twenty five year old trying to stay alive

diagnosed with a lot of shit Yes I see a therapist every other day

[delusionalanddown-deactivated20]

I honestly shoulda just killed myself the day I first thought about it. Would have saved me a lot of trouble and mental breakdowns

[xlost-my-mind]

Es gibt in meinen Leben zwei Optionen.

Entweder weiterhin überleben oder nicht überleben.

@xlost-my-mind

[hamoodmood-deactivated20250309]

[thinpost]

*turns brightness down* *opens tumblr*

[9stresseddepressed9]

I put the hot in psychotic

[always-left-alone]

“Self harming won’t make you feel better”

~People who clearly have never self harmed

[borderlinebaby420]

[daughtertosuicide]

never seen something more accurate

[psychocitysblog]

When am I going to get my sanity back? Oh, never? Cool.

[psychocitysblog]

I should sue my parents for having me. I didn’t ask to be here. I don’t want to be here anymore.

[psychocitysblog]

I just don’t want to feel anything anymore. I’m tired, drained, exhausted. Just let me die already.

[weltenwellen]

Erika L. Sánchez, from “La Cueva”, Lessons on Expulsion

[imkrisyoung]

As someone who’s dealing with an invisible illness, I just wanna say to all y’all that asking for help doesn’t make you weak. In fact, asking for help makes you strong and brave, especially in a society that tells people to be as independent as possible.

[9stresseddepressed9]

YES!!!!!

[jajsoshskaja18-deactivated20230]

with me, you get a homie, a lover, a best friend and a psycho.

[bpdsoftie]

hey its me, your local burden,

[nichtverstandenerjunge]

Und dann fängst du an dich zu hassen, dir die Schuld für alles zu geben und dir einzureden, dass du sowas verdient hättest.

Nichtverstandenerjunge 🤍

[9stresseddepressed9]

My reason to live! thanks for keeping me alive!!

[9stresseddepressed9]

so my last therapist ended our therapy bec she basically couldn’t handle me and my behaviors. ok you do you! buuuuuuuuut I never thought it’s sooo fucking hard to find a therapist like wtf I called so many and wrote emails to many psychologists and there all already have tooo many patients so they don’t take new ones…. I have been to therapy since the age of 8 but now it’s the first time I’m really alone and need to find a therapist by my own and I’m like whaaaaat?!?!?!?!?! anyone relate?