Diary of a girl with varied interests

🎀💫💎👑This is mostly gonna be a Writer's blog i.e. my diary in a public set up. Everything's gonna be pink, pretty and sparkling. I'll post some music too. Themes would range from ddlg, BDSM to romance to psychological issues. If you follow me pandas and unicorns will love you. 🦄🐼🐷

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You know I give a fuck about you everyday

Guess it's time that I tell you the truth

If I share my toys, will you let me stay?

Don't want to leave this play date with you

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Music on blog so far

The beach - The Neighbourhood

Soap - Melanie Martinez

Training wheels - Melanie Martinez

A little death - The Neighbourhood

Radio - Lana Del Rey

Naked - James Arthur

Guys My Age - Hey Violet

Apocalypse - Cigarettes after sex

Daddy Issues - The Neighbourhood

Salvatore - Lana Del Rey

Boston - Augustana

Play date - Melanie Martinez

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Mindful musings by A Mindless me.✒

Six Feet Deep

Touches

The Ownership: Stockholm Syndrome

Skinny dipping

Melancholic but sanguine

Shackled to my fears

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The neighbourhood-The beach

Now I need your help with everything that I do

I don’t want to lie, I’ve been relying on you

Fallin’ again, I need a pick-me-up

I’ve been callin’ you friend, I might need to give it up

I’m sick and I’m tired too

I can admit, I am not fireproof

I feel it burning me

I feel it burning you

I hope I don’t murder me

I hope I don’t burden you

If I do, I do

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Soap-Melanie Martinez

Think I got myself in trouble So I fill the bath with bubbles

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Training wheels- Melanie Martinez Love everything you do When you call me fucking dumb for the stupid shit I do I wanna ride my bike with you Fully undressed, no training wheels left for you I'll pull them off for you

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Shackled to my fears

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Drowning allures, awakens a want for chasing that haste,

And then the slow buzzing of bees never fits our taste.

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Liberty is the eventuality of strife

Horror, mere hindrances in life.

No moon is always bright;

Neither is all light an angel nor is devil every night.

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Dawn is opaque, dusk is delusion

Immortal journey of desert, mirage mere intrusion.

Fire is bright, burns me to death.

Water shuts fire, but when inside takes away my breath.

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Devil comes adorned like our momentous desires

Me a moth, Devil's the fire

Devil condemns, Devil forgives

Devil's dead.. undead, Devil lives.

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Run, you fall; you fall, you break

Still hold yourself, you mend and you make

Cry cry, an ocean of tears

When the Ocean's dry, face the fears.

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A little death-the neighbourhood

Touch me, yeah

I want you to touch me there

Make me feel like I am breathing

Feel like I am human

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Now my life is sweet like cinnamon Like a fucking dream I'm living in Baby love me cause I'm playing on the radio Pick me up and take me like a vitamin 'Cause my body's sweet like sugar venom oh yeah Baby love me cause I'm playing on the radio

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Mindful musings by A Mindless me.✒

Six Feet Deep

Touches

The Ownership: Stockholm Syndrome

Skinny dipping

Melancholic but sanguine

Shackled to my fears

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Melancholic but sanguine

Smiles are fake, life's a hoax, Bless the reality of this masquerade,

Gloomy are those eyes whose reality illuminates when smiles fade.

🎭

Autumn's gone, Spring never arrives.

Everything's dry, nothing revives.

The caterwauls, render me speechless.

All the noise, Silence! God bless.

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No angels only demons in white.

Fought the minute, now the big fight.

Death, no loss, loss is what dies within.

Alive, never equals to mere breathing.

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Ecstasy euphoria , short lived.

Vision of happiness pretty big bid.

Need power? Conquer it’s owner.

Don't slaughter, nothing matters if left a loner.

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Sky is the bitter truth we all possess.

Thunders, Silence! God bless.

Sky is coal, sky is sea

Oh! The dexterous paradox of me.

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Coal is heavier than sea, searching for equinox,

Becoming topaz, conquering my own paradox.

Running towards the horizon, hope's high.

Becoming the bat mine's the throne of coal sky.

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Becoming the vicious dark clouds, reviving the dry

Horizon runs farther as I chase it and yet I try.

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Naked by James Arthur

Hey, you there Can we take it to the next level, baby, do you dare? Don’t be scared ‘Cause if you can say the words, I don’t know why I should care

‘Cause here I am, I’m givin’ all I can But all you ever do is mess it up Yeah, I’m right here, I’m tryin’ to make it clear That getting half of you just ain’t enough

I’m not going to wait until you’re done Pretending you don’t need anyone.

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🌹mood🌹

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🎀Your lips, my lips…apocalypse🎀

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Daddy issues…❤

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Lana del rey - Salvatore cover

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❤

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Skinny dipping

Night a canvas, painted on it was a scenery so alive.

Granules stuck to the toes, footprints imprinted on the plage.

Swaying and Stumbling across the seashore laughing like lunatics.

This lunacy was an intimacy.

Waves dancing to the lunar whispers washing away every evidence of this little affair between the sand and the feet.

Sun-tanned hands, fingers laced together under the moonlight.

Oh! giggle the stars as they witness the promiscuous affair.

Finery spread across the shingle, feet touching the shelf of the sea.

Tangled together.

Water warm, bracing breeze kissing the wet skin and dancing through the hair locks.

A night so alive.

That as it climaxed, the moon mourned and sun moaned as it rose.

The stars were awestruck

The birds flew and the tropical sky turned orange-blue.

And the waves satiated settled into the serene sea as it met the sky at the horizon.

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