Okay, so here's my introduction post! I will update whenever something changes.
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โข Random facts about me!!
- Age: over 13, I will not elaborate as to how old I am exactly
- Birthday: January 12, so I'm Capricorn!!
- Pronouns & gender: She/They, Demigirl!
- Timezone: EEST (UTC+3) during summer seasons and EET (UTC+2) during winter seasons.
- English isn't my first language, so do take that to account when reading my posts!!
- Why I write: For my own pleasure and just for fun pretty much.
- As much as I enjoy writing, I'm very very slow and extremely lazy, so don't expect fast updates.
- Favorite color: Blue, as you can probably tell.
- I have an obsession with Ado songs, come at me.
- Favorite genre(s) to read: Hurt with comfort, fluff, sicfics.
- Favorite genre(s) to write: The same genres I love reading.
- Hobbies: writing, drawing, making bracelets, making paper crafts, yelling out the lyrics to my favorite songs
- Dividers are made by me! Please do not use them without my explicit permission.
- Tags system:
โฐโโค ๐๐๐๐๐ เป๊ฑ - used for my writings;
โฐโโค ๐ต๐๐๐๐ เป๊ฑ - used for reblogs (all of which are in my side blog);
โฐโโค ๐ฐ๐๐ เป๊ฑ - used for my art (all of which will be on my art blog);
โฐโโค ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ เป๊ฑ - used for yap posts (all are on my sideblog)
โฐโโค ๐๐๐๐๐๐ เป๊ฑ - used for posts that are none of the above.
-Side blog where I yap about stuff and post my experience with mangas I'm reading and animes I'm watching And my little art blog where I post my art!!
- Call me Abii or Sapphire/Saph, or maybe even Abiisaph! Whichever you choose!
Note: I will be adding more stuff since I most likely forgot a lot.
โข I will not write:
- smut
- slow burn
- mature or explicit content
- anything regarding political matters
- overall anything E-rated
Note: I am a minor so that's one of the reason. The reason for slow burn is that I am bad at making the pace of the story slow which is the whole point of slow burn.
โข What I will write though:
- fluff
- comfort
- angst
- hurt with(out) comfort
- crack
- sickfics
- and so on
โข My fandoms:
note: ๐ means I will write for that fandom, ๐ฉต means I will write for that fandom but I do not know everything about it and ๐ค means I won't write for it.
Calm nights and quiet company โโโโโ โโ โโโโ
โผ๏ธWarnings: Not proof read, English isn't my first languageโผ๏ธ
w.c: ~0.7k
a/n: So.. This has been sitting in my drafts collecting dust for like a month give or take and I finally decided I'm gonna finish it. I promised something longer, so here it is, something a tad longer.
You were slumped over your desk, getting extremely sleepy already, but you couldn't allow yourself to rest. So instead, you got up lazily and headed to the kitchen to grab another energy drink. Or maybe make yourself some coffee. You didn't know yet.
You figured energy drink is easier so you opened the fridge. Only to find none.
"Up late again?" A voice, which your recognized as Giyu's, your roommate, spoke from behind.
"Mm? Yeah." You answered, your voice quiet and heavy with exhaustion. You hadn't even saw him there when you first went into the room.
"Shouldn't you be asleep?" He questioned, voice as monotonous as always, but you swore you heard a slight hint of worry in it.
Whatever. Probably just the tiredness speaking.
"Have to study..." You muttered in reply, closing the fridge in the meantime.
"You don't have to. You can always leave it for another day." He answered bluntly, clearly not very happy you were denying yourself sleep and studying instead.
"... I'll be fine." You whispered. Though, you weren't sure if you were trying to convince him or yourself.
He didn't say anything this time. He simply gave you a look. The type that silently screamed 'I don't believe that for a second.'
You blinked, lashes fluttering lightly with the small motion. Then, your head turned away again.
And just as you were heading for your room, you felt a firm, but gentle and soft grip on your wrist. You needed not to look over in order to know who it was.
"You're not going anywhere," he murmured quietly, voice still monotonous, but... softer. "I'll force you to sleep if I have to."
Not a word left past your lips this time. You knew protesting was utterly pointless. The guy is stubborn and not once in his life will he let something like this slide.
"... Fine. Fine, I'll go to sleep. Just- Don't look at me like that," you muttered a reply, eyes locked on his expression that screamed silent disappointment. "G'night," you said finally and left to your room.
