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[agoraphobe]

[adhdxxsdiary]

[axolotlandalite]

[kumkaniudaku]

And then you can’t even say shit about bc people start trying to put you in a jacket and shit. Like omg it’s so strict???

[tonysopranoproskater69420]

does anyone want to be in love with me

[kosmogrl]

what doesn’t kill me leaves a pit in my stomach that never goes away

[kosmogrl]

one day I’ll get over it and the lump in my throat when I try to talk about it won’t exist

[ponyboyfaceshopping]

The guilt and shame is never-ending

[vajracchedika]

[enki2]

[konoko]

[pangur-and-grim]

I think some of the loneliness of autism is that you feel like you hurt people just by Interacting Wrong, but you don’t know how to Interact Right, and the more effort you put into it, the more exhausted you are and the more artificial it comes across (with the end result of people still being upset with you). and it’s not anyone’s fault for not liking Being Interacted With Wrong, and it’s not your fault for doing it so wrong, but it is very, very lonely.

[abcnewsateleven]

my sisters mad at me gonna throw up and die

[abcnewsateleven]

lmao why cant i just get over things

[screenshotsofdespair]

[abcnewsateleven]

staring at pictures of kpop boys to prevent a crashout

[questionablepastries]

[abcnewsateleven]

yeah we spent six months

so in love

but when the fall came round

you locked it up

flew all the way up north just for you

talking all night

locked hotel doors

crying on the phone

tried to love you more

thought i was straightforward with the truth

told you i needed time to close this distance

yet youre saying that i left you abandoned?

but if we scroll back through the messages

thirteen weeks of left on read

all the silence going to my head

valentines shaped like a hearse

your effort couldnt have been any worse

who stopped talking to who first?

but baby im the ghost

baby im the ghost, baby im the ghost

yeah sure i'm the ghost

baby i'm the ghost, baby i'm the ghost

you were so distressed about trying to make it

you forgot to see if we'd last one whole year

tore my heart out just to give you something

but even that wouldnt stop the tears

and now you're gone but the ghosts's still here