Mell

⚢ | Liverpool | 23 | IG: mellward13 |

[uszyz]

[fuckery-inc]

I need to be fuckin kissed. Just grab me by my collar and pull me close to you, or with both hands pull my face so my lips are against yours, or back me into a wall and hold my waist, or push me down on a sofa or bed and get on top of me and kiss the fuck outta me. I just need to be fuckin kissed man.  

[a-perfect-contradiction]

As much as I’m gutted that my girl isn’t going to America to do camp like she wanted this summer I can’t deny that I’m so happy we get to spend the summer together and just go to silly places like the beach and stuff. Nothing too flashy just cute little stuff is all I wanted and now we get to do it. Plus I get to wake up on my birthday next to the most beautiful person and the love of my life so that’s also the best thing ever. 😁

[lemonlavander]

[naturaekos]

:)

[sexysuggestion]

push me onto the bed and climb on top of me

[scorpihoeofcolor-deactivated201]

the glow after crying is such #a look

[bking2]

Hearing a girl moan “fuck”, when they are about to lose it is the biggest turn on

[sleepin]

[theanimalmemes]

[nycbambi]

[elegyforadream]

[taylorwildfree]

[a-perfect-contradiction]

4 years...

This month will be my fourth year without having a happy birthday wish off my mum. I act like it doesn’t bother me that she isn’t around and doesn’t care or probably doesn’t even remember my birthday but i do. Stuff like birthdays, Mother’s Day and Christmas are always the hardest times. The fact she knows where I live and I don’t even get a card is heartbreaking. I walk around like I’m not assed and make sly jokes but sometimes you just need a mum. Because even though she turned into a horrible human being she was once such a lovely mum. The best even and it still annoys me that she just spiralled out of control. I don’t even enjoy birthdays anymore. Like I use to wake up to a breakfast and presents wrapped and her standing there all giddy and excited for me to open them and she would love it when she would do good with presents. Don’t get me wrong, I have other people around me that make me feel better but I feel like if I say “I don’t have a mum and today is hard for me” then I’m Just using a pity card and I hate that. It hurts and maybe I should talk about it more but I don’t like crying over things I can’t control anymore. Feeling like this makes me have unnecessary outbursts of emotion and just gets to me even when I don't want it too.

[dimnesss]

[thepersonalquotes]

[a-perfect-contradiction]

Every time I look in her direction I fall even more in love with her.