A Bit Of Spice

She/her, nerd, writer, spicy lover, 18+ content, Requests open

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Hey, you! Yes, I’m talking to you, you amazing person you.

Do you like reading in 2nd person POV? Do you want to get a free e-book in exchange for your honest review?

I’m currently looking for ARC readers for my 2nd person POV mafia romance THE SHARPEST LIES. It came into being as a fan fiction but quickly became its own original story and now it’s coming as a novel on Kindle September 23, 2023!

TW (this is a basic list, if you want to know if there is a specific trigger please message me and I can let you know)

* MFM Romance

* Age Gap

* Cheating (WITH MMC not ON MMC)

* Pregnancy and birth (Occurs throughout a chunk of the book, and not just as an epilogue.)

* Kidnapping

* Implication and mentions of SA

* Implications and mentions of human trafficking

* Graphic depictions of violence

* Graphic depictions of sex including but not limited to: semi-public, group, voyeurism/exhibitionism

* use of safe words

* Use of honorifics: daddy, baby girl, sir

Blurb:

You think you know what love is until you meet your boyfriend's father and his second-in-command. Julien and Jamie are unlike any men you've ever known, and it doesn't take long for you to question everything. The two of them don't just turn your world upside down, they show you what unending love and passion really are.

They might be the best thing that ever happened to you, but loving them isn’t without its risk. When ugly revenge threatens what the three of you are building, it’s either run or stand up and fight for everything you believe in.

Link to ARC sign up: https://forms.gle/5yT1KX9scVxfZw629

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Any chance you will finish all in family on https://archiveofourown.org

Supernatural one Sam dean

Yes I will, I’ve been taking a break from fan fictions as I prepare several original stories for publication on Kindle and Kindle Vella.

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 16/? Fandom: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Reader Characters: James “Bucky” Barnes, Steve Rogers, Sam Wilson, Original Male Character(s), Reader, Helmut Zemo, Clint Barton, Original Female Character(s), Tony Stark, Wanda Maximoff, Pietro Maximoff Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - No Powers, Dark Bucky Barnes, Possessive Bucky Barnes, Obsessive Bucky Barnes, Daddy Kink, Cheating, Forbidden Love, Shameless Smut, Rough Sex, Dom Bucky Barnes, Dirty Talk, Age Difference, Semi-Public Sex, Oral Sex, Dom/sub, Reader-Insert, boyfriend’s dad, Praise Kink, Edgeplay, Secret Relationship, Drunk Sex, Sex Toys, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Porn With Plot, Exhibitionism, Voyeurism, Multiple Orgasms, Dubious Consent, Unprotected Sex, Breeding Kink, Drama & Romance Summary:

Bucky’s not all that thrilled to have to take time out of his schedule to spend a few days visiting his son. Don’t get him wrong, he loves the kid–but he’s always been rather useless. But since paying Garrett a visit is going to be the only thing that gets his ex off his back and quit nagging him, Bucky’s pretty much forced into it.

When you open the door however, Bucky's interest in the visit suddenly sharpens. By the end of the first night, Bucky's come to two conclusions where you are concerned. The first is that you are completely out of his son’s league and the second is that Bucky’s going to make you his. Potential consequences be damned.

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Heaven Don't Have a Name - Spend the Days Dreaming and the Nights Awake (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1281305839-heaven-don%27t-have-a-name-spend-the-days-dreaming?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=abstractnerddreams&wp_originator=p4kDBdqdBdtFUeFzB2n4b0uDPCeX0d78eLJn9y84zIF4HlStWUuiozYROQfCuvsnUN8ly8o5Tu6ouzz4UuWPLfOTxunASrL%2FhHZU0OCsLWTOlMI49%2BObbVKYCsqzEQIj A dead end job you hate, a family that doesn't care to understand you, and even your friends seem like they don't care that much about it. It feels like you are stuck in a cycle of depression and ennui with no way out. There's really nothing special about you. At least not special enough to attract two men-rockstars who are hotter than sin itself-to you. But that's exactly what happens; and that's when when your life takes a brand new turn. Bucky and Steve always said they'd be there for each other 'til the end of the line. Best friends, lovers, bandmates, life was great. And then they meet you. And they realize there's something else their life needs. ***For 18+ readers. Contains adult themes including but not limited to: explicit sexual content, recreational drug and alcohol use, and violence.*** ***NOTE: this is a collection of short stories rather than a novel****

