awawa

lea (she/it, 19) im here now i guess

[astraleliza]

gooseworx with transfem jax

[plaidos]

me and my friends are climbing a mountain! come watch us PEAK...

Watch this video on Twitch Live

ft. Jane @jane-infernal, Fifa @magicalgirlmigraine and Sydney @vriska-coded and of course myself 💘🐕

[asthmaticmage]

Fumo Patchouli Knowledge Music of the Day 65:

ABBA - Mamma Mia

Originally from ABBA (1975) · Eurodisco

Mamma mia, just how much Patchy missed you

[txttletale]

one random card i really love from MOM is wary thespian

i love the creepy, dawning wrongness of it, the way all the performers are forming phyrexian phis... it's like that one scene in there is no antimemetics division... incredible piece, and i love that the surveil being a death trigger foreshadows this poor thespian's demise

[unhappytogekiss]

a new reality tv show called So you think you can write Doctor Who

twelve episodes, twelve contestants - a mix of annoying middle aged sci fi authors, fan fic authors and random people off the street

a variety of against the clock writing tasks, big finish scripts, ability to interact with actors without shouting at them and challenges where you have no budget or doctor for an episode

judged by solely by christopher eccleston

this is how you find the new doctor who showrunner

[shnowyfox]

it would be so awesome

it would be so cool

[quantumshade]

SIXTH TIME. SIXTH. time trying to make this post. thank you tumblr.

i’ve gotten a fair few new followers recently, so i wanted to tell everyone once again that my best friend @plaidos has a twitch channel, and when she gets another 152 followers to hit 1k total, she’s going to play undertale AND deltarune. she’s played undertale before, but it’s been a hot minute, and then she’s going mostly blind into deltarune. [tenna voice] but that’s! not! all! we’re going to be voice acting the entirety of both games as a team. that means a BLIND playthrough of deltarune, fully voice acted and experienced LIVE, together. if that interests you, please please please drop Roxanne a follow 🙏

we are SO close to her goal! following is totally free and only takes a second 🩷

[quantumshade]

CHAPTER FIVE RELEASE DATE HAS ANNOUNCED! FOLLOW @ROXIERAMPAGE ON TWITCH DOT TV SO SHE CAN PLAY IT!!

[rubyyogurt]

[ex-riddlecats]

trying to explain to dumbass tumblr users that saying they benefit from systemic oppression on a certain axis is not the same as invalidating every struggle theyve ever had in their entire life

[transistorlover]

average tumblr user reblogs this and says "lol I am a proud brick wall"

[asthmaticmage]

Fumo Patchouli Knowledge Music of the Day 65:

ABBA - Mamma Mia

Originally from ABBA (1975) · Eurodisco

Mamma mia, just how much Patchy missed you

[asthmaticmage]

Fumo Patchouli Knowledge Music of the Day 65:

ABBA - Mamma Mia

Originally from ABBA (1975) · Eurodisco

Mamma mia, just how much Patchy missed you

[asthmaticmage]

Fumo Patchouli Knowledge Music of the Day 65:

ABBA - Mamma Mia

Originally from ABBA (1975) · Eurodisco

Mamma mia, just how much Patchy missed you

[i-enact-postvore]

You ever think about many peices of media have zero women and thats just perfectly normal but if a peice of media has an all female cast people get... like that? Women should be allowed to kill over this btw

[loveshoplifter]

same but it's black people

[i-enact-postvore]

That's right

[akajustmerry]

anyways, I'm still so angry over that Deadline article about Disney nuking Ncuti Gatwa's era of Doctor Who because of "woke" (not even kidding), because they received "overwhelming" feedback that the show was "too woke" for international audiences. It will never not piss me the fuck off how woke was/is literally aave for being politically aware that's been so co-opted by white establishment conservatives that this bastardised co-opted colonised concept of "woke" is now weaponised against Black people, people of colour and other marginalised people to justify casting us down and out. A literal fuckinf alien was played by a Black gay actor and old white people lost their shit and now a 60 yr old show is basically dead because some white people hated they weren't being directly pandered to. I'm never not gonna be pissed the fuck OFF

[akajustmerry]

Hey, people in the comments who said I was wrong about the show being dead because I could see the writing on the wall months ago....well, now there's the official announcement. I really hope that no one ever forgets that Doctor Who was cancelled because of anti-Blackness, racism, and corporate greed.

[sailatina3]

Why do white trans women treat the word doll like its an oppressive label forced upon them... grow up girl. No, no, thats an insult to children....

[sailatina3]

Seriously, whats with the ignorance regarding this term? It's not some cringe shit by cis gays like most queer/tme terminology tends to be. It's a word invented by Black/latina trans women... it's not the death of you. Come on now...

[sailatina3]

Help the crackers are doing this annoying shit in the notes

[plaidos]

[autogynophelia]

One of the ways transmisogyny manifests is in default-uncharitable interpretations of ambiguous meaning.

Last week I was at a meetup where I was the only transfem. I checked the groupchat when I arrived and there was a message from the organiser: "We have a newcomer called X, can you look out for him if you get there first?" I located X, introduced myself, sent a message to the chat say, "I have located X," and continued to talk to him until the organiser arrived. When the organiser arrived, she was not happy with me. It turned out my phone had autocorrected, "I have located X," to, "I had located X," which the organiser interpreted as me passive aggressively telling her that I had already done the thing she was asking about. Her conclusion: I was unreasonable and aggressive in responding to her reasonable request. My explaining what had happened didn't convince her otherwise.

A different occasion last week: in a local trans groupchat, a trans man sent a link to a drag event happening in our town. A few people said they were already going, some said they might go. Then a trans woman replied saying, "Thanks, but I don't really like drag." Her tone was immediately called into question. Her words were assumed to communicate: "I think you are a terrible person if you like drag," even though she never said that. Several non-transfems who had never even heard that drag might not be universally-beloved by everyone were upset to discover that fact. A trans woman simply saying she didn't like this thing became A Big Deal.

Meanwhile, at a different event again, a trans man told a group that he was straight and attracted to women, but he wouldn't feel comfortable bringing home an "AMAB woman" (yes he actually said that). It was quickly brushed over, and after he had left even trans women tried to defend him by saying "he probably didnt realise people would be offended" etc etc. In contrast to the examples above, he is not even aware that anyone was upset by what he said, never mind worrying about what consequences he might face.

Whenever I go to an event, I often spend the next 24-48 hours ruminating over every single thing I said to check if I did anything at any time that could even vaguely be construed as annoying to anyone. I have often put this behaviour down to severe anxiety, but I think I am realising that it is actually a rational response to a world where even the slightest social misstep could be blown way out of proportion and result in my later social exclusion. It's one of those things that existed long before I was aware of my own transness but while I was nonetheless transmisogynised by society, a crippling fear of the slightest imperfection that I assumed everyone else felt too but apparently they don't. I guess when other people go out of their way to smoothe over the damage your words or actions might cause, you don't need to stress about that damage because there are no consequences to it! It sounds very nice to be able to live like that.

[okthatsgreat]

“ooohhhh this teenage girl character is so annoyinggg because she didn’t react to extreme stress in a way that was reasonable or what i consider to be normal oooooooohh” well i’m launching the missile