chronically tired

not a bot, just lazy they/them block, dont report

[evry1h8s-me]

I either need to be beaten to death or a very long cuddle

[drops-of-universe]

is it cool if i come over and nap for 6 hours

[yippie-madness]

my scars and cuts are the only thing i like about my body

[oshidorifuufu]

*showing visible symptoms* oh my god i need help desperately

*symptoms go away for one day* what if im just faking it

[professionallyunstable-deactiva]

"i got that dog in me" - personally i got that deer in me (urge to run into oncoming traffic).

[aaaaace]

im so bad at this holy shit i need to die

[aaaaace]

its so ironic that a school assignment about dealing with stress is making me stressed to the point of slicing into my flesh and considering suicide :/

[kentuckypsycho]

feeling valid if you go a certain depth is a lie made up by razor companies

[aaaaace]

ahhahahahhahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahaha (dying)

[aaaaace]

how not to be useless no borax no glue

[dec4yingdogteeth]

did everyone have that embarrassing moment when you were a kid when you were suicidal but didn’t know how killing yourself worked so you tried to OD on fucking like ibuprofen 😭 cuz i did

[toxetta]

*giving short responses to ppl* oh god i'm so bad at talking to people they probably think i'm boring and won't want to talk anymore

*giving long responses to ppl* oh god i probably look so arrogant and full of myself i bet they hate me now and won't want to talk anymore

[yippie-madness]

good mental illness books WHERE. gay people who cut themselves and arent weird about it in books WHERE. crying

[greelin]

if i was immortal killing myself would be my hobby and like i truly believe it would fix something in me. i do

[toughttt]

I don't need recovery I need more characters that canonically self harm

[aaaaace]

vent, not that anyone cares lmao

i cant believe the extent of my fucking uselessness. every single fucking day i try and i try and i fail and i fail again and again and again. why cant i just be ok? why cant i just be helpful? i cant be mentally stable properly and i cant be mentally ill properly. i want to live and be happy, but thats impossible, im too fucked up for that. i want to die. i want to die so fucking badly, i want to mutilate myself beyond repair, i want to be fucking valid- but i cant. im so ridiculously fucking weak. why am i here? why am i alive? i shouldnt be. i shouldve killed myself years and years ago. but im here, and alive and its painful. its so fucking painful

i hate this i hate this i hate this i hate this i hate this

i wish i could go to sleep and never wake up

i dont want to live like this

im sorry

[aaaaace]

im so fucking useless :)