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A Family Affair - Chapter 2 (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1277872318-a-family-affair-chapter-2?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=abstractnerddreams&wp_originator=cdNafTY6eJeAF2Vj6IVYc1xMN8hBf1EpfQyMDMNVFkAIDaRzRfmAzsL613Dyea1GL%2Fatc3Gp%2BzWmHyY1%2F3EEt7WGS8OaseLM5sgBhLGq7GSRzsmzuCeI4GnBuYkdqk9n You never expected to need to move back home in your mid-twenties. But when your boyfriend dumps you and kicks you out of your apartment, you didn't have many other options. Thankfully, there are two men in your life you've always been able to count on to be there for you; your dad and his lifelong best friend. But moving home wakens something that you thought you'd shoved into a deep, dark corner of your mind. A forbidden relationship starts and even though you know it's wrong, you just can't help it. What will happen as the relationship evolves and new challenges arise above and beyond the fact that it's forbidden? ***PLEASE READ AUTHOR'S NOTE***

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Slow Dancing & Apple Pie - Ten (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1272460611-slow-dancing-apple-pie-ten?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=abstractnerddreams&wp_originator=Z6FJMgGlX2IHYF9RkF8UBaUKWu4pPGB9EY4c0FifBti9Jp7WHhGjW2mbaNCiyuMS8Hk375iHSMZGKpRlwqDdFW6LWG0lqQdpemnV%2B2QbpnkN2zKFNxzuevnjEcBGPaLN When you first met Steve Rogers, you never imagined that you'd end up in bed with him by the end of the night. Nor did you imagine that you'd be mated to him within weeks. But nearly five years after half the world died, that is exactly the turn your life took. Now you and Steve were adjusting to your new life together, determined to make the best of a rather unorthodox start to a relationship. Just as the pair of you were starting to get a hang of it the world radically changes for a second time. What happens when the man your mate loved for decades suddenly reappears?

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Slow Dancing & Apple Pie - Five (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1270289496-slow-dancing-apple-pie-five?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=abstractnerddreams&wp_originator=9dVzcVV%2F0nGKmCFkkHWzMYIwEp2XfSnzl3OLugTshGZzDwhHIlu7HnN32SqZQFPGDpuprOCsRI0erLel%2FVjUr0iBKyXycJxN7wruHuGw9ZDrxqR5AVz9ITkwJtrf8295 When you first met Steve Rogers, you never imagined that you'd end up in bed with him by the end of the night. Nor did you imagine that you'd be mated to him within weeks. But nearly five years after half the world died, that is exactly the turn your life took. Now you and Steve were adjusting to your new life together, determined to make the best of a rather unorthodox start to a relationship. Just as the pair of you were starting to get a hang of it the world radically changes for a second time. What happens when the man your mate loved for decades suddenly reappears?

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Private Lessons - A Dark Romance (18+) - Six - Charlie (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1267431901-private-lessons-a-dark-romance-18%2B-six-charlie?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=abstractnerddreams&wp_originator=JalzFWpCM2Zo3w7yCiNES7W1B3i6fF76reIFRkumjXP6AiXW3Psg%2FjcTAaFPhF9nwg8iwJ67HZuAp0yglrWRFathlzS5lwYWPPb50lGyeacosbKz9INgzY%2BYhTLbfTgS Explicit content, read at own risk, 18+, please read the content/trigger warning page before reading further into the story. 18-year-old Charlie Franks is popular, intelligent, dedicated, and an excellent student. She's in her final year at Coral Springs Institute; a prestigious boarding school in Maine. After she graduates, she plans on attending the attached Coral Springs University. There's just one problem with her life; she's constantly desperate for sex. But the string of boys she tries to satisfy the itch with just isn't cutting it. But when she gets caught walking back to her dorm after yet another unsatisfactory tryst, she learns that what she needs is someone she absolutely shouldn't: her Computer Science professor. A man 15 years older than her and a long list of twisted desires. Desires that feed something dark and twisted in her own soul. This is a complete original work, I do not give consent for anyone to post parts or the whole of my work elsewhere. I do post my stuff on AO3 under the same username.

