Skinny is all I want to be

I don't promote any eating disorder sw:165.6lbs cw:137.5 gw1:140✔️lbs gw2:130lbs gw3:120lbs ugw:90lbs pictures are not mine unless stated

[brianttran-deactivated20120224]

Reblog or your mom will die in 928 seconds.

[ovod0se]

I love my mom.

I am risking nothing

I AM SORRY FOLLOWERS, I LOVE MY MOMMY

Will not risk.

sorry followers :(

[whatgracelikes-deactivated20190]

omg im so glad to se so many people love their mummy

[ameriagrae]

Why’re you being mean to my mum?

[larryismyhallelujah-blog]

goddamn it

[lollie-pond-deactivated20150728]

Nope. Googled it. 15 minuets. Nope. Not taking any chances

[steampoweredplayer]

Koop

[twirliest]

This has 1.2 million reblogs … Ps not riskin it

[nathanvj]

1.4 almost ps not risking it

[queenprotein-deactivated2016012]

Fuck this post

[i-likethesummer-rain]

2.5 million notes I hate myself

[froot-lupul]

I reblogged this twice now

[insidethe99-blog]

I’m so sorry this isn’t b99 related and this isn’t real but I can’t not skip this I’m sorry

[mayannaise-hart-deactivated2021]

Not taking a fucking chance

[lethamber]

Sorry, guys, but Im not taking a chance

[celestialkeyprincess]

No chances… She’s out… And she must be protected.

[bitchwithwifivevo]

How dare you

[riarkling]

Whatcha doin to me Farkle!

[chillyclarke-deactivated2018010]

i can’t risk it

sorry babes my moms just my favorite person ever

[prettylittleliarsfan901-deactiv]

Sorry I can’t risk it

[missprincessdancingsunshine]

Fuck sorry guys  I love my mom

[incoherentlyblogging]

Omg I hate these things but I am paranoid. So sorry guys.

[feels-ships-lunars]

2.8 million notes

CANT RISK IT

[trapbvby]

Sorry guys

[desolves]

sorry 😩

[mexicanthighs-deactivated201605]

IM NOT RISKING IT

[foiliage]

I DON’T GIVE A DAMN NO WAY

[alexisreneg]

Ow

[hellhearts]

I don’t even care, y’all, I love my mom

[maruwrites]

this is so fcked up but i have to

[mel-the-fangirl]

Why you do me dirty

[foreverinvideos]

I personally don’t like my mom all that much (she did scream at me instead of showing sympathy) but I’m terrified of anyone dying by my hand so fuck it

[bozmandiusvalentine-deactivated]

MAMMY NO

[starryvioletnight]

FUCK

[perromago]

I don’t like this kind of post but I ain’t risking it.

[ask-theforgottenone]

I hate chain posts buT IM NOT RISKING IT

[theunmarkedjournal]

Not my momma

[does-it-even-matter]

I luv my muva

[thinandbonesxoxo]

Why the fuck do people do this sorry to all my followers but I don’t fuck with my mamas life

[anythingelseanaplease]

I don’t have my mum anymore but I hope she’s doing well up there🌸

[cxffeeandtxaforme]

meanspo & sweetspo??

i have a few good pieces of meanspo and sweetspo. 

reblog this if you want me to send it to you. 

stay safe and stay strong xx

[skxn-n-bone]

Re-blog for weight loss!!

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[brandymelbella]

No Eating Monkey🙉

~ every time you see this monkey on your dash, you cannot eat for the rest of the day ~

Reblog to start 2018 right

[thingloryy]

ED TRIGGER WARNING

Keep reading

[dreamlightasafeather]

IF YOU NEED TO CALL 911 BUT ARE SCARED TO BECAUSE OF SOMEONE IN THE ROOM, dial and ask for a pepperoni pizza. They will ask if you know you’re calling 911. Say yes, and continue pretending you’re making an order. They’ll ask if there’s someone in the room.

You can ask how long it will take for the pizza to get to you, and they will tell you how far away a dispatcher is.

Here is an example video

[t-pose-to-assert-gayness]

Reblog to literally save a life

[anotherdayforchaosfay]

I’ve done this.  I’m alive because of this. 

My flat-mate’s date for the night was almost as drunk as her.  She had passed out in her room and locked the door.  He refused to leave because he wanted to have sex.  He also demanded food because he was dealing with “whiskey dick”.  He didn’t like the lack of food in the fridge.  I called 911, did the stuff stated above, and he was getting PISSED about how long the “order” was taking.  He took my phone, demanded they “hurry the fuck up”.  Police arrived two minutes later, arrested him, and helped me file a police report.  Pressing charges wasn’t necessary because he had warrants on him from THREE different states for the very thing he planned to do to me.  Several months after this happened one of the officers informed me he was charged with two felonies because he crossed stay lines, and will be serving no less than 35 years in prison.  The officer ripped into my flat-mate about her bringing home complete strangers, while drunk, knowing full well this shit could happen. 

This was 14 years ago.  

