penelope

feelings i can't bear anymore

[mangokidz]

even if you dont think of me i’ll still think of you tho…ily ～♡

[massiveanddepressive]

“I think part of me will always be waiting for you.”

— Unknown

[extramadness]

[wishing-for-deathx]

“I don’t know how to stop missing you. My mind always finds an excuse to think about you.”

— You are everywhere, please come back

[abbyshai-blog1]

:(

[x-lil-sad-lil-anxious-x]

[extramadness]

[x-impulsive-x-deactivated202012]

i love(d) you.

[s-unberry]

“Looking at you hurts.”

— I wish I could hate you but I can’t (via n4ughty-y)

[abbyshai-blog1]

=(

[cielo-e-voragine]

@cielo-e-voragine

[writingplayingliving]

“I must remind myself,

over and over again,

not to fight

and beg

for your attention.”

[abbyshai-blog1]

all I think about is you

and all you think about is her

I'm not the one you're in love with

[lost-words-left-unspoken]

I miss you, in a lot of ways I cannot explain, in a lot of ways you wouldn't understand.

[abbyshai-blog1]

I don't know how to tell you I love you,

without losing you

— fear 12:33

[spilledinkandtears]

“She is so pretty! I hope you guys are happy.” I said with a smile plastered on my face, hoping you wouldn’t hear or see me choke on the blood pouring out of my broken heart.”

— why couldn’t it be me? (Via @spilledinkandtears)

[confessionvault]

The saddest thing is I’d drop everything to spend time with you but you wouldn’t do the same for me.

[abbyshai-blog1]

this is...

[tbfhprincess]

“I told myself that I would feel what I feel. I promised that I wouldn’t try to fight my feelings. But I can’t do it anymore. You make me so happy, yet loving you makes my heart hurt so much. I want to cherish what we have, even if I’m just another friend to you. But it’s so difficult letting myself fall for every little thing you do and say. It’s so painful being the only one falling. And as much as I care about your happiness, it kills me to watch you fall for someone else, to see you only see her. So I’m stopping myself. I won’t melt at how soft your eyes become when you face me as we talk. I won’t become excited when I look for you in the crowd and find you. I won’t think anything of the random moments when you hold my hand or touch my face. I won’t tell myself every excuse just to see you or talk to you. I won’t think we’ll become anything more.”

— i’ll let you go.

[abbyshai-blog1]

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[teenagecrush]