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Slow Dancing & Apple Pie - Two (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1265157915-slow-dancing-apple-pie-two?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=abstractnerddreams&wp_originator=Pua5uZTZ02ANeZrwF2OsoDVNEJvhEcdWi1qksmE1OpMT1mqCVIaZwfFJkjTD8nu9XY3dePXGS8lVw7HAYrv2gohYcClfD62r5p2AO9TDWHAnWwi2vkaQiYaBg2SmJASA When you first met Steve Rogers, you never imagined that you'd end up in bed with him by the end of the night. Nor did you imagine that you'd be mated to him within weeks. But nearly five years after half the world died, that is exactly the turn your life took. Now you and Steve were adjusting to your new life together, determined to make the best of a rather unorthodox start to a relationship. Just as the pair of you were starting to get a hang of it the world radically changes for a second time. What happens when the man your mate loved for decades suddenly reappears?

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Slow Dancing & Apple Pie - One (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1265157613-slow-dancing-apple-pie-one?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=abstractnerddreams&wp_originator=PLdPy5qPXZ4SDVKZZXrtcosKKBTtYCR4QxEWNw%2FEQWp%2FgdqOfLqSzTS2kyy974X0zD3ULRR5rjqA0SqqvZpY09AihEczgeGxhltNpI2sbYqedLvABjITYPoQEy4978hL When you first met Steve Rogers, you never imagined that you'd end up in bed with him by the end of the night. Nor did you imagine that you'd be mated to him within weeks. But nearly five years after half the world died, that is exactly the turn your life took. Now you and Steve were adjusting to your new life together, determined to make the best of a rather unorthodox start to a relationship. Just as the pair of you were starting to get a hang of it the world radically changes for a second time. What happens when the man your mate loved for decades suddenly reappears?

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Breakthrough - Ten (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1263320277-breakthrough-ten?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=abstractnerddreams&wp_originator=GjfpHor0Sdf2GKyyiHotJWfAi%2F6vnk52y2AMImXm3SiP42bqcx7%2FajwSJ1wwqqonlJ0%2FT7PiO0tE9jbuPpSWsGrcGBfUrUH5%2FF%2FT4iEm4WJDUGTG5kGt%2BQI3KDm8KO96 Prevented from parts of an alpha's natural instincts, prevented from rutting, The Winter Soldier was HYDRA's best asset. But what happens when on a rather routine mission he catches the scent of a very specific omega. His omega. The mate he didn't even know it was possible to have. Your simple scent broke through to him, dragging the alpha back where it belongs. He tracks you down, needing to ease your heat and satisfy the first rut he's had in decades. In the grips of your required heat, an unknown alpha seemingly materializes out of thin air in your room. An alpha in full rut and very clearly there for you. There's no fear though, because even if you weren't in heat you recognized this alpha was your alpha. But when you wake up after your heat is over, he's gone. And the only reason you don't believe that it wasn't all just some kind of heat induced fever dream is the marks riddled across your body. It's not long before you realize that wasn't the only thing he left you with.

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Breakthrough - Two (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1261291296-breakthrough-two?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=abstractnerddreams&wp_originator=oe2s6u7O6WoLk%2FkFwq16gm8TM9k3loiBTZVQV1YVK%2Fdw4tQ5fs5JtXcaRSfu4pJ29dR6SOpkBGVire%2FZOckT9kSe58VO4hChhAuxBXyziViaMdUT5%2B9xsQ2eBdGRhYdN Prevented from parts of an alpha's natural instincts, prevented from rutting, The Winter Soldier was HYDRA's best asset. But what happens when on a rather routine mission he catches the scent of a very specific omega. His omega. The mate he didn't even know it was possible to have. Your simple scent broke through to him, dragging the alpha back where it belongs. He tracks you down, needing to ease your heat and satisfy the first rut he's had in decades. In the grips of your required heat, an unknown alpha seemingly materializes out of thin air in your room. An alpha in full rut and very clearly there for you. There's no fear though, because even if you weren't in heat you recognized this alpha was your alpha. But when you wake up after your heat is over, he's gone. And the only reason you don't believe that it wasn't all just some kind of heat induced fever dream is the marks riddled across your body. It's not long before you realize that wasn't the only thing he left you with.

