. . . m e m o r i e s . . .

[91strings-blog]

This muse will be under co.!

Some things might change and some might  not.

I’ll re-vamp naomi a tad bit however my activity will still remain very slow, possibly one reply a week if not one reply every two weeks I’ll see.

Sorry to the people who have been waiting for a reply! I’ll still keep our thread going because I don’t think I’ll change my muse much, I might make her fear towards males a little bit less harsh so it’s easier for male muses to interact with her as well (I’ve been told a few times by people that they wanted to interact but the position my muse was in made it difficult for them to find a way OTL) I also might take away her background--or switch it to something different.

@chaewn

@kadvs​

@abraccassus​

@michikoxhamada

[91strings-blog]

Booo sorry for my inactivity and lack of repliesbut I’ve been busy with studies and exams so you will all have to wait for next week to finish in order to get some replies from me ; u ;

[originalites]

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[nocturnexsins-archived]

Reblog if you are willing to do toxic ships

Not every love is sweet and kind Sometimes, love is dangerous Poisonous, addictive, obsessive Leaving emotional, mental and physical scars Don’t want to walk away, refuse to let go To need, no matter how much it hurts To know the same pain is returned Because some don’t want just the sweet They crave the bitter too

[zaraei-deactivated20170109]

—       being noisy again ? probably. but ever since kady got in a relationship, it seemed so difficult for her to keep her mouth shut and truth to be told now, it also looked like she was even more open about certain topics she, maybe, shouldn’t be approaching that easily whenever she’s with her friends. which happened that day. and so, their meal together turned into a very stranger, but also awkward meeting which kady didn’t really know how to handle. plush lips wrapped around the straw of her drink, gaze shifting to the table as she hummed quietly—    just to release a deep sigh afterwards. ❛ I—    did not mean to … you know, trigger any bad memories. it’s just … maybe talking it through would help ? because this seems to be bothering you and I may not know many details about the whole thing. just—   don’t sink too much. ❜ she was ready to give naomi one of those boring and yet motivational speeches right there and right now, but instead, she cut it short for the moment—   in fact, she’s risking a lot to making the situation even more difficult.  

[91strings-blog]

The question was if it was even right for herself to feel that way, did she even have the right to feel hurt? Was it just her mind making her believe things and make up stories in order to make the situation hurt less than it actually did? It was true that Jiyeon had chosen her career over their relationship but the only one to blame that for was herself, if only she hadn’t been so problematic. If only she wouldn’t of been craving security and affection. But most of all, if only she didn’t bother the elder every night with her heavy pants and loud crying. ‘’I....’’ Naomi’s lips had parted to speak but pursed together tightly seconds later since the violinist didn’t even know where to start, her mind was empty at first and now it was filled with so many thoughts that she felt as if she was going to burst in tears. Her hands that were holding onto the paper cup of her drink began to tremble lightly, however, the woman had smiled simply in return with a shake of her head. ‘’It’s nothing important or to worry about. People come and go....thats how life works. Some stay and some don’t.’’ for some reason she decided to reply with that, completely overshadowing the fact that it wasn’t just the breakeup that began to fill up her mind, there were so many questions following up asking who even was she. What on earth was she? And yet after twenty-four years she still had no answer. 

[chaewn-blog]

There are a few precautions he might not have taken into consideration the first being that the female may be repulsed by the mere sight of blood. It’s common in a lot of people really so the nonchalance with with he delivered the statement might have been a little insensitive. Regardless he monitors her reaction carefully unsure if she’s holding in her usual tendencies to appear normal or if he’s lucky and she’s not about to pass out on the pavement. “It doesn’t look that bad,” he applies the reassurance just as quick as the previous statement hoping to ease her worries ( if it were possible ). It’s a cut of course but nothing a little disinfectant and a band-aid wouldn’t fix.

The abrupt brushing of the stain as well as the continued disregard to the cut is what surprises him. He’s sure his own gaze mirrors his shock but he keeps it solely on his eyes, letting his lips and jaw remain tight until he speaks again. “I suppose a tissue would work if it were a mere scratch miss but small scratches don’t bleed like that, nor do they sting as much as I assume it does? There’s a convenience store up ahead, I’m used to patching people up would you mind if I cleaned it? Or got you something to clean it?” If he felt bad, he tried not to show. “As for the barbarians who pushed you I will handle them later.”