Do the pizza order, do it as calmly as you can.  The dispatcher I spoke to said things like this:

“If he’s drunk say you want mushrooms.”  I said I want extra mushrooms.

“If he’s threatening you with sexual assault say you want onions.”  I said I want onions.

She went like this with different toppings and sauces for a description of him, like pineapple if he’s blonde, black olives if he’s tall, extra large if he’s tall, etc.

They’ve heard this sort of coded call before.  They’re trained for it.  They will understand what you’re saying.  Order the pizza.

[torios]

Really though. I’m in training for dispatch and this was one of the first things they taught us. Pretend you’re talking to a friend or relative, pretend you’re ordering pizza, we’ll figure it out. We’ll word questions so you can answer in an easy, casual way. Please, just make the call and we will do everything we can to help you.

[skelatal-remains-deactivated201]

Reblog to save a life

[princessgothicc-deactivated2026]

Im trying to prove a point to my mum

Repost if school has caused:

Anxiety Depression Suicidal thoughts Social anxiety Eating disorders Self harm Stress

[musingandabusing]

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[motivationfornewme]

Reblog if you feel fat right now..

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[tinylittleb]

Little B’s workout

Please eat before or after (both would be good!) doing this workout & please don’t do this while fasting :(

2 min wall sit

:20s plank (2x a day)

20 sit ups

20 leg ups

20 squats

20 mountain climbers

2 min wall sit

3 mile walk (every other day at the least)(please don’t do this much if it’s too much for you, work your way up to three miles.)

20 Russian twists

Remember to take as many breaks as you need, drink water, and please stay safe

[thingogh]

movies about eating disorders:

• A secret between friends

• The brief life of Catherine

• Center Stage

• Dying to Dance

• For the Love of Nancy

• Hunger Point

• Kate’s Secret

• Little Girls in Pretty Boxes

• Perfect Body

• The Best little girl in the world

• The Karen Carpenter Story

• Sharing the Secret

• The secret life of Mary Margaret

• Мy friend Ana film (short film)

• Wonderful Wonderful (short film)

[dyingchainsmokerr]

The Glamour of Eating Disorders.

Because of my decade of eating disorders, this is where I’ve been 🦋

🌸I’ve purged in every single bathroom on my college’s campus.

🌸 I’ve been questioned for smelling like vomit

🌸 I’ve bruised my ass and legs (which hurt for weeks after) just by sitting down

🌸 I have fainting spells now! Last Friday I fainted 5 times and was nearly sent to the ER. Once I fainted in the shower and as a result, my boyfriend insists on keeping the bathroom door open and on checking on me. Every shower since.

🌸 I’ve eaten trash during a binge

🌸 I’ve eaten a 2 week old stale donut that I found in my boyfriend’s friend’s apartment during a binge.

🌸 I have rummaged through the homes of friends, family, and even strangers for scales to weigh myself. Once, I even pawed through a frat house during a party to weigh myself. (If you’re curious, I found one and did weigh myself.)

🌸I’ve shoplifted laxatives and diuretics in desperation.

🌸I have bone- bruised my coccyx (tailbone) by sitting on the toilet.

🌸 I’ve seized (had a seizure) because I had binged and purged so many times in a day.

🌸 I have destroyed my thyroid (a very important organ, I may add) because of my years of ED, and will now be on medication for the rest of my life.

🌸I have permanently damaged my intenstines from abusing laxatives.

🌸 My stomach is beyond fucked up as a result of permanent damage.

🌸I have abused drugs I didn’t even want to do in order to suppress my appetite.

🌸I have damaged my heart because of my ED.

🌸 I have stolen food to binge and purge.

🌸I have both puked and shit blood because of damaged organs.

🌸I had, at one point, lost half my hair because of malnutrition– adding of course that I grew lanugo EVERYWHERE in addition.

🌸 I get dizzy spells every time I stand

🌸I have taken so many laxatives that I spent an entire day puking and shitting.

🌸 I have seriously emotionally hurt my partner (romantic) because of actions I took because of my eating disorder.

🌸 I have drained my bank account compulsively buying ED shit.

🌸 I have chronic chest pains because of my ED.

🌸 I have gotten bone-bruises in my sleep because I had my joints crossed.

🌸I have lost my adolescence and youth to my ED

🌸 I have estranged myself from my family because of my ED

🌸 I have not spent a day without thinking about my weight since I was 9/10 years old.

🌸 I have had my ED so long, it has become a part of my identity and sense of self– I am terrified of recovery because of this

🌸 I have shortened my lifespan significantly–to the point where I have discussed the fact that I will die first wth my partner, as we plan our future together.

This has ruined my life.

Please do not think these disorders will in any way improve your life, they will only plunge you into hell. I do not say these things for pity or attention– I simply want to deter others from ever dabbling in ED behaviors and encourage those who have not been disordered long to seek help before it’s too late. And, obviously, to deter anyone from seeking this kind of behavior. These diseases will destroy you in every realm of your life. They will kill you. I have lost friends to these diseases. Death is a real threat– do not make the mistake of thinking it cannot happen to you. It will. All an eating disorder will ever be is pain.