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Sick Little Games - Four (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1260096410-sick-little-games-four?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=abstractnerddreams&wp_originator=IU29LPPBGePWWqIDbQLbWi0l%2Frene7Ctk9Ak7%2BMhO%2F4wMLKuLX7c6CNtmbM9MxQEcUtyvyh5MkuuSFPSCxRQOCyzIERxc5221EB6k58p0jN%2F4CrY59y0PrnVzlkL%2FYAx You loved your father. So, when he got into some trouble and came to you you were willing to do anything to help him. What you didn't expect was that he was given a choice. He could either die or he could hand you over to one of the richest men in the world and head of the biggest criminal enterprise in the country. The absolute last thing you wanted to do was be the mistress, kept woman, girlfriend - whatever he wanted to call it - to a man like Tony Stark. But, you loved your father and you couldn't just stand by and watch him die. However, things aren't exactly as they seem and even though you are determined to hate the man, you can't quite ignore the way that Tony Stark makes you feel.

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My Dearest Psychopath - One (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1257582443-my-dearest-psychopath-one?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=abstractnerddreams&wp_originator=3btmkz3BIG8Wi%2FUCcvIMo7Orcg7VJwd4NJUenvmXCiZNO893PbIcv1i1fVWkMd83uJ%2BrJdvXtUGwAkRyX%2BbsuzlnO2xJASpfabJ7YJK3sVvhGGBgTFz%2BIBFqjrAPOk%2Bb There was probably something wrong with you. Because why else would you be insanely attracted to the absolute worst kinds? Why else would you want to be taken over and over again by a complete and total psychopath? You couldn't even pretend that you didn't enjoy every depraved thing these types wanted and did to you. Why bother pretending when there's one so willing to give you every dark desire you could ever want? There was most definitely probably something wrong with you. But you were going to let Arthur Ketch do whatever he wanted to you and enjoy every minute of it. ***18+, mature and explicit content, read at own risk*** ***includes explicit sexual content including but not limited to bondage, CNC, degradation, edgeplay***

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/? Fandom: Supernatural (TV 2005) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death, Rape/Non-Con Relationships: Arthur Ketch/Reader Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, Castiel (Supernatural), Jack Kline, Arthur Ketch Additional Tags: Gratuitous Smut, Canon-Typical Violence, Not Canon Compliant, Bondage, Consensual Non-Consent, Rough Sex, Violent Sex, Consensual But Not Safe Or Sane, Edgeplay, Knifeplay, Bloodplay, Scarification, Possessive Sex, Possessive Behavior, Saving people hunting things the family business, Female Reader, Reader Insert, Painplay, Dacryphilia, Breathplay, Bad BDSM Etiquette, Anal Sex, Vaginal Sex, Oral Sex, No Boundaries - Freeform, Mind the Tags, Other Additional Tags to Be Added Summary:

There was probably something wrong with you. Because why else would you be insanely attracted to the absolute worst kinds? Why else would you want to be taken over and over again by a complete and total psychopath? You couldn't even pretend that you didn't enjoy every depraved thing these types wanted and did to you. Why bother pretending when there's one so willing to give you every dark desire you could ever want?

There was most definitely probably something wrong with you. But you were going to let Arthur Ketch do whatever he wanted to you and enjoy every minute of it.

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Téir Abhaile Riú - Eight (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1255967922-t%C3%A9ir-abhaile-ri%C3%BA-eight?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=abstractnerddreams&wp_originator=V57FCdm3k%2FmsaolboZSJnH%2B8Qar5Ast%2BUC8tx1SLBQkDJlqmHXl5TMyZJWgg83CCM3VwlC0T3OpseOflW6zuKXBQazPLOhchvh2MPINUQJkpkDMwA4DVmXSXUu8R7E0P Omegas are the rarest designation. Less and less of them are being born each year. So, normally when one is - the family she or he was born into skyrocketed in status regardless of where they started. Unless the omega turned out to be one of those incorrigible types. The kind that wouldn't or couldn't submit like they were supposed to in order to fulfill their biological function in society. For one shining moment, Elizabeth's parents were thrilled when they learned they had birthed an omega. But reality came crashing down on them when all the tests showed their daughter was one of the 'failed' ones. But what if the tests were wrong? What if she just needed the right kind of alphas to begin with?