[91strings-blog]

With blood trickling lightly against her fingertips, Naomi was left with no other choice but to acknowledge the fact that the bruise wasn’t just a scratch. However it still wasn’t anything to worry about which made the violinist keep her determination on not needing any treatment. The sight of the red beads peeking from her skin did make her feel in a weird way, there was a feeling at the pit of her stomach that for some reason began to make her feel nauseous. It wasn’t phobia, as far she could recall she never had any problems with the sight of blood, and yet here she was right now unable to look at her own bruise without feeling sick despite her own claims of it being nothing because really, it was a pretty small cut.

As if on command the girl denied the offer once again, she can handle it all on her own perfectly fine. Right? ‘’N---No it’s fine really, I’ll----I---I’ll go to a store and buy the items myself--There is--really no need for anything...ah...’’ anxious and rough became her rubbing, not even paying attention that she might have been making bruise worse than it was all on her own. It was an act that she couldn’t control right now mainly because she had no clue about her own current actions. ‘’I’m sure..th--that I can handle this all on my own..’’

[jaboems]

                        “ i need a cha cha beat! — it’s been a while but i’m back. “                               aomg’s jay park. general verse. literate. nsfw. semi-selective.                          reblog for a) a starter, b) a friend, c) a burger, or d) all of the above.

[91strings-blog]

Update:

A small update on Naomi, the note next to the render now has a popup that explains her secondary job. Please keep in mind that you don’t know about it unless the muse tells you personally.

[michikikomori]

A small pout formed on her lips as she listened to the other.It was better than anything really. Usually, when people asked about technology, it was her always answering how to fix something. That was always annoying to her. It’s pretty easy to take care of laptops and phones.  People were just plain stupid really. “I think, if you get an electric one, it’ll be kind of like the electric guitar.” She nodded her head. 

[91strings-blog]

‘’Like the electric guitar...?’’ Naomi quietly thought to herself for a moment, what kind of sound would it be one of a violin mixed with an electric guitar? Could it possibly help her with her song writing maybe for atleast when it comes to making certain songs more upbeat? The violinist had been stuck in her thoughts for way too long and she could tell so the moment she noticed the other probably waiting for a proper reply ‘’ I’m--I’m sorry---I was really trying to picture the kind of melody it would make.For some reason now I’m intrigued more than before....Maybe I really should save money to buy one.’’

[violessa-blog]

[` though still frowning, violet found herself slowly calming down in her friend’s arms, hushed mumbling still sounding from her lips for a while, until she finally quieted down completely. ] I really am, right? [` tilting her head backwards, she tried to somehow capture her gaze. ] I promise to protect you from him forever! 

[91strings-blog]

/With a roll of her eyes at the continuous mumbling, the taller female continued to pat the elders head while keeping her close waiting for her to be done with the rambling before Naomi could continue their conversation/  Mhm ofcourse you are! The only knight in shining armour. /she let out a small chuckle, somewhat surprised by herself in mentioning Noah in such a way, but really, when it came to Violet being upset how else could she calm her down?/ I’ll feel way more at ease with you by my side then if you do that.

[91strings-blog]

@pavvrai liked for a starter !

With two felines, one definitely chubbier than the other the stacks of food would finish in no time and that would always lead the violinist to head out during night time to buy a new pack. With a soft sigh as she pushed the door open, her gaze was met by that of someone else and just to her luck being an employee of the opposite gender. Now while she could just leave and return another time to avoid the stress of having to interact and push away her fears, there was no way that she’d leave her pets without any treats for a whole day (even though it was night time and really she’d just have to wait till morning). ‘’....’’ lips pursing together tightly, words didn’t dare to come out and all she was left with was the possibility of her pointing towards the cat food in hopes he’d get her hint, but then again, how exactly does her pointing make people understand the fact that one of her cats needed dietary food due to being sorta overweight?

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@kadvs liked for a starter !

Sexuality was defineatly a topic that she didn’t feel comfortable talking about, maybe because she was still in denial despite her dating someone of the same gender, she did fall deeply in love at that time after all but still there was just something, there was still that feeling of guilt and confusion that just made her sick to her stomach. ‘’I---I don’t...know...can we just...change..topic..?’’ but truthfully maybe she just didn’t want her mind to wander off to the memories she had with her ex significant other. After all, the woman did pick her career over her and that definitely left a hole in Naomi’s heart.

[ex-97jhyo-deactivated20160625]

“Ah! I understand what you mean!” JIhyo’s face lit up as the other girl’s words sunk into her mind. “People immediately assume you’re more of a strong-headed, domineering type, right? Because that’s what they associate with being tall?” She tilted her head a little to the side to gather her thoughts and to put them more properly into words. “Yeah, that can get pretty annoying, but hey, isn’t it nice to surprise people that way, too? People tend to think I’m nice and full of aegyo because I’m short, but heh, they find out they’re in for a ride with me when they meet me.” She rubbed the side of her nose with one of her knuckles. “What about this intimidating other guys though? Has anything happened before, specifically?”