We need to destroy the glamour that seems to surround eating disorders, which only exists because of the rampant misinformation on the subject. We must bring the true reality of ED’s to light. We cannot let misinformation ruin any more lives. Please spread the reality of EDs. It’s never too late to recover. I encourage everyone to seek recovery/ and or treatment.

Much Love, K

[gettingfitterbythehour]

Best Stomach Toning Workout

Planks! Planks tone your stomach so much, and pretty fast. I saw on Tumblr this plank routine that takes less than 5 minutes to do, and it helped my stomach tone up so much. I could see a big difference and my core was noticeably stronger about a week after I started doing it. The routine is: 1 minute of a plank in push up position 30 seconds of an elbow plank 15 seconds of a side plank on each side I do it 3 times a day, and it saved my life Thank you to the person who made that routine and posted it 💚

[nofoodin-onlythin]

MEANSPO FROM ANA

I’ve got to say, at this point I’m not even surprised. I’m not even surprised that you ate that pizza or that taco or that ice cream or that pasta. It’s pretty typical for you being a fat fucking failure. I’m right here in in your fat fucking head and you still ignore me. How can you ignore me?! How can you ignore your one voice of reason?! Just think about it. Think about how when you look down at your phone, your chin looks like the chin of a giant male toad, bulging out between your neck and weak pudgy jaw. Think about how when you tell a joke or hear a joke and you laugh, everyone else is probably just laughing about how fat and jiggly you are bouncing around, they aren’t even laughing at the joke. Just you. Think about how much you look like a literal pig when you are in class and you raise your fat arm with your pudgy sausage fingers to answer a question. All of that flabby lard hanging down off your upper arm. You’re disgusting.

When are you going to start listening to me fuckhead?! I could’ve had you skinny months ago if you had some goddamn control. You are not a fucking dog, even if you look like an obese chowchow with all of your extra disgusting fatty meaty folds and rolls. Get your shit together and you’ll be at your ultimate goal weight, with me, in a few months. Or do you want to be that 300 pound monster rolling around Walmart that everyone sneaks pictures of to laugh at with their friends? Or that embarrassing lonely college girl who can’t even shop at the mall because they don’t have sizes big enough for her huge cottage cheese covered body?!

You are a disgusting pile of lard. I barely want to be helping you anymore. I barely want to be this voice in your head anymore. Get your shit together before it’s too late. I still believe in you. So fucking prove it!

-Ana

[theskinnyperfectionist]

I'm really struggling to starve myself whilst in work because I work in a kitchen! So many chips and cakes etc!! Help me how can't I stop cravings??

hey love! working in a kitchen whilst restricting is super tough, so props to you!! a great method i use to suppress my appetite and stop my cravings is this 3 calorie drink that is super delicious (it tastes like apple pie), super filling, speeds up your metabolism, and aids bowel movement as well. 

hot apple pie drink (3 cals)

1 cup of boiling water (0 cals)

1 tbsp of apple cider vinegar (0 cals)

½ tsp of ground cinnamon (3 cals)

1-2 packets of sweetener (0 cals)

so thoroughly mix all of the ingredients mentioned above in a mug, and drink it slowly (drinking it too fast will not suppress your appetite, and will result in mild bloating).

i hope this helps, and stay safe ♡

[sirihowdoiheal]

Ingredients: 1 tablespoon flour 1 tablespoon sweetener 1 tablespoon water

How to: Mix the ingredients together until you get a smooth batter. Put it in the microwave for 60 seconds and enjoy! It’s nice and fluffy and warm and I just love it. You can add cinnamon, lemon, cocoa powder, really whatever you want. It’ll probably add a few calories though.

Really comforting and safe, I felt a lot better after eating it (I was having a panic attack and was about to binge).

I was going to submit this to @star-ana-low-cal-recipes but it kept failing so whoops here ya go.

DISCLAIMER:: I am not a pro ana blog, I fully support recovery. I’m just trying to make myself food to eat without feeling panicky afterwards and having the potential to hurt myself out of guilt. I know a lot of other people go through the same, so I wanted to share and help them.

[ourdreamsofskinny]

THIS IS A FUCKING LIFESAVER IT’S SO GOOD

And my sister came in while I was making one and asked for one.

I made it for her, but with real sugar, I put some sprinkles in it, and she loved it oh my god try this pleasee

[petite-pastel]

🌸 recipe 🌸

[whitew00ds]

before you eat..

do you want that? i mean..

do you really want that?

Of course you do, you have that food in your hand for a reason. You are going to put it into your mouth, chew it, and swallow it. Then the food will be in your body. It will cling to your stomach, you know, the one that covers your ribcage? Then it will stick to your thighs, the two lards that close the gap that is supposed to be between them? It will go to your arms, and when you reach for the next food you will put into your mouth, you will look like the person who always reaches for seconds.

Go ahead.. eat it. eat the calories, the carbs, fats, sugars.. watch the number on the scale go up. Then tell me how you feel. Tell me if it was worth it.