squishymamasboy]

#and you have to remember how many names are most likely missing#from rushed trains and burned lists#from rushed transports and people who died on the death marchs#what about the names from people who died after their liberation#and then…#this is only Auschwitz#this was the biggest camp yes#but just one of many#and then remember sobibor and belsec#and try not to feel sick

[kitchenwitchupinthisbitch]

I remember my HS teacher did a visual experiment with us. He showed us a 8 ½ X 11 sheet of paper with 0s all over it in 12 pt font. He asked us just how many we sheets until we get 1,000 zeros? 10,000? 100,000? 100,000? He showed us a box of paper and asked us if that was enough to be 100,000. We all said “Well yeah!” Wrong! Then he asked us how much until 1,000,000? SOOO many boxes FULL of those 8 ½ X 11 sheets. The visual experiment was for us to have some tangible idea of how many lives were lost in the Holocaust. We just couldn’t believe it. Once you put it into perspective, give it a visual, it’s just SO much.

[90noname]

The magnitude of this is just heartbreaking

[doctorwho247]

Wishing Doctor Who fans everywhere a Happy New Year!

[90noname]

So I was going to post about me ovulating right now and how we were going to try for a baby for the first time but instead his friend is so shit faced drunk that we have to put him up for the night cause he can’t drive back to his own damn house.

Now I’m just Sitting here crying on the bed.

[90noname]

Um we just said fuck it and now I’m laying here because they say to lay down after sex when you’re ttc.

If didn’t really feel different. Idk I thought I would be able to feel him cum inside me...? Idk. But it didn’t feel much different.

Laying here does because I feel like it’s going to spill out of me lol it’s not and the fastest swimmers are already on their way but idk lol it’s just like..leaking.

Please send some baby dust our way. 👶🏻

[90noname]

So I was going to post about me ovulating right now and how we were going to try for a baby for the first time but instead his friend is so shit faced drunk that we have to put him up for the night cause he can’t drive back to his own damn house.

Now I’m just Sitting here crying on the bed.

[90noname]

I just did something

I swear to god its going to change our whole lives.

listen closely 

[90noname]

I feel like this needs to get mentioned.

We literally fought in the car on his way to work before Halloween I think. I had to drop him off and I had hit my limit. He was mad and so was I and I was just like we can’t keep doing this. You accuse me of stuff and you’re wrong about it and yet you won’t work on things with me. He got mad because everyone was telling me to leave him and I was like no they were supporting my decision my choice because I felt like I was ready to leave you.

It was an intense conversation. We got everything out and in the end we fixed it. We got to his work and he was crying and so was I. I told him that I wanted to leave but I wouldn’t be fighting this hard to fix things if I didn’t want to stay. I only wanted to leave if I didn’t see us going anywhere.

Since then, we’ve both been trying to do better and we’re both happier. He’s moving forward and so am I and together we are moving forward. Now, I feel like we’re back on track and ready to settle down again.

[90noname]

We may have just decided

On a boy name.

We were gushing over Leonardo dicaprio and I was like how about naming our son Leonardo and he’s like I’m down.

Let’s see if we actually use it lol

[90noname]

Lol so my cousin is pregnant right now and her husband came up with some dumb names and then he said Thor and I was like yes name him Thor if he’s a boy lol (they’re hoping for a girl) and she’s like no. So we went to go watch Thor last night and I told Eric if we ever have a boy we can name him Thor. I’m totally down lol and he just gave me this look like 😧 lol so I’m guessing that was a no.

Oh and he doesn’t care for Leonardo anymore 🙄

[90noname]

If you have me on other social media outlets PLEASE don’t say anything or even hint at it.

WE ARE OFFICIALLY TRYING TO CONCEIVE.

FINALLY.

Only one person besides my boyfriend knows.

I bought ovulation tests.

I bought pregnancy tests.

I bought prenatal pills (rainbow light prenatal one, in case anyone is curious).

We’re excited.

Idk what happened. One minute it was like I was just bugging him for a baby (we’ve worked past our issues that we were having in October). Then all of a sudden he’s like let’s have a baby. He seems to have got his priorities in order over the last couple of months. Maybe it’s because he had a birthday lol he’s 26 now 🙄 whatever it is I’m glad he’s moving forward with me instead of staying stuck without me.

We both want a girl and even though I know it’s not a sure thing we’re trying to go off of the old wives tales and such to have a baby girl. In reality though, we’re happy with either one. I can’t wait to be pregnant.

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

Tips for Improving Your life

1. Listen to what you want to do, not what others want you to do.

2. Listen to who you want to be, not who others want you to be.

3. Stop hiding your true thoughts and feelings; start being true to who you really are.

4. Stop criticizing and putting yourself down; start appreciating and loving who you are.

5. Stop saying yes when you’d much rather say no.

6. Start dreaming more, and trying different things.

7. Forget about the past and enjoy what’s happening now.

8. Appreciate the good things and the beauty, and life’s joys.

[bob-belcher]

[90noname]

Lately I feel like I'm in a cloudy fog or a daze

I think my relationship is ending and I'm literally hanging on to every good moment trying not to make it happen. Then there's something that's like "why is this not a red flag to you?" And "why doesn't this make you want to run?" I just can't stand to be around him anymore and I think that's my say of hardening myself so that when it happens it won't hurt as much. We just don't fit together. I thought we worked because we were opposites but we are too different to make this work. I can feel it in all the parts of myself that make me ME.

[hookandthedaggersxvx]

Virginity only matters if you’re lighting the black flame candle to summon witches.

[wishuponawish]

Actually, When people talk about “blood of a virgin”, what’s actually meant is “virgin blood”, aka blood that’s never before been used in a ritual.

Therefore, virginity doesn’t matter for anything.

[fuckingconversations]

*noises of comprehension and frustration that I didn’t make that connection before*

[duckuwu]

#like olive oil friends #it’s not because the olive never had sex

[myhappyenvelopes]

Reblogging for the olive oil tag lol the olive never had sex lol

[upthehillart]

s c a r r e d

[looksfromtheoc]

how did they find a shirt that’s the exact same colour as his eyes

[90noname]

Ugh am I just stupid or is this something we have to work through??

We fought before 6am this morning. Like seriously. You say 2 babies our whole relationship and now all of a sudden you're saying 1 of course I'm going to be mad. Like wtf. And then you tell me to go ask Brandon to help me with our problems. Like fuck you. QUIT BEING A LITTLE BITCH AND TALK TO ME!! Like idk what you want me to do. You don't want to talk about but yet it obviously still bothers you. You acted like you had moved on and then you bring it up out of no where. No. Just no. That's not how it works.