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it feels good

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— Fuck he didn’t even want me when we first met. I was just a fuck toy. I was really good at being that. Probably the only thing I’ve really been good at. I can lay there, I can bounce. I can say every nasty thing and let my body be used like a flesh light. And I did it too. I did it a lot. I think that’s kind of why I like degrading. Being degraded. It feels like the only time people really tell the truth. I am a slut. I am a stupid bitch. Be honest for once in your goddamn life and then fill me up. Thank me for the good fuck and have a great day. Fast food fucks. I’m not a meal to be savored. I’m a cheap indulgence. Something that’ll rumble your stomach after with regret but god didn’t it taste good for a minute? Still later, when you pick me out of your teeth, I hope you remember that you did notice a tear running black sludge from my eyes. It was from pleasure, honest! But I think you know that was a lie.

“Mama explained to me that a house didn’t mean bricks, four walls and a roof. A house meant something in our hearts and people without them were called strays. They were the lost ones.”