His eyes narrowed slightly before he noticed the seriousness in your expression. "Good," he thought to himself. Now he was certain you were actually going to sleep.
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An hour passed, he was still awake. He hadn't even tried to sleep. He wasn't tired, unlike a certain someone.
After a few more minutes, he decided he would check up on you. Just to be sure.
He got up from the couch and headed to your room, quietly as to not wake you if you were actually sleeping. The door opened up just a small crack under his touch and he peeked in. Just enough to see you.
You were awake. Staring at the ceiling.
"I thought you said you were going to sleep?" His voice carried a tinge of slight annoyance.
You glanced up toward the door. He was inside your room completely now, staring you down like you robbed a bank or something.
You blinked. Once. Twice. Three times. Then said "I tried. I can't."
Giyu's expression changed. Slightly, but it changed. He looked a bit skeptical, but by the look of your sheets and blanket, he could tell you've been tossing and turning a lot.
"Need company?" His voice was softer this time. Almost like he was worried he was. He wanted to help. That much was obvious to you.
"... Maybe." Your answer was quiet, tired and slightly muffled by the comforter that covered your mouth.
He hummed in response, crouching down and sitting next to your futon. He took a look at your face. You had noticeable eye bags, your eyes were droopy. Your hair was disheveled, likely the result of your tossing and turning in an attempt to find a comfortable position to sleep in.
"Can I... hold your hand? Please?" Your voice suddenly cut through the silence.
Giyu looked up in surprise. He didn't say anything for a few moments, then, nodded in silence and offered his hand to you.
You interlaced your fingers with his and offered a small tired smile. Your lashes fluttered as your eyes closed and soon after, you were sound asleep.
- Abiisaph out!
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How Shinazugawa Sanemi acts when you're on your period โหโนเฑจเง โหโน
โผ๏ธWarning: Mentioned nausea, not proof read, English is not my first languageโผ๏ธ
w.c: ~0.4k
a/n: This is pretty short which I apologize for. It was the only thing I could get out of my brain right now, mostly because I haven't had as much motivation as usual. I will try to write something longer next time though!
๊จ Even though he had a lot of siblings and two younger sisters among them, the girls were never old enough to get theirs.
๊จ Meaning, he knows pretty much nothing. He only has some brief knowledge from what he remembers from his mother.
๊จ If you don't tell him, he'll probably fund out anyway since you'd visibly be in discomfort from cramps.
๊จ Will absolutely be upset you didn't tell him you were in pain, but it's clearly because he worries about you.
๊จ He will pretend he isn't worried and would say it's 'out of pity.' It isn't. He's extremely worried and it's obvious.
๊จ He's not nice gentle when it comes to taking care of you. Then again, he's never gentle. At least not to a normal person. When it's just about him, he's uncharacteristically soft. It still surprises you sometimes.
๊จ When you're in pain, he tries his best to help you through it. He really wants to take your pain, he absolutely despises seeing you hurting and being unable to do anything about it.
๊จ He brings you everything you want. You don't even have to ask, he's already rummaging through cabinets and bringing it to you.
โฐโโค Nauseous? He's already helping you get up to go to the bathroom. Hungry? He already knows what you want to eat and is making it. Craving cuddles? He's pressed chest to back against you, rubbing soothing circles on your thigh and occasionally on your abdomen when the pain gets too much.
๊จ He's extremely attentive during this time. Not that he isnt usually, he just starts hovering a lot more. Not that you necessarily mind though.
๊จ When you finally fall asleep, he visibly relaxes. Mainly because now he knows you aren't hurting so much and are actually getting some proper rest. Even if he didn't manage to help as much as he'd like to.
๊จ He won't let you lift a single finger. He's doing chores, he's cooking, he's getting you everything you need, he's comforting you and he isn't complaining! What more could you possibly ask for at this point?
๊จ He pretty much dies everything in his power to make you feel better and, at the very least, distract you from the painful cramps.
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(Some) Hashira when they find you up late at night~`-ยฐ|
โผ๏ธWarnings: mentioned pills (just sleeping pills), canon-typical weapons (katana), not proof read, English isn't my first languageโผโผ๏ธ
w.c: 1k
a/n: Soo.. I was gonna do all of the Hashira but my motivation kind of ran out so you can only have Giyu, Sanemi, Muichiro and Shinobu. My bad. T-T
Tsuka (ๆ) - the part of a katana where the wielder's grip on it is positioned.
