PsychoCity

Just a normal person living in the mind of a psycho 💜

[psychocitysblog]

My story isn’t over yet. I’m still writing it. I’m not ready for it to be over. I have my kids and husband that need me here. My sorry can’t be over yet.

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Why do I feel the need to blow up on everyone for the way I am feeling? It’s not their fault I’m feeling this way so why do I do it? It’s so hard not to…

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Sorry I disappeared for a while, I tend to do that.

[psychocitysblog]

New to your blog. I just wanted to take a moment to say that I am truly sorry for the trauma you went through. It was obviously horrific and left you broken and scarred. I truly wish I could take that from you so that you could live even just one day without it being there.

That being said, you seem like a pretty amazing person. You may not see what I see but you're strength and perseverance is admirable and inspiring. They consider Batman, Superman, and Wonder woman to be superheroes, but they are fictional. You are real and to me you're a super hero to live day in and day out with such a heavy burden. God bless you.

Feel free to follow me if you wanna be friends. If not that's cool, and I wish you all my best in anything that you do.

You are an amazing person. The fact that you don’t even know me, you sure know how to get to someone’s heart. This made me cry seeing that someone I do not know, cares. 💜

[psychocitysblog]

idk who you are but your posts concern me. i care about u and you’re not unfixable and you can get better. your experiences  are valid and people should listen to you, you have intrinsic value as a person and deserve to be cared for and trusted and helped

🥺🥺🥺 thank you so much. You’re a wonderful person for saying that. That made me feel really good about myself. Much love to you 💜

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hug

Always 💜💜

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I have a lot of childhood trauma. I sit here day after day thinking about it over and over. You don’t just ‘get over it’. It’s something you have to live with. But why? Why did I have to go through that? I wish I could go back in time and rewrite my story.

[delusionalanddown-deactivated20]

I honestly shoulda just killed myself the day I first thought about it. Would have saved me a lot of trouble and mental breakdowns

[perfectfeelings]

“No one notices your tears, no one notices your sadness, no one notices your pain but they all notice your mistakes.”

— Unknown

[emotionally-sick]

I feel like I’ve been screaming my lungs out for years and still nobody can hear me.

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Ur a fucking rape baby! You need to stop abusing ur mother, cuz she never wanted to to exist and u just keep making problems for her.

😂😂😂

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I hate it when someone says ‘what you’re feeling is all in your head’ yeah, if you went through some of the shit that I went through, you wouldn’t be saying that.

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You said quote “I wish I knew someone who was going through the same that I am. But how am I supposed to talk about it with anyone without sounding like a psychopath?” You can talk to me.

Well thank you very much. Same for you!

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You know when you have a lump in your throat, about to just let it all out but you can’t? You have to be strong for everyone else while you’re dying on the inside.

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Why can’t anything go my way? Everything is fucked and every time something bad happens I contemplate suicide. Why?

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I should sue my parents for having me. I didn’t ask to be here. I don’t want to be here anymore.

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I just don’t want to feel anything anymore. I’m tired, drained, exhausted. Just let me die already.