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crying again // vent

[obsceneverse]

to know it didn't have to be like this is the part that hurts the most

[vanish]

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[purrkittenpurr-deactivated20250]

I can genuinely hurt my own feelings better than anyone else ever could.

[vanish]

[feeling-likeastranger]

I didn’t plan to be here so I don’t know how to be here

[werewolveswithdiaries]

[wowlookwhosspirallingagain]

i crave being someone’s first choice so bad. why does no one ever choose me over others?

[youwillleaveme]

i don’t think i’m ever gonna make something of myself. i’m scared i’m stuck with these thoughts inside me forever, i just have so much to say but can never find the words.

[youwillleaveme]

i’m not getting better anyways so why not get worse

[stars-and-branches]

Chronic pain pisses me off cause I'm not even incapacitated for like a cool or badass reason instead my body is throwing the world's biggest temper tantrum because it's raining outside

[avoidantgirlfriend]

i wanna be soft and delicate and whimsical but unfortunately im made of fires and rage and destruction and have blood streaming down from my mouth and i will devour you whole and raw.

[fuckedupbpd]

I'm so done with life. I really don't want this no more. I have this constant fear of falling back into psychosis and it influences my life a lot. I'm done with living up to normal society standards. I'm at the end of my sanity and I can not live this life any longer as it is. They expect so much from me, I'm trapped. I don't want to work anymore, it makes me feel so fucking trapped. I have to fake all the time and it consumes me. Wish these last 2 people I live for hated me, so I could off myself. My thoughts take up so much space, it is never quiet. I hate myself. I hate my life. I hate the things that happened to me and I hate who I became because of them.

[bluebandana]

everyone should thank me because as bad as i am, i am holding myself back from being much worse

[suicideenthusiast-backup]

oh boy i wish someone would notice my cries for help! [someone actually notices] noooo i'm fine don't worry about me

[traaumaa]

[quietvoiced]

[lxndmineprince]

self harming by trying to make your symptoms worse on purpose