Tomioka Giyu ๐
You were sitting on the engawa of the butterfly mansion, staring into the pond and the koi fish as they swam around. You had tried to sleep, but you failed miserably, finding it hard to calm your mind.
You were just getting lost in your thoughts when you suddenly heard the Shoji door behind you slide open. Your head snapped around like you were expecting a threat, your shoulders already tense.
When you actually saw who was there, you relaxed, but just slightly.
"Tomioka-san," you spoke up. "What has you coming here so late at night?" You continued.
"I should be asking you that." He answered in a matter of fact tone. Sitting down beside you, he gazed at the pond you've been staring at. "Can't sleep?" He asked.
"Hm." You hummed quietly. "Can't shut my mind off tonight." You spoke in a lighthearted tone, despite being exhausted by now.
"I see," he answered simply. His tone was the same, but his voice sounded softer, in a way.
Suddenly, you were pulled towards him by a strong arm around your shoulders. Your head dropped onto his shoulder. You felt the warmth of his body which almost lulled you to sleep just like that.
"Rest," he muttered, still holding you close.
"You're... Bold..." You whispered quietly, eyes drooping slightly.
Soon, you were sound asleep on his shoulder, breath even, chest rising slightly with it. And he let you, not minding how your hair tickled his neck slightly.
Shinazugawa Sanemi๐
You were resting near a big rock after having trained for hours. You couldn't fall asleep when you tried to and you weren't gonna stay in bed staring at the ceiling all night. No, you weren't like that.
You perked up at the sound of footsteps getting closer, hand immediately on the tsuka of your nichirin katana. Your head whipped around, eyes wandering, searching for a threat.
The moment your gaze landed on the Wind Hashira your eyes sharpened. He wasn't a threat, no, but you didn't like his attitude at all and you did not in fact have enough energy to deal with his ass.
You looked away, eyes on the sky above you now, trying your best to ignore him and his annoying presence. Your eyes eventually dropped, but snapped open when a quiet, soft thud reached your ears, glancing towards the spot next to you where the Pillar was now propped upon, sharp glare in you.
"Fuck you want?" You questioned, trying to maintain a firm tone, but failing as you were too tired and your voice was getting softer without you meaning for it to.
"Why're ya up so late? And out? You tryin' to get yourself killed or somethin'?" He bit back, eyes locked on the bags under your tired ones.
"Thats none of your damn business." You answered, your eyes closing again. In fact, you almost fell asleep, but woke up when your head touched the rock behind you.
"Ya look like shit, y'know that? You're so obviously exhausted it's almost laughable at." He smirked, seeing how vulnerable you seemed and enjoying it wholeheartedly.
You didn't answer after that. He didn't speak any more either. The silence ended up pulling you to sleep and your head fell on his shoulder as soon as you drifted. Your breath slowed and you found yourself in Dreamland. He just froze, not moving a single muscle, face heating up with all the blood rushing to it.
Tokito Muichiro๐ซ
You were lying in the grass under a blossom tree in a lovely and absolutely stunning field. Gaze set on the starry night sky above you, expression soft and a little tired. The bags under your eyes prominent, but you couldn't fall asleep in bed so you took the time to start gaze.
Soon, you were startled by soft footstep sounds on the grass. Your upper body practically shot up and your eyes narrowed as you glanced at the spot where they seemed to be coming from.
Only to be met with Tokito, the Mist Pillar. Your shoulders visibly relaxed when you realized it was just him and not a demon.
"Why are you here?" He questioned, his voice monotonous, as per usual. "This is my spot," he then added. You couldn't tell if he was upset, or confused. Then again, you never could tell what he felt with his indifferent expression and voice.
"Is that a 'go away' or..?" You began, confused.
"No." He answered bluntly, not even seeming to care about how it sounded.
He then sat next to you, eyes on the stars. When he eventually looked back at you, he found you asleep on the grass. He didn't bother to wake you up though.
Kocho Shinobu๐ฆ
You were yet again staring at the ceiling, unable to leave your bed in the butterfly mansion. You injuries hurt and your thoughts were never ending.
You heard someone slide the Shoji door open, so you turned your head, eyes immediately finding the Insect Hashira who seemed to been planning on checking up on you.
"Ara ara, dear Y/N, why are you still awake at this ungodly hour at night?" She questioned, amused, but at the same time worried from how tired you looked.
You didn't answer, too tired to deal with her usual teasing, turning your head the other way.