[91strings-blog]

Closing one eye she gently bonked herself on the head as she nodded to the others claim ‘’Thats---Thats exactly it, it’s funny but I really don’t like to be seen as intimidating, it makes things so much harder honestly---Like...At work I’d quietly ask someone for a note that I’ve missed so I could write it in on my sheet and they just look so awkward and scared of me that I’m just. ‘’ With a huff and the violinist puffed out her chest stubbornly, it was already a hard task for her to ask people for something specially those of the opposite gender and with them being intimidated and distant with her certainly didn’t help her case. ‘’Hmm? You mean you’re not full of aegyo?’’ Naomi teased with a light nudge ‘’I’m kidding I’m kidding, but with that you clearly understand my struggles here, I suppose any height has it’s ups and downs huh? I mean...that was...obviously the case pfft. When you’re tall you wish you could be shorter and when you’re short you wish you could be taller......But I just feel like maybe a more petite build would truly fit me more.’’ the question however made her blink, rose shaded lips pursing together as she thought about it, maybe something had to do with that dream that would happen every night but the more she thought about it, the more she could feel a headache incoming ‘’ Specifically? No...not that I know of. Just friends telling me to stop wearing heels since I’m already tall enough heh, why do you ask? Did I leave some sort of vibe that gives you that idea?’’

[91strings-blog]

Saturday which means I’ll be active today! ; v ; This post can also count as a starter call so like it and I’ll tag you in one!

[sehunxbt]

This wasn’t a new sight for the drummer; in fact, it was one he saw quite often around him. Short people just don’t like to depend on taller people, it was a sense of pride that Sehun couldn’t understand. “You’re almost there girly” he encouraged her, using his common word of endearment. He cringed slightly at her struggle and only prayed she wouldn’t pull a muscle.

[91strings-blog]

Her height must have been one of her most annoying features, either she was nagged at for being far too tall or in situations like this one, she could reach it but at the same time there were just a few inches left for her to be actually able to hold onto the object. The words had made her blow out air loudly through her nose as the corner of her lips had quivered lightly, with fingertips brushing against the jar she could only hope that she wasn’t going to regret her decision afterwards. The last thing she needed right now was to either have the jar fall onto her face or for her to pull a muscle and land backwards on her behind. ‘’S----See? Look--I...I got it...!..Alm...ost...’’

[myouiari]

( ❀ ) —- DESPITE THE CONVERSATION NOT seeming quite serious, it was rather obvious how the girls seemed to take the subject to the heart, another thing that seemed to cause Mina to laugh out loud in the same way.  ❝ You also do that?! Hah – I like you already. You see, I also tend to do the same thing, just to make sure that no fairies die in any kind of way. We need to save them, they are already struggling enough. ❞ Mina’s head nodded quickly as she smiled her signature gummy-smile towards the other female, only displaying the pure joy she was feeling within this conversation.  ❝ Ah, but you know how I get! I get super worried about these things and I need to protect the people I care for if they are not seeming well. ❞ She ran her fingers through her hair, ruffling the blonde locks slightly to make sure they did not fall back into her fact again as she nodded her head momentarily.   ❝ That happens far too often, I shall be honest with you, and I do not know how to stop these kind of thoughts, either. They just .. come – ❞  

[91strings-blog]

With a serious topic the violinist would always try to find a brighter topic to add up on it, possibly because she wanted to mask the reality behind her words even though she kept claiming that it wasn’t anything serious. After all, doesn’t everyone agree that laughter is the best medicine? ‘’Whats that reaction? You mean theres people who don’t do it? My god how could they....all those poor fairies who have grown weak because of them...How...How cruel!’’ Naomi would rather keep this topic going than the previous one since it had sorta backfired her, it was supposed to be nothing more than a random question, a simple thought, but it ended up causing her friend to worry instead ‘’Ah I know I know yes...Now that I re-think about what I’ve said I’d probably worry myself if you suddenly came to me like that out of the blue...I’m sorry for making you worry that clearly wasn’t my intention at all, aish. Exactly...and I just had that sort of moment right now, but the thing is that sometimes I can’t tell if it’s  a sort of positive thought or a negative one like. Do I wonder because I want a miracle to happen and do something or do I wonder because something amazing happend to me that it might just be considered one? Fuh fuh....there goes my mind again rambling about god knows what. ‘’