"Ignoring me are you, now? How impolite of you, dear. I thought you knew better than that." She teased, her voice the usual dreamy tone she always used. "How about I give you something to help you sleep? Would that please you and perhaps help you out of your moody state?" She continued.
You glanced back at her for a moment. Then muttered a quiet 'fine' before turning away again.
She went away for a moment, coming back with a cup of water and a pill, likely sleeping medication since she mentioned giving you something to help you fall asleep.
She handed you the items and you (gladly) took the pill and drank it down with water. Perhaps half an hour passed since then and you were already in dreamland.
Shinobu took one last glance at you and left your room as she would rather not wake you up again.
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โผ๏ธWarnings: scars (obviously), mentions of insecurity, English is not my first language, I think that's all?โผ๏ธ
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a/n: This is just something older that I wanted to post bc I was kind of proud of it at the time.. Hope you enjoy!! I'm gonna waddle away now..
Tomioka Giyu๐
He was honestly surprised you even showed him the scar. He figured you were insecure because you always wore a mask over your face to hide it. Therefore, he was stunned into silence, his face didn't really show any surprise despite that though.
For that reason, you mistook his silence for judgement. You looked away, grabbing your mask that you had put on the engawa between you and him. But before you could put it on, his hand took a hold of your wrist gently, giving it a light squeeze.
"No- don't. I- I mean- you can if you're uncomfortable, b- but.. I'm not judging you, I was just.. Surprised you decided to show me you had.. Such a scar and blind eye. I didn't mean to.. Upset you in any way, I swear." God, his stuttering wouldn't normally help, but rught now.. Even with it, his words meant a lot. Knowing you weren't judged and.. He was disgusted with you.
You stared at him for a bit, your eyes filling up with tears. You really expected him to be weirdest out and maybe even a little bit disgusted. He didn't seem to be any of that though, so it kind of made you emotional. You tried really hard to suppress the tears that pricked at your eyes, but to no avail whatsoever.. And they slowly started spilling right out like rivers.
He kind of internally panicked at the sight of your tears, but tried his best to stay calm for you. He gently pulled you in a soft, warm hug. He wasn't sure how to comfort you through words, so he tried his best to do so through actions, and in this case, embrace.
After that, when you started living together, when going to sleep he would tend to trace your scar gently with the tip of his finger. It was somehow soothing to him and helped him fall asleep faster. He never did it while you were awake though. He always waited for you to fall asleep before him for that simple reason.
Whenever you were feeling insecure, just staring at your reflection in the bathroom mirror, he'd come up to you and hug you from behind, burying his face into the crook of your neck. He would usually whisper a soft "You look fine.. It doesn't make you look any less beautiful. Believe me." whenever this happened. Would absolutely kiss your scar in multiple places just to make sure he gets through your thick skull and makes you feel better and less insecure.
Overall, he doesn't mind your scars or your blind eye. It serves as a reminder that you know how to handle yourself and you're strong, at least to him.
Shinazugawa Sanemi๐
The first time you showed him your scar and blind eye, he was.. Surprised. Sure, he was curious what was under your mask that you wore all the time, but he didn't expect.. This. Honestly thought it was cool.
Just like Giyu, he was still caught off guard you even decided to show him in the first place. He even accidentally gave you a look the seemed kind of disgusted. You weren't surprised by the look he gave you, you expected something like it, especially from him even though he had all those scars littering his own body.
His silence didn't really help much either, so, instead of waiting for him to speak up, you just took your mask from the small table you had set it on and well.. Put it on to cover your face again. He didn't realize you moved in the first place until you spoke. "I'll.. Get going now.." Only then did he snap out of his daze. Despite seeming to not give a damn, he noticed the tone of your voice. One filled with shame, sadness even. He quickly realized he probably did something on accident. Probably made you think he was disgusted or disturbed, or both maybe. Most likely weirded out even.
Before you could leave the room though, your strode came to a halt when his rough hand gripped you wrist. Firm, but oddly and completely uncharacteristically gentle. You turned around to look at him, only to notice the pleading look in his eyes.
"Wait. Don't- Don't leave yet. I didn't mean to make it seem like I'm disgusted. I was just.. Caught off guard okay..? I swear, I don't find it weird."
"You're not.. You don't hate me?" You spoke up, voice quiet and a little bit shaky. You knew he had a lot of scars, hell, he showed them off all the time and has ways been proud of them, but you weren't sure if that was the case with your scar. I mean, you were literally blind in your left eye because of it! And you could never close that same eye fully either.. It was.. Well, weird and kind of disgusting in your opinion.
"No, no, 'course not! Why would I? Hell, that scar makes you look fuckin' badass! Makes it obvious you can kick ass. Doesn't matter if you're blind or whatever because of it, I personally think it's freakin' cool." His answer wasn't well thought out, wouldn't really be comforting to any ordinary person, but surprisingly.. It comforted you.
"Thank you.." You finally answered, short, but genuinely appreciative. You didn't expect the big, bad, strong wind Hashira Shinazugawa Sanemi to be able to speak like that. Made you feel much better about your scar and eye. You liked it.
He, just like Giyu, doesnt mind your scar. Infact, he thinks it makes you even more badass. He likes that.
Kocho Shinobu๐ฆ
She wasn't much surprised you showed her. She is your doctor, so it made sense in her head. She may or may not have already seen it by peaking under your mask when you were unconscious from a mission, but that's not my point!
Anyways. She obviously made some teasing remarks about it. Like how you've never shown her your scar before, considering it was the cause for your blind eye and all. She kind of thought that it should be basic knowledge for her that you have that scar since, once again, she's your doctor for a reason.
As soon as she noticed the change in your expression, that flicker of insecurity and disgust - the one so obviously directed at you, she stopped. She took her time to carefully watch your face for any other sign and let out a sigh.
"You know I dont mean that, right? You're beautiful. Dont ever doubt that." She spoke with that same calm, soft voice - the same one that sometimes almost lulled you to sleep. Her smile seemed softer, gentler now. More genuine.
Unlike the other two before her, she's more observant and can tell much easier when and what she needs to say. She doesn't mind your scar either. She thinks it makes you more unique. And much more gorgeous in her eyes. Makes you look stronger too, not as delicate as she looks atleast.
Tokito Muichiro๐ซ
You show him the scar and blind eye and he's just like "oh." Does NOT understand the weight of the situation. Won't even realize how insecure you are unless you tell him, which you don't.
When you reach for your mask again with a sort of pitiful expression, his hand simply takes yours to stop you from doing so.
"Don't do that." His voice is steady, his words blunt, but surprisingly grounding.
You don't say anything, but your shoulders relax slightly. You wouldn't expect someone like Muichiro to actually, somehow, ground you and comfort you. It felt odd, but undeniably nice.
Unlike the others, he doesn't realize that you were insecure about your scar and blind eye.
He likes to sometimes absemindedly trace your scar. It's somehow calming to him.
He likes your scar and he really doesn't pay any mind to your blind eye.
Kamado Tanjiroโ๏ธ
You took him off guard honestly. Poor boy didn't know what to say. He was mostly surprised that you showed him in the first place.
But once he smelled even the tiniest bit of insecurity and uneasiness, he knew what was happening.
You were insecure. How come he couldn't tell earlier?
"Hey, you don't have to be insecure about it! It's really pretty!" He exclaimed, still with that wide, kind grin.
He didn't wait for an answer and instead hugged you. "You don't have to worry about how it makes you look. I think it makes you even more beautiful!"
Overall, he really likes your scar. He doesn't mind it and won't bring it up in front of anyone else if you're still uncomfortable.
Shinazugawa Genya๐
He's kinda taken off guard. He's not surprised, I mean he kinda figured you must have scars somewhere hidden. Kinda expected it to be behind your mask, on your face since why else would you wear the mask??
What he is actually surprised about is that you showed him of all people. Why?? For what reason?? It's not like he's proud of his own scars, unlike his big brother, but I guess it makes sense he wouldn't judge you for your own.
He was stunned by what I stated just earlier, so he didn't say anything (stunned into silence ahh- ok ok sorry). No, he couldn't say anything. Though, he did not mean for it to come off as judgemental silence.
He kind of panicked when you reached for your mask, thinking he offended you in some way or you're mad or upset with him.
"W- wait, no, I didn't mean it like that, I- I was just- I was just surprised you- you showed me.. I swear, theres nothing wrong with having a scar - a- and a blind eye for that matter.." Yeah, you could tell he was panicking with his stuttering and all.
Despite all that, he doesn't mind your scar and blind eye. He likes to think of it as an indicator that you're stronger than most people would think you are at first sight. And also that you've endured your own pains, battles, struggles and all that. Yeah, he likes your scar. Like.. Really